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seeyoursoul
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Mushrooms
#23615224 - 09/05/16 04:07 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Jumbled post I'm sorry. I'll be short. Tldr; I am a male, 18 y/o. My dad yelled at me for stealing his medication and kicked me out. Forever. I've lost all my financial aid for college and everything prior. I have about 60$ and decided to end my life. I can't see a reason to live. I have a friend with some shrooms. I know about set etc, but I'm done. I feel like mushrooms could help me work through some shit now even if it's painful. Is tripping a dumb idea? I just dont want to leave my little brother. I feel content and happy of sorts with my decision. But I feel like mush might help me restart my life.
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Meownap
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Honestly boyo, the mushrooms are up to you. I would advise against it but that's just me. If you are looking for a way out, try to find a job on a farm or something where you can get out into the country and away from society for a bit. Once you've found some sort of relief, then take some mushrooms and reflect on your life.
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dcthestar
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Re: Mushrooms [Re: Meownap]
#23615418 - 09/05/16 05:12 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Take a minute to collect yourself and realize that this too shall pass. Trust me bro... Life evolves and it won't stay this way forever. Just reevaluate and go from there.
-------------------- you better pray to god there's some fucking thorazine in that bag
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Shroomyhead
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I read a trip report (not going to bother looking for it as it would take a very long time) about someone with PTSD or another traumatic illness, and he/she considered killing him/herself but used mushrooms to heal and he/she decided not to commit suicide. I'm not that person and I don't know what he/she went through during the trip so I'm not going to recommend anything, but know that with or without the mushrooms, you can overcome this time in your life.
We need both the good and the bad to give us perspective, for what would life be without the good to define the bad, or the bad to define the good? Life is kind of like a pendulum; it swings to the good side, but with that momentum, it swings to the bad. Everyone goes through their own shit but they overcome it, coming out an even better human being from it. You'll be okay brother.
Peace.
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UniverseOfTheMind8
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It's hard to say. Being that you're in a really bad state of mind you could have a trip that would just make you want to kill yourself more, or if you are able to let go during the trip and come to terms with and face your problems the shrooms will most likely shub straight in your face than you might end up having a healing experience that will help you figure out how to turn your life around. Either way though I don't think it'll be a very enjoyable trip, and you need to remember that shrooms aren't just some magic pill that will fix your life for you. With or without the shrooms you're still going to have to be the one to put in the effort of fixing your own life and creating your own happiness. I recommend not taking them though, taking mushrooms while in a suicidal headspace can turn very bad.
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pineninja
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Imo Its not about restarting your life but more about a reevaluation of it. The hard times are by definition difficult but also in time will become a vital part of the fabric of yourself hang in there bud. If you are going to dip the pscedelic toes go slowly.
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UniverseOfTheMind8
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Yee, I agree with this guy. If you think mush will help than go for it I guess, but start very low. Like 1 or 1.5 grams. Or maybe even just try out microdosing.
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SvampebobFirkant
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I can see my thoughts on these are the opposite of the others here.
I think you should do it. Sounds like if you are looking for ending your life because you can overcome it anymore, you need a huge smack in the face by shrooms, so you can reevaluate your life, and finally wake up and see opportunities for your future. You won't get that by 1g or 1.5g
I think you should do 2.5-3g. Or if possible, do an Ayahuasca trip, where you really look into yourself and see all the flaws and shit you have done in the past, so you can finally make a mense for it.
You need this hard kick in the stomach, and then maybe you will never need to do psychedelics again after one life-changing trip. It could be all it takes to be a gamechanger for your life
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AuroraBorealis88
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I don't even know what to say man smh
Quote:
seeyoursoul said: I've lost all my financial aid for college and everything prior.
I can't see a reason to live.
^^Not saying you should do them but if you do then they will definitely make you see how insanely stupid that is
Edited by AuroraBorealis88 (09/06/16 09:33 AM)
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