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The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken
    #23609442 - 09/03/16 09:18 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Gather around and listen to the latest installment of The Adventures of Hologram.

The following events, while quite uneventful, took place today and Involve some distasteful situations. Please heed this warning before continuing.

I know some people aren't a fan of debauchery. If you are though, then buckle down because i finally have some new material to write about. i would finish my other story about a whore i liked but she's dead now so i guess it was only right that i get some fresh "inspiration".


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    #23609452 - 09/03/16 09:20 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: Apostle]
    #23609526 - 09/03/16 09:43 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

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    #23609597 - 09/03/16 10:09 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I awoke this morning and that fact alone put me in the worst kind of mood. "Why am i still here?", i thought.

My body was sweaty, my mood volatile, and my self esteem was nowhere to be found.

I dragged myself out of bed and to the bathroom where i took a very uncomfortable & bloated shit while still pouring sweat. The day before i had the Utmost confidence that i would be able to deal with the consequences of my month long heroin binge. I couldn't have been more wrong.

I knew my bro had ten dollars and that was somewhat comforting if only because it meant less "hustling" we'd have to do to get well. We debated whether or not to just get weed and both agreed that it would be the better choice.
I didn't want weed though. I was anxious , in pain, and feeling very down on myself for letting my sexual urges get the better of me. More specifically i was trying not to think about the gay sex i had when i was intoxicated enough that it seemed like a good idea.


I was no stranger to this cycle of doing hard drugs, engaging in shameful behavior, then using drugs again to stop the shame from really sinking in.

Well it was sinking and i was thinking and i didn't like that.

I'd been told my whole life that i was an intelligent young man but in my opinion i might as well be retarded. i contributed so little to society and barely know how to do the basic things most people do to get by.
I simply couldn't, and still cant, function without drugs.
Once i get Drugs i can do things like Shower or feed myself and maybe even vacuum but rarely anything truly productive.

Every day was a rush to get drugs in my system before i was too ill to move around.

I was tired, i wanted out, but i wasn't ready to face my demons. The mental torment that is being reminded of all I've done wrong while in a very fragile mindset was just too much.


I called my heroin dealer and he didn't answer but i knew if he did i could come through for a ten(he is a friend, it's not common to get such a small quantity). After that failed I called my suboxone dealer and he said he wouldn't have them until around 5 p.m.  It was just after noon and in my state of mind a few hours away was just the same as a "no".

It was looking like weed was going to be our only option and while i am a big fan of weed and do feel some relief i knew it would be gone before long and i'd still be sick.

I dialed my H dealer another 5 times and tried all of my options. My brother had given up pretty fast and was ready to throw in the towel & score some weed. He was laying on the couch starting to sleep when i finally go through to my H dealer.

He's an asshole and has an attitude when he's high but at this point i was willing to deal with him if it meant i'd feel well. After a brief conversation that took a lot of restraint on my part i set down the phone, my teeth still grinding in anger, and told my brother the deal.


The plan, for me, was get heroin get some boipucci and get home without anyone having the slightest idea as to what i was up to.The day before i'd started flirting with this transsexual and really wanted to bang him but i wanted to rail him for hours and not be sick when we met. Heroin would help with both of those things.
My brother didn't even know and i tell him everything.
I was hot for this piece of ass, i'm not gonna lie. I'd shot a load the night before while masturbating to a video he had sent me of his ass getting fucked. I recorded the lovely climax and sent it to him much to his delight.

I left my phone charging at home because it didn't have active service and i needed the battery charged so i could KiK him as soon as i got back.


If i am to be completely honest, i was feeling pretty uninterested in him but i knew once i did a shot i'd be wanting to fuck so i didn't delete his contact like i usually do with dudes once i cum.

As soon as my bro heard that we we're good to go he told me to gather all of the "gear" quickly so i did.

Our dealer is about a twenty minute drive away and is notorious for not answering his phone and taking ridiculously long to arrive if you even do manage to get in touch with him.
We called him a few exits early and lied that we were there so we wouldn't have to wait as long.

When we arrived at our meeting spot he wasn't there. i knew my brother had very little patience and after sitting in a hot van in the parking lot for 20 minutes i called him again.
"I'm on my way bro" he said with an attitude ,then he hung up.

I waited 5 minutes then looked down the road he lived down. He wasn't on his way and i was getting pretty tired of his shit.

I saw my boy Pauly walking around and told my brother we should just roll up on him and see if he had anything.

He often had morphine 100's that he'd sell me at a good price, sometimes even gave me some for free. i had been his running partner and his helpful hand while he did his car fixing hustle. He did minor cosmetic work for whoever he could convince to employ him in the 7-11 parking lot. I ran back and forth to my house and got him tools and drinks or food if he needed.
Once he got paid he would share his drugs with me.

That used to be my daily routine when i lived in that trailer park but i had long since moved away.
Now when i came through i received a very warm greeting since they didn't see me as much anymore.

Especially from this one whore named Tammi. She was the type of girl that talked about you to others as if you were really good friends when she'd probably interacted with me for a total of 3 hours.

It was as if she was validating herself by saying "see, i know the boys too?".
And i was certainly one of the Boys.
Fiercely loyal, slightly unhinged and willing work for the greater good by whatever means.
I knew very little about  Tammi beyond the fact that we'd done dope a few times together and that i often found myself stroking my cock while looking at her.
"Heyyyy! Oh  this is Lex, he's my baby. Omg where have you been?",all said in a superficial valley girl accent that she was far too old to still be using.


We saw Paulie crossing the street with Linda when we rode up next to them. Linda lived in the Trailer park that i used to live in as well and was a pretty nice lady who i once considered fucking when i was really horny.

In truth, she isn't attractive at all and is probably a whore too only now she can't even do that because shes too old ,lost too many teeth, and no longer had her good looks. if they were ever there(i think she may have been ok in her day).

They eyed us inquisitively as we'd stopped in the middle of a busy road to stop their progress as they crossed the street.
"paulie motherfucker, what you up to?" i said. "yo yo, you think you guys can take us to CVS real quick it's right up the road?"

i looked to my bro and he said ok. After all we were still waiting on the Heroin and this was better than melting in the car , plus there was a chance Paulie had something.


Paulie was very vague about what they were up to but i hypothesized that they may be getting a prescription or something since our destination was a pharmacy.



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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: Apostle]
    #23609641 - 09/03/16 10:24 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

On The way to CVS Paulie turned to Linda and said "you want to just stop here? Publix should be quick too". She agreed which caused me some elation as it was alot closer to where we'd left from in case my heroin dealer called.

Linda and Paulie got out of the Van and as they were about to enter into Publix Paulie suddenly ran back to the van and told me "Yo i'm bout to get this bitches card when she's not looking and take a hundo out" with a huge grin. "i'm serious Lex don't leave me because if you guys do you aint getting nothing." he continued. "I got you man, you know i don't fuck around", i said.

We pulled off and went to find a parking spot.
"you think he's for real?" my brother asked. I went on to explain that in my time being Paulies right hand man i'd lost count of the amount of credit cards he got his hand on and cleaned out. it was like every day he had a different colored card to buy me food at Subway. Or cigarettes, or a flat screen, what have you.

You see, Paulie was good at alot more than doing body work on cars in the parking lot. I even had my suspicions that he tricked on the side. He did have some less than heterosexual mannerisms.

As we were waiting in the parking lot our H dealer called. My brother asked me if i wanted to Get out and wait while he went and got it. Then, after re-evaluating the situation, he said "actually,fuck Paulie, lets just get it and go".

"Nahhh yo i can't do that plus he's gonna take care of us good just watch.Even if this doesn't work i gotta keep my word and it's not far anyway.". i replied.

My brother let me out of the car and went to grab our bag real quick. I headed towards Publix so  Paul and Linda wouldn't think we'd left.








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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: Apostle]
    #23609708 - 09/03/16 10:54 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

How many cigs are you having>?


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    #23609716 - 09/03/16 10:58 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

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    #23609765 - 09/03/16 11:20 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

When i walked up to the supermarket i saw Linda & Paulie at the register so i  waited for them to come out.

i told Paulie my bro had left but would be coming right back.

"yo dog i'm fucking nervous right now. Go, Go just keep walking" he said looking very sketchy.

Apparently he had stolen some cortisone for Linda and was really worried about getting in trouble.

it seemed out of character to me so i started busting his balls."what's wrong with you Paulie, you never boosted before?" i said.

"Nah Ace its not that i just don't want to be here right by the store i just stole from". he answered.

"Bro you already made it out, it's in their store policy not to chase down shop lifters once they leave the premises. Hell i think Publix has a don't intervene at all policy". i answered back eyeing him inquisitively.

Looking back on it now i believe Paulie was putting on an act. I have since made the deduction that he stole that cheap item for Linda in order to avoid her using her card and finding out he'd just taken out a hundred dollars.


I think Linda may have started to catch on as well because she was eying him suspiciously and when she checked her cell phone case that also was a wallet she noticed the card was in a different spot.

At this point the conversation became a lot less civilized and she was blowing up on paulie without being too specific as to what he did wrong. Maybe she wasn't yet sure but had a strong suspicion.

They started arguing back and forth. "you are supposed to be my friend, i can't believe this"She said. "what are you talking about Linda, you don't even know what you are saying right now", he replied.
Paulie had a way of trying to convince the people he robbed that they were just being crazy and none of what they said made any sense. Needless to say this only infuriated Linda further.

My brother rolled up in the Van and i hopped in. I started calling Paulie to the car but he was deep in his conversation with linda who was now angrily walking away from him, with him in close pursuit.

I tried getting him to come to the car a few more times when he finally said "we're gonna walk".

This kind of pissed me off since i was expecting something from the lick for giving him a ride.Even though i wasn't sure it was successful yet i was pretty sure from Lindas reaction that Paulie had at least got something.

My brother didn't care about them or their situation at all and pulled up in a parking spot so we could split the dismal ten sack...of heroin...for two people.
We always split everything down the middle so when he started talking about how i shouldn't even get that much since it's his money i already foresaw what was going to happen. He was going to be greedy, i was gonna get fucked out of my portion and i'd have to ride the whole way home with him while he scratched at his face and i pouted in the passenger seat.
FUCK. THAT.

I did the little shot he gave me then asked him to drop me off by our old place. "i didn't feel shit, i'm not going home, just leave me in the hood i'll figure something out". i said.

"Dude it's in the opposite direction of where i have to go i really don't feel like going that way, why don't you just walk?" he said.

I felt like i could've convinced him to take me but was so upset that i just got out, slammed the door and started walking. I am pretty sure he was just trying to discourage my getting intentionally stranded and was not really concerned with the distance it'd take to drop me off.

There was no turning back now. I had my little tantrum, gathered all my resolve and started walking the mile or so back to my old 'hood. I had left home without showering and dressed very minimally because i planned on coming back home.
I had on pajama pants made of a fabric that didn't agree too well with the Florida heat and humidity, i believe it's called "cotton". I wore no boxers and had a plane black t-shirt(great for keeping cool) and sandals.

I thought that maybe i had made a rash and immature decision and that i probably should have appreciated just being less sick and went back with him. My mother would undoubtedly been extremely worried when he came home without me and heard i was back in the Area where she had essentially "rescued" me from by offering that i stay at her place instead of the street.

It was too late now and to make matters worse i was killing what little high i got by making this walk. I decided then and there that i was going to hang around until i got something, no matter what.

When i finally made it back to the area i walked to the plaza where we usually moseyed around. I saw Linda and asked her if she knew where Paulie is. "NO!, you know where he is!" she said in a sad voice that sounded as if it were about to crack.

"i have no idea what you mean i thought he was with you."i answered. "Yea but he left and that fucker stole from my moms card...he's supposed to be my friend.i...i'm sorry lex i can't talk right now." she replied. And indeed she had barely gotten out those last words before turning away and beginning to sob heavily.

I felt bad for a fraction of a second and then realized her tears meant that Paul had been successful. I had to find him and i had to make it clear to him that i felt entitled to some of his ill-gotten fortune for giving him a ride.And i needed to do it quick because the more sick i got the harder it was to be assertive and not be a nervous wreck.




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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: Apostle]
    #23609830 - 09/03/16 11:46 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Who is lex?


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    #23609837 - 09/03/16 11:48 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I left linda and walked to the back of the Plaza, behind the stores, where most of the crack smoking, heroin(and Gun)shooting, and sometimes fucking, took place.



I saw Tammi talking to some black guy on a bicycle. Even though i'm of small stature i knew to keep my distance and not talk to her in case she was working so i didn't scare off a client.


I would wait till she acknowledged me if anything and then walk up.

it seemed to me, based on body language and what little i could make out, that the guy found Tammi attractive but probably didn't have any money to pay for her services.

Tammi, like most women, was fucking nuts and she would go from talking and laughing with me to saying "stop following me!" in that hectic accusing tone that women seem to have perfected causing me to look around nervously. it was one of the things i hated most about her since we, six or so of us, all walked the same paths and shared the same turf where we did our business.

"Lex, where the hell you been baby?" she said. "shit you know i get around, what's your ass doing out here, working?"i replied."Dam right"tammi said.

"You actually look really good, alot better than when i last saw you."i said.

"pshhh yea right Lex, don't be a kiss ass i look like shit" she said.

"well, yea i'm just saying you look better. you were really haggard last time i saw you" i quipped.

"oh shut up" she said playfully pushing me away.
We began to walk away from the black man on the bicycle, i guess he couldn't afford her services.

"what are you doing back though lex, for real?" she asked.
"i came to see your sexy ass obviously. you got a lighter?"i said.
"yea ok smartass"she replied.

I walked with her for a little bit asking about the whereabouts of paulie and asking again for a lighter several times while she rambled on about this or that.

"WHAT?!" she snapped. "i don't have a fucking lighter! Jesus Lex your fucking following me and i'm trying to meet this guy".

"you told me you had one(she did) and i'm just fucking walking i'll leave if you want". i snapped back. "just let me fucking light my cigarette, here let me use yours to do it".

"Lex i don't fucking have time for this my cigarette went out anyway..." she began. It hadn't.

"i. fucking. HATE you, sooo much" i interrupted and then left her to go wander the block in pursuit of paulie.

"i know it, love ya babe" she shouted to me as i walked away laughing to herself.

Tammi was an interesting creature. It was obvious that at some point in her life she had been really attractive. She was 5'6 or so and very petite with sharp white girl features not entirely unlike those of Jamie Presley. She had a not-so-good boob job that one of the dudes on the block used to say were like two oranges that just stuck out awkwardly.
I'd seen em before though and while he wasn't exactly wrong, i liked them and feel he just made snide remarks because she never gave him any attention.

From a distance Tammi was your standard pretty and petite blonde but as you approached you could see the roughness of her facial features and her battered arms from years of being an I.V. user.
More specifically from being an i.v. user who is no good at using needles. My arms looked nothing like hers and from our conversations i knew i had more years actively abusing IV drugs than her. Any damage she had were a result of her impatience, and frantic behavior. I'd once witnessed her stabbing herself over an over for close to half an hour when she'd probably had been done in five minutes had she calmed down and done it slowly.
You couldn't tell her anything though. She knew it all and was quick to tell you how little you knew then follow up with insults for daring to challenge her. A real Keeper.


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    #23609839 - 09/03/16 11:49 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

i'm Lex. Also "Ace" or "curly" which i'm sometimes called.


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    #23609882 - 09/04/16 12:13 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Damn bro did you catch up with Paulie ? That nigga has a bill and you need ur shit.


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    #23609887 - 09/04/16 12:15 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I circled the block a couple times, stopping by the place i used to live to stash my needle in the A/C unit. If i got stopped by police, which was not exactly unlikely, given how i was dressed and wandering in a high crime area, i wouldn't have anything they could arrest me for on me.


I didn't see Paulie yet but heard from one of the Lads he had gone to the next exit up. I can only imagine it was to score. I saw Tammi again who was looking happy and walked up to me with an extra swagger in her step.

"You think you're hot shit huh?" i asked with a smirk.
"yep" she said.
"i bet i could make at least twice what you get out here." i replied.
"honey, nice try but you wouldn't even come close". she said.
"yea ok ma i've been offered 250 bucks from someone to get my dick sucked and you don't even get half that for gobbling some fat guys cock for 30 minutes" i said.

"oh really? just to suck your dick he offered that?" she said. "yea, i probably should have done it but i didn't"i answered. Little did i know she would keep this piece of info to attack me later.

In fact Tammi was very good at remembering anything you said and finding a way to use it against you. The same day i introduced her to my H dealer he told me later how she said i was talking shit to him and that his dope sucked. In this case she was completely making shit up but nonetheless it was a testament to the fact that she could actually use her mouth for something other than choking on dick.



by now a couple of the regulars had surfaced. Paulie was back around and when i asked him if he'd come up with anything he was very vague and dismissive" nothing man, Linda fucked me up and i'm sick. nothings good." he said.

I didn't exactly believe him but he was usually very honest with me and a couple times i'd called him out i ended up looking like a douche when he had actually been working hard to get me a bag cause i was sick. Because of this, i just let it slide and decided to see how things played out.
I was starting to get sick and as i had nothing to offer, Tammi had lost interest in me and was walking with Paulie now who was walking very fast to nowhere in particular.

I could feel that i wasn't welcome right now since they seemed to be trying to score or do something that required them to be walking quickly in the opposite direction of wherever i was going.

It was hard not to think that i was being avoided so he didn't have to break me off but i wasn't going to follow them around begging for crumbs so i pulled up a bucket and sat by my old house.

Another friend of mine came around, Gio, so i started walking and talking with him. He headed towards Paul and Tammi so i followed and Tammi went up and hugged him. "hey babyy, don't worry i got you in a minute" she said. She turned and looked at me "you're not getting shit" with a smirk.
But i was sick and didn't think it was funny. "bitch i never asked you for shit!" i snapped. "OMG you just did Lex you're such a liar".she said.
"yea i asked how much it'd cost for you to grab my dick, thats it". i answered angrily.
"i don't know why you like men anyway" she said.
"why you talking so much shit Tammi?" i asked eying her with a furious anger in my eyes.
"whatt?!! you told me you let guys suck your dick for money" she said with an extra strong valley girl infliction on the "whattt?"

She turned to paulie and gio then back to me and said"what was it 200 bucks you said?"
"250 and i did't do it"

"Yea whatever. listen it's ok if you're gay. Anyways just don't expect anything". she said.
"You never gave me shit , why would i?" i replied at this point visible seething.
"don't even Lex, i gave you dope twice, and you didn't even appreciate it"she answered.
"bitch you GOT me dope ONCE and i paid for it. I think all that semen is fucking up your brain".i said.

the guys laughed and paulie told me to chill out. "shes fucking with you man don't listen to that whore."


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    #23609896 - 09/04/16 12:24 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

If you don't have money to buy heroin, how do you feed yourself?


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    #23609898 - 09/04/16 12:25 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

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    #23609909 - 09/04/16 12:32 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

This is trainspotters


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    #23609915 - 09/04/16 12:37 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

If there's hustlin, why isn't it in the story? Naw  his brother is the one hustlin. That's where the ten came from.

It's not trainspotters unless a baby crawls on the ceiling. They don't have publix in Scotland either


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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: Apostle]
    #23609933 - 09/04/16 12:43 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Following thread...
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    #23609936 - 09/04/16 12:45 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

My mind doesn't know exactly how to react when a woman verbally assaults me. i get so emotional when i am angry that my eyes start to tear up and i usually get violent before i'll let anyone think i was crying. After all if you've gotten me, a very laid back person, to this point then it's obvious your intention is to get a reaction out of me so i oblige. This is my protocol for men though, i was unsure what to do with the whore.


Tammi toned down the cuntiness for a bit while she waited for nutsac to come bring her some heroin. The dealers name was Nutsac...don't know why but it was.


When i heard who was coming to deliver the dope i made this mistake of jokingly telling Tammi how i owed him money for trading him some stolen equipment that i didn't have passwords to for crack.
He had texted me asking for the password and without being too obvious in text i said "its hot man, idk". meaning it was stolen so how would i know the password.

The day after i got the crack i was arrested on Gun and possession charges then released 40 days later due to a delay in the State prosecuting me.

Tammi, lovely lady that she is, Told nutsac when he rode up,"oh there's that fag Lex, he told me he owes you money and is scared of you".

Nutsac sold the goods then drove up to the curb and called to me. "Yo LEX!". he said.
"wheres my money man?" he said and then started opening up his glove box.
I'd had guns pulled on me before so i thought that was what was about to happen.
"i went to jail man" i began to say but then i saw that he was pulling out the item i had boosted.
"whats the password to this shit man?". he said. "i told you i don't know it man i stole the shit"i said. "i told you that when i gave it to...." but before i could finish he gave me a dirty look and drove off.


"omg Lex you're not gonna believe what i told him" she began.
"i heard you bitch, i don't know why i tell you anything"
"oh stopp, it's not a big deal, and guess what?" she said.
"what?!" i snapped.
"he actually stood up for you, he was like nahh Lex is alright man he's good people".She said.

I did appreciate that but i wasn't going to let her see that.

"wow Lex why do you look so maddddd?" she asked in a teasing voice.
"bitch are you intentionally trying to fucking piss me off?" i answered.

"what cause i told the guys you're a faggot? you are a fagg../"

I snatched her by the throat before she could finish and said through clenched teeth into her ear "BITCH ARE YOU TRYING TO MAKE ME PROVE YOU WRONG?"".

She looked at me and said, "you better watch it before i smack you right in your shit".

"Do it ho, i want you to".i said.
she looked at me as if to examine my thoughts and said"you probably would like that wouldn't you?". she said.
"i would fucking love it" i said and she went on "mmm i think i like you when you're mad. You're messed up though, you're probably the kind of guy that likes getting hit in the nuts."

"I don't know why don't you find out?"i said.

At this point i was about ready to rape the bitch just to take away her condescending attitude.
I was not liking her style of "playful banter" and i made that clear but for whatever reason this made her want to keep me around more.

She had me and the other kid Gio follow her to a spot that is a bout a block away from the plaza and has some trees and bushes to hide us.

On the way there she told Gio" did you know Lex likes men?". i knew for a fact that Gio sold his ass so i didn't really care about what he thought but nonetheless i unleashed on Tammi.
"yea if that was true i'd be attracted to your ugly ass". and then i bit her HARD on the arm.

"ouchhh!" she said looking at me in a very surprised and  scared way. Then looked to gio. "He just BIT ME!" she said.

"dam right i did" i said. 
"no for real lex what the fuck? that hurt".she said.

i grabbed her by the back of the neck and said"maybe you shouldn't talk so much shit then, want me to kiss it to make it better?".

I had lightened up a bit at this point since i believed i was starting to figure out what she was doing to me and my mood went from anger to turned on.

At this point i didn't even care that she wasn't going to give me any of the heroin, i wanted her and i wanted her bad.


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    #23609978 - 09/04/16 01:19 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

For some reason i hadn't noticed earlier, but the natural Ice in her hand finally helped make sense of why she had suddenly become so confrontational(playfully) and giggly.

We arrived at the designated degeneracy spot, after picking up a homeless guy that tammi referred to as her "husband" but was probably just some mentally ill guy that shared his limited resources with her in exchange for her company. He was the kind of guy that she didn't even have to fuck to milk for cash.(some homeless actually get a good amount of money be it from settlements or other source)


The spot is a grassy area at the entrance of a business plaza. We use the concrete entrance sign as a counter to set up all the material needed to shoot up. Well, they did. I just played around with Tammi.

Another guy had walked up to the spot and apparently Tammi really didn't like him. She thought he was weird and he didn't seem to like her either.

"omg Lex get this guy away from me please and i will do whatever you want" she said.
I actually like the dude though and new him before her.
"why?" i asked.

"omg he's so weird listen to how he talks. he fucking meows randomly. He's a faggot and i just can't stand him". she said.


"He sucked some dudes dick and let him fuck him for a six pack the other day".
"oh yea?" i asked , sneaking my hand under her arm and grabbing one of her lovely fake breasts.
"mhm, yes he did" she said pushing my hand off.

"don't listen to that dumb whore everything she says is all bullshit" he told me.

The advisory really wasn't needed but i'm sure he felt better having said it.
You see, I didn't give a fuck about the conversation one bit.

By now Tammi was in front of me talking and i would just start getting real close and grabbing her by the hips and saying all sorts of ridiculous stuff. "yea? yea? so when we gonna fuck, we're both hot and it's obvious you want my dick so there's no reason not to." i said.

"shit, you have any money?....you are fucking sexy though Lex i won't lie"she said. Eyeing my shirtless body. I'd taken my black tee off some time ago for obvious weather related reasons.
Although the sun had fallen now but given what i was up to i saw no reason to put it back on.

My penis was running the show now and every time her skin touched mine it sent waves of delicious energy coursing through my body.

"come here i just want to feel those lovely tits real quick. don't worry i'm gay remember?"i said.
She made a half-assed effort to push me away and so i started smelling her neck and pushing my pelvis up against hers. She let herself enjoy it for a moment then pushed me away and kept me at arms length while i tried to come closer.

She'd kept talking as if she hadn't heard me but i knew she did and was just trying to keep her composure.
She was trying not to get turned on, to remain professional but she didn't stand a chance.
Being in withdrawal, i was very sensitive at this point and a simple brushing of her finger nail against my nipple was enough to set me off.
Which happened a few times.

For whatever reason she was now touching me here and there to punctuate certain parts of whatever story she was telling me about whatever it is she thought i cared about.

I started getting more bold with my advances, not that they were ever subtle to begin with.
Gio and her had already split her heroin at this point so she was just drinking on a beer and telling her loud and stupid stories to these four men.

Well two, me and gio. The other two were in their own conversation although her "husband" kept watching me touch and grope her and i think it helped destroy the fantasy in his mind that he meant anything to her. I actually toned it down a few times when i saw him watching because i felt bad and also i wanted to make it clear that, while being aggressive, i wasn't forcing myself upon her. At least not in any intensity that would make it hard for her to give me a clear signal to fuck off.
that signal never came.

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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: Apostle]
    #23609995 - 09/04/16 01:30 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Conclusion and Q&A will be held tommorow from 12-1pm. I've already marked down the questions asked and will get back to you(koods).on those
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    #23610161 - 09/04/16 04:30 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Why did you change your name to apostle? How many other names do you have? Do you think Tammi would be less of a slut if she spelled her name with a "y"? How big is the tranny's dick? Why do you make your mom worried?


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    #23610950 - 09/04/16 10:50 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

that story reminded me a lot of the book junky by william burroughs, good stuff man I like your writing style

kinda makes me wanna write up some stories of my own opiate misventures


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    #23611412 - 09/04/16 01:34 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

it's not done. i just woke up. finish it in a minute.

I appreciate the feedback though man, i have a whole tin of writings dating back to highschool and there is enough in there to make a short novel. I could write it as an autobiography but in order to include some of the worse details/crimes i think i will make it a fiction.

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    #23611438 - 09/04/16 01:45 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

i hope you dont because it would be one fucking boring ass novel


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    #23611453 - 09/04/16 01:48 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Why?Have you no control over the media you consume.

Thanks for the feedback in any case..


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    #23611457 - 09/04/16 01:49 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

thx im pretty shroomey and like to give helpful feedback


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    #23611512 - 09/04/16 02:08 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Great tale Holopostle I'm looking forward to seeing how this story ends.


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    #23611517 - 09/04/16 02:10 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

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Do you think Tammi would be less of a slut if she spelled her name with a "y"?



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    #23611660 - 09/04/16 02:59 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I've always enjoyed stories of the daily grind of junkies. Once I romanticized it like many others am fortunate I never got caught up in it. I still enjoy the stories but now also have to remember that that could be me.


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    #23611730 - 09/04/16 03:31 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

My uncle, who is not related by blood, is a very unwelcoming figure with a face as rough as as the Rockies and a stare as cold as its peaks. Despite his short stature his presence was as imposing as a Redwoods.
I rarely felt completely at ease in his presence and had met him for the first time when i went to visit Ecuador.
Prior,I'd learned through my oldest brother that he may have been a Hitman before meeting my Aunt. In fact i was told so factually but preferred to think of it as a "maybe" because, for obvious reasons, i  feared for my Aunts life and the life of her daughter(my cousin, who i helped raise while she was in prison). Ecuador was the sort of place where people can disappear and those responsible for said disappearance were unlikely to ever face justice.
Once i'd learned he had a daughter by my Aunt i was more at ease. I felt like he must actually care for her and from what i heard he was a good father to both of the girls so i decided not to be judgmental. By the time i left for Ecuador he had two daughters with my Aunt, three including my cousin from the previous marriage.
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Whores. Call it fate if you'd like but for whatever reason, whores have been a fairly persistent theme throughout my life.

I lost my virginity to a whore in a whorehouse, paid for by my aforementioned Uncle, in the outskirts of an Ecuadorian town called Duran. I thought for a moment about refusing his offer but with my broken Spanish and being nervous i felt it might just be easier to accept his gift.

The situation was as awkward as one might imagine losing your virginity to a whore would be.
In fact the whole thing was so off-putting that i wasn't even able to get an erection and only technically lost my virginity because i'd held my chub and put the head of my penis in this middle aged woman's loose vagina. I've not been able to stick my flaccid penis in a vagina since then so i can only imagine that she was about as blown out as they come. It certainly appeared that way.
When i emerged from the room i was sweating from frantically trying to achieve an erection as the whore dressed herself, having realized i was not going to be able to perform.
My uncle and also my male cousin(blood relation) laughed and congratulated me as i walked to their table, handing me a beer. On the ride home, after swearing that i'd be silent about what transpired, i realized that virginity, more than anything was a state of mind.

I felt free. No longer would i have to shuffle my feet nervously and hope not to be called into a conversation when my friends were talking about getting laid. In fact they probably would no longer even call me out because i didn't have that air of virginity about me. It was a very liberating feeling and it almost made me wish i could just give the feeling to other virgins without them having to just have sex out of pressure to do so.

I met my girlfriend and lost my virginity, the nice romantic way, shortly after landing back in N.America.

Within a year i had my second whore experience, while on a break with my g.f., and she showed me just how amazing sex can be with a woman who knows what she is doing. She was also my first milf and was nearly ten years older than me despite her telling me , and my believing, that she was seventeen years old. I also didn't know she was a whore until after i had spent the night raw-dogging her and sharing a rig.

She would become the first person that i knew besides my Grandpa that would die in my lifetime. I remember looking her name up when i was released from Jail only to get an obituary notice in my Google results.

Fast forward a few relationships and years later and i would come to have my very first whore to call my own. She tricked out of my house and brought in enough money to pay for rent and my heroin habit. My Girlfriend at the time, the only girl I've ever loved, absolutely hated my whore and our living situation but that is a story for another time.

The point to take away from this is , whores. I haven't mentioned all the whores, some who'd assume a maternal role and take care of me in the streets but like i said, some other time.
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I'd long since lost that house,my whore,and my girlfriend and was now back on the block that i had left many years ago...
With yet another whore standing,soon to be kneeling, before me.

It had become dark and as that one funky song says, "the freaks come out at night".


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    #23611732 - 09/04/16 03:32 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

its* peaks.


u need a editor breh


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    #23611750 - 09/04/16 03:44 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Thanks. It can't be you though because, it's "an" editor. :wink:


cont... some more cigs and then i'm gonna bring this baby home.


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    #23612367 - 09/04/16 07:13 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

cant wait to hear the conclusion!


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    #23612447 - 09/04/16 07:36 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

U sound even dirtier than I originally pinned you for and doin heroin doesn't mean you have to fuck dudes and have gay nicknames but I suppose you wanted to check all the boxes at once eh

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    #23612571 - 09/04/16 08:15 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

i passed out, gonna finish it now. dont know if you were addressing me but i dont count suboxone as clean i and like fucking humans in general. As long as they're smooth and moan like a bitch when i stuff 'em. I don't only do it on dope either i just prefer to so i can punish them for hours on end.


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    #23613084 - 09/04/16 10:52 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Urination,it's something i'm quite familiar with.
Masturbation, it's  also something i am quite familiar with.
Masturbating to urination, this was uncharted territory for me.

It was getting late and i was still broke in the Hood and knew i would have to call for a ride soon or be stuck on this forsaken stretch of concrete for the  night.
I was not trying to be sick and sleeping on the streets so i made up my mind that i would keep trying to force myself on Tammi for another twenty minutes at most and then i'd have to be on my way.


Oranges.
I thought to myself that this was a pretty apt description for tammis breasts as i squeezed upon her left titty.

"omg lex wtf is wrong with you?" she said brushing my arm away. As she did this it pulled down on the middle of her top exposing her breasts and i dove in as soon as i saw her delectable little nipples sneaking in a suckle before she pulled her tube top back up.
"what's it matter ma, i'm a faggot anyway remember?"i said.

She was no longer really resisting at this point and i was enjoying every minute of it. She was still story telling and noticeably drunk but i got the feeling she'd lost her audience.

The other men in the group probably realized that i wasn't going to let up soon and either they had no interest in Tammi themselves or weren't willing to compete with me in trying to secure some free sexual favors from her. It's pretty hard to get free sex from a whore who uses her body as a means to feed her drug habit unless you are young, attractive and sure that the one thing the whore wanted more than anything in the world was to be gobbling on your cock.

I don't know why i was feeling so confident, it was completely uncharacteristic for me being in withdrawals but i had my own theory that Tammi had unleashed my most primitive behaviors by pushing me to the point of homicidal rage.
As i said, once i caught on to what she was doing to me the anger dissipated and was replaced by an intense desire to be deep within her.

"Lex baby, come with me i have to take a pee" she said.
"why the hell would i want to do that?" i replied but even as i said it i could think of at least three reasons why i would definitely love to accompany her.
"Just come and watch me, i don't want to go alone" she said.

"i'll be right back, i'm taking Lex with me to go pee" she told the guys but none of them replied.

I was no fool so i was knew when a woman was isolating me so that we she could do things to me.
I also kept it in my mind that she may just be afraid to go in the bushes alone and really only intended to take a piss.

"is it here?" she said to herself. "yea just go" i said. I was seriously in a rush now as i had called my ride a few minutes before she made me her designated potty partner.

"no it's not here there's like a ditch" she said.
"there!" she said. We came to a spot with low hanging branches and she grabbed a hold of one and then told me "hold my arm" and so i did. She was squatting now, supported by my arm and a tree branch.

She pulled down her tight fitting "yoga" pants and revealed her toned torso to me. I can't really  explain how lovely the sight of woman's genital area from the front looks. You can't really see her vagina but the way the body has that "v" shape leading you down to the most wonderful six or so inches that can be found in nature is just a spectacular sight to behold.

I stared down her chest and at her lovely thighs which were flexed as she was in a squatting position. She started pissing, Alot.

When she finally looked up at me she found me with my penis in my hand stroking it at light-speed. "Are you seriously jerking off right now" she said with a mock contempt.
"yes i am, can you blame me?" i said as i continued.

I was examining every inch of her body and was actually surprised that she looked this good without clothes on.
"dam you actually do have a nice figure" i let out between my heavy breaths. It's not that jerking off, or supporting her weight was difficult i was just insanely horny at this point and only a moment away from shooting my load all over her. As such  my heart rate was through the roof and my breathing labored.
"of course i do babe, like you didnt know?" she said as she pulled up her top exposing her tits to me.

i started stroking harder and faster "uh...i just mmm didn't ...ohhh fuckkk, realize...mmmph, you were so...ughhhh... toned" i managed to articulate.

"you better not fucking cum on me Lex or i will  beat your ass" she said.

"ok...ok...mmmmmm, i won't". i said although that was exactly what i intended to do.

She reached out and grabbed my dick and started squeezing it really hard. "seriously stop, i'll suck your dick just wait for me to finish.", "Christ im still fucking pissing" she said.

"i can see that" i said and started stroking my hard cock again.

"Really Lex you can't wait 2 minutes? i'm not gonna suck your dick if you don't."

"fucking suck it then i'm about to explode" i said.

"hold on i'm almost done" she said. "hand me those grey pants" she said.

i looked around and found the pants on the floor then grabbed them and handed it to her with my free hand. She wiped her pretty little pussy off and then told me to come closer.

She was hunched over now, imagine a standing doggy style position but more tightly closed in given our limited space, and i was looking down on her. There is nothing more empowering than looking down on a pretty woman sucking your cock. Tammi was in fact fairly attractive and you could tell that she had spectacular facial features even after time had taken it's toll.

She grabbed the head of my dick with her lips and sucked it into her mouth and began moving here head up and down doing all sorts of wonderful things with her tongue as she did so.
I let out a moan and put my hand on the back of her head.

"no, don't touch my head" she said, so i let go. "fine but i'm playing with your tits while you blow me"i answered.
As if to tell me she knew what i was after she suddenly made her lips touch the base of my abdomen with my cock still stiffly in between her face and my belly.
I could feel the warmth of her throat encompassing my very sensitive cock and it began to throb with pleasure.
She pulled my cock from her mouth, her professional technique causing a vacuous sensation on my dick as she did.
"don't fucking come in my mouth" she said.
"i wont'" i replied


"glclk, glck glck" and then a gasp. "or my face"..."glck glck glck"another gasp "or my hair". She said in between breaths while choking on my cock. I'm not sure what the onomatopoeia for choking on dick is but "glck" seems fitting enough.

"alright alright" i said "just stop fucking stopping i'm bout to cum"

She took my dick out of her mouth again & gave it a squeeze and then gave me this devilish grin.
"i love fucking with you lex" she said & she stood up completely exposed and began walking away.

I grabbed her naked body and pulled her close, squeezing on her tits hard and stroking my self ever faster while breathing heavily on her neck.
"no you fucking don't" i said. i was fine with no longer getting head but i was going to cum and i was going to use her body to help me do so. Even if only visually.

"no that's enough for you" she said and she began walking away. She pulled her top back down and i said "NO! don't get dressed Tammi,seriously" She eye me inquisitively for a moment then she pulled it back up exposing her tits and pulled her pants back down showing me her lovely legs ass and little "mound" .

"fine but you're gonna have to come get me" and indeed she began walking across the grassy field completely exposed.
"i don't give a fuck i'll come right out there i said" still stroking my cock and staring at her naked figure intently. She looked stunning in the moonlight and even now as i recall the sight i find myself overcome with desire.

"come on then babe" she said. and so i did. She walked away from me slowly while staring at my cock and struck all sorts of sexy poses. I followed behind, dick in hand and we continued like this all the way back to the guys.
About ten feet away from them and about 3 feet away from her i let out a moan and had one of the hardest orgasms i've had in years, now fully exposed by the headlights of passing cars and the security lights of the complex. I didn't care. Shirtless and in my pajamas with a naked women in front of me it was hard for me to feel any embarrassment. I felt sexy, hell i AM sexy and i didn't care who saw.

After i came i put my dick away but she continued on, still naked. When we got to the wall she stood against it and arched her back pushing out her tits and accentuating what little ass she had. it was small, but nice. Her mid section was fucking delectable and her little budget boob job was A-ok with me.

I grabbed her around the waist and leaned down and began sucking on her tits.
I did something i'd never done to a whore before &  kissed her on the lips, turned on by the fact that they had just been servicing my cock. And quite well at that. She slipped her hands into my back pocket and squeezed my ass.

"I got to go ma" i said , sucking on her neck as i grabbed both breasts one last time for good measure.

I turned and started running towards the trailer park.

"I love you Lexxxx" she yelled after me and i just kept going not wanting to miss my ride.

I was still dopesick but couldn't feel anything but post-orgasm bliss right now.
i never admitted it but i had been wanting to have Tammi get me off from the moment we first me and while i had suspicions that she felt the same, my self-esteem was often in the pits as i was always sick. I guess she figured out away to get around that.

As i ran my shorts felt different in the way they fit me. It was very slight but my back pocket felt like it was folded at an angle or something and was rubbing against my ass.

I remembered that tammi had reached in there to squeeze my but and i realized she had probably left the pocket fabric all bunched up and that was why it felt weird.
I reached into my back pocket to smooth it out and felt two smooth thin pieces of candy wrapper or something.

I grabbed them and pulled them out and what i saw in my hands was two 8 milligram suboxone strips still in their wrappers.

"i fucking love you too tammi" i thought and dam neared skipped all the way back to my trailer to wait for my ride.


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    #23613091 - 09/04/16 10:53 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

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    #23613122 - 09/04/16 11:04 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

i actually  accidently stood up my Tranny friend by getting stranded but i can't exactly say it didn't work out.

He/she isn't answering me anymore so that may be the end of that but it's whatever.  i'll  have my taste of tranny eventually. I can't imagine its much different than fucking a cis dudes or even a chicks ass but i still want to do it just to experience it.

As i said when i began the introduction, the events that took place were actually quite uneventful but it was a first for me and honestly i am feinding for my next taste of raunchy outdoor activities.

I've opened up pandoras box with her. The moment you pay for pussy, you will always have to pay for it with that specific women. I'm hoping the inverse also proves to be true.


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    #23613325 - 09/05/16 12:19 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Well I enjoyed reading but it sounds like you binged hard and didn't have much fun. Did you have fun or take anything away from this experience?  Any pleasure?


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    #23613388 - 09/05/16 12:39 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

An orgasm and some suboxone which i just finished off about five minutes ago.

I also realized i like the brutally honest personalities of whores. They are like an honest version of sluts that have accepted and learned to capitalize on their nature. I know guys that date whores that don't even realize they are whores so now the guy is stuck treating some whore like a lady.
You don't get that problem with whores that know they are whores.
A slut is a whore who is in denial about being a whore and is still exposed to all the risks of being a whore without reaping any of the financial benefits.

Unless they are male then they are just smooth and that is totally healthy behavior for a man.

I guess that's what i learned.


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    #23613439 - 09/05/16 12:59 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Whorediculture is important indeed :thumbsup:


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    #23613446 - 09/05/16 01:05 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I don't know if that's the word i'd use but i'm not one to decide what takes precedence in others lives.


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    #23613511 - 09/05/16 01:41 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

great story man!

i fully enjoyed it!


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    #23613561 - 09/05/16 02:05 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Thanks dude, it really wasn't much compared to what i've experienced so i'm glad that i was able to make it engaging enough that people enjoyed reading it.
That's really what i've been practicing on and in truth i kind of rushed out the end because i tend to just leave incomplete stories all over the shrumry and wanted to finally complete one

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    #23613569 - 09/05/16 02:09 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

It really is very interesting. And I like your story telling


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    #23613573 - 09/05/16 02:12 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Much appreciated. i feel like I've got much better pieces than this.
Especially pertaining to the time in my life where i had a pad and a whore and a g/f who also had a g/f.That was the zenith of my adventures in depravity. Most of it was chronicled from prison to  so i was very lucid when recounting those specific tales.
Maybe i'll do a write up sometime tomorrow if anyone is interested.
There's a lot more focus on love and the relationship than just reckless self-indulgence.


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    #23613578 - 09/05/16 02:15 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I would most definitely be interested


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    #23613580 - 09/05/16 02:17 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I wanna hear the rest of your story about being in iso from smoking spice


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    #23613596 - 09/05/16 02:29 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Entertaining reading

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I found it quite an enjoyable read.


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    #23614005 - 09/05/16 07:54 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Yeah, definitely an entertaining read. Hell of a life you're living, holo. props for surviving long enough to tell the tale. Would definitely be curious to read more of your exploits.


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    #23614461 - 09/05/16 11:18 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I want more stories. Anyone else know of some good stories like this they'd recommend?


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    #23614745 - 09/05/16 12:56 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

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I wanna hear the rest of your story about being in iso from smoking spice



okay


i'll Call it

the Adventures of Hologram: Puckered Anuses in the Penitentiary.

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I want more stories. Anyone else know of some good stories like this they'd recommend?



There is another one i began for GoldCapHunter that was similar in nature.

unless you meant from other, actual, authors/


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    #23614769 - 09/05/16 01:08 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Can you link to the other one?

That was a good read, and the unexpected suboxone at the end was absolutely perfect.


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    #23614822 - 09/05/16 01:27 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

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Why did you change your name to apostle? How many other names do you have? Do you think Tammi would be less of a slut if she spelled her name with a "y"? How big is the tranny's dick? Why do you make your mom worried?



I was drunk and changed my name to Diacetylol because i got a free name change from Ythan in a contest or something.

then i explained that i made a silly mistake so he gave me another.

I tried changing it to Hologram again but for whatever reason i can't even though i sign in as Hologram.  i settled on Apostle because it was the first Single word urser name that hinted at my wholesomeness and wasn't taken.



The tranny was tucking in the pics i got and is no longer talking to me so i may never know.
I mean i bet i could at least get the size of "her" dick but im not that interested.


Tammy probably does spell her name with a "Y". She's not a slut though, sluts are whores that don't get paid.
Hmmm, she didn't get paid now that i think about it.
i guess she was a slut for me but she gave me subs so maybe that makes her a Customer and makes me the whore?


let's just say she's a slut, it's easier and better for my ego. I doubt the spelling of her name will change her behaviour.



I don't want to answer the last one.


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Great tale Holopostle



I kinda like that idea for a username

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Can you link to the other one?





i know it was made in ODD.

i'll find it.

Quote:

the unexpected suboxone at the end was absolutely perfect.




oh man you're telling me. imagine how elated i was...
Tammy is a alright. I think she enjoyed being the object of desire for a strapping young lad for once and doing something because she wanted to for a change.
Only thing is i kinda feel like a whore now for getting subs out of it but i guess not because that was just a "friend" looking out because i was sick. It's not like i knew that would happen or that it was a prerequisite for letting her suck my dick.
She honestly seemed pretty empowered by the whole situation and that made me feel good too. Hopefully i see her next time i'm out there. Also, hopefully i'm never out there again.


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    #23614906 - 09/05/16 01:59 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

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I want more stories. Anyone else know of some good stories like this they'd recommend?




Bukowskie, Burroughs, maybe Kerouac

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    #23614920 - 09/05/16 02:04 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I've never read "junky".
i heard it was good.

"Crank" was a good read  and it's written by a girl from her point of view. It's formatted kind of like one long running poem too so it's easy to read.


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Junky is quite good for its time


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    #23614962 - 09/05/16 02:18 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I been meaning to read it and watch trainspotters and the Requiem for a Dream but it's hard for me to consume that sort of media with my history. Makes me feel uneasy and feindy and even if it's wrought with horrible outcomes for the main characters it will make me want to revert back to that lifestyle.
Not that i have escaped it but i am definitely not as bad as i used to be.

Hope everyone is doing ok. I'm thinking about giving up alot of places on the internet that i visit and just giving up negativity in general. It's not healthy for me and even trolling for fun seems to bring out my more mean-spirited side and i don't really like being that way.

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    #23615101 - 09/05/16 03:19 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

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Can you link to the other one?





https://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/18424100#18424100

Its very short and written from a different perspective. I think it's more polished than the one i just put together though and i still remember the details of the moment i was describing.
i'll see if i can finish it today.


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    #23615151 - 09/05/16 03:34 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

This is great stuff apostles.

Please keep adding to this.

I think writing this stuff is the best thing you can do .

It's fascinating reading and probably very therapeutic for you.

It's a great way to make something productive and creative out of the hardship of that life.

Seriously if you just keep adding to this until it's book length it could be
Published .

I for one will love to keep reading it!

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    #23615159 - 09/05/16 03:38 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Cool stories man. Addiction sucks, but I'm glad u got a couple good stories to share with us about ur struggles.


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    #23615173 - 09/05/16 03:42 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

That's been my dream since i was a young lad and i have more than a books worth in writings already i just have to transcribe and organize them.

I don't know if it would have a wide enough appeal but i guess i won't know unless i put myself out there. it's alot of work to put it all together and edit everything down but if i enjoy it maybe i should get serious about this.I don't know.


edit: i also have to work on writing in the same tense throughout my tale.


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    #23615177 - 09/05/16 03:45 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Really appreciate it man. And everyone else who has chimed in, whether with negative or positive reviews.


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    #23615993 - 09/05/16 07:33 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I really enjoyed the last story. You have very good descriptive dialogue of the situation and atmosphere around the characters as well as their actions. You have some awesome writing skills and should continue!

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    #23616018 - 09/05/16 07:38 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Ohh:blush:, how very unexpected!

i really do appreciate that.
If there ever was a thought in my mind to stop writing stories it is now but a distant and unwelcome memory.


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    #23616135 - 09/05/16 08:10 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

This thread has been a resounding success


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    #23616145 - 09/05/16 08:13 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I liked the stories
I'd like to hear more

My original reply was made during an etizolam blackout :lol:


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    #23616165 - 09/05/16 08:19 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

How Do we know you aren't blacked out right now. You wouldn't even know.


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    #23616171 - 09/05/16 08:22 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

That's a good point
I have no valid retort


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    #23616231 - 09/05/16 08:39 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

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I couldn't have done it without you guys.
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    #23616540 - 09/05/16 10:35 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I remember that other post/story. The pic has since been deleted, but because Midnight is Canadian and may not be familiar, little blue pills = 30mg IR oxycodone (Roxicodone). I don't think I ever got an answer- was that girl a hallucination, or by talking to yourself did you just mean you were entirely focused on prepping the shot, mumbling under your breath etc., and not really talking to her?



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    #23616587 - 09/05/16 10:58 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I was wrapped up in preparing my shot and  thinking out loud.
she was so intellectually impaired that i didn't censor myself around her and might as well have been speaking a different language. I liked her though and she was a good girl. I was very saddened when i heard about her passing and wish i had talked to her more and treated her more like a human but i kept a healthy fear of becoming to emotionally invested with a woman like her.I was young and didn't yet know how to set up boundries without being a prick and i hope that she forgives me for that.
From the moment we met , at a suboxone clinic, i could tell that she wanted a taste.
I am going to finish that story too because it involves some very funny situations and culminates in one of the best sexual experiences of my life. It's also a story that i have written many times over and for a long time was the center piece of my many incomplete attempts at a novel.
I was really into her and she was exactly my type. she was tall and towered over my short frame and was almost always in heels so it enhanced this disparity. She had long wavy red hair and skin as white as snow. she dressed in black and red fetish(or goth) type attire and had red freckles. she really knew how to compliment her features. on her hip was a hello kitty tattoo except this one was holding a machine gun and had a menacing smile.
I really liked her and was a bit upset when i learned she was a prostitute. I was no sap though and didn't dwell on it too much, plus i had a girlfriend so there was no reason for me to try and play captain save-a-ho.
i have a picture of her mugshot that i look at from time to time. shes not as pretty as in my memory but then again she had been worn down by the streets by that point.

i think i'll finish her tale tomorrow.

and yes it was roxis which should give you an idea of just how long ago this was.


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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: Apostle]
    #23617335 - 09/06/16 07:50 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Reading this renewed my determination to start going to church every week again.

That's a good thing.

I grew up on the Beat Generation and Burroughs was my favorite. I have always enjoyed learning about the lives of addicts vicariously and it makes interesting reading .

Please keep it up, a great way to redeem something from a dark life.


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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: Moonshoe]
    #23618524 - 09/06/16 02:46 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Reading this made my penis tingle.

That's a good thing.


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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: moonrockmushy]
    #23618547 - 09/06/16 02:51 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

that actually makes me pretty happy to hear. i'm glad it did something for you.

If i do nothing else before i die at least i've entertained a few folks.

I've recited some stuff while incarcerated and that is about as tough of an audience as you'll get and i had a decent response.

I actually really enjoy writing and should get better at it because looking at the two stories in this thread, its obvious that my writing skills have greatly deteriorated. imo at least.


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    #23618592 - 09/06/16 03:07 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I wish I could write like you.  Ever since I was a kid I would like narrate my life in my head like it was a book, but when I actually write things down I am either too self conscious or not a good writer or something.  That was pretty much why I dropped out of school actually.  I hate writing for an audience, but it is always in the back of my head that maybe I will figure out how to express myself in a way that doesn't make me feel fake and emotionally feeble.

You're good at it though, and if you enjoy it of course you should do as much of it as you can.


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    #23618622 - 09/06/16 03:15 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Yeah now that a few more have admitted it but these are EXACTLY the kind of stuff I'm fascinated with. Mainly because I'm addicted to opiates  and that will be my future if I don't change it . Honestly no offense apostle. I just am fascinated at the depths people go to over drugs or on drugs. Like you talked about constant paranoia, looking over your shoulder constantly, people constantly accusing and stealing drugs. Piss poor living conditions


BUT

  I love opiates as much as I hate them  there's just a certain romantic,euphoric out of reality bliss to using the needle. Luckily I'm at one 4mg diluadid a day now ^^. I need out of addiction or at least almost completely  . And I see you're now w/ding and I'm sure you must be exhausted and need a break. If ur planning on quitting opiates completely that's Amazon but even small steps are good :thumbup:

Bottom line though I love this kind of writing because you have to experience it to write it and you have a certain way with words indeed. I used to be able to write like you and recently since after my teenage years I don't take as many pharmaceuticals and I'm slowly getting back into it. I was actually award winning (through the school systems but still)


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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: moonrockmushy]
    #23618625 - 09/06/16 03:16 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

thanks man. Best i could suggest if you want to write is to just keep writing,about anything and everything, it will improve.


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    #23618644 - 09/06/16 03:21 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

No offense taken man, crazy though it may seem i've come to enjoy living like that.

Though i'm stopping out of a desire to make a better life for myself.

If i wasn't sure that living on the streets and associating with characters such as the ones i described would land me in prison, i'd still be out there.

I like the honesty of it. I like the lack of pretentiousness and how none of us are up with the lastest show or fashion trend.
i like how it forces me to socialize and how it gets me out of the house. I like how we don't all stare at a phone screen while standing next to each other, in fact most of us don't have one.

It's not a healthy way to live though. Neither is being an introvert but at least that keeps me out of trouble.


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    #23618661 - 09/06/16 03:27 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I just wish I could write creatively like I write here at the shroomery.  Why don't I open a text file and just tap away instead of making threads here that I spend hours on only to delete without posting it?  I dunno.


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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: moonrockmushy]
    #23618679 - 09/06/16 03:35 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I dunno man everyone is different but i definitely have been guilty of writing out long ass posts only to delete them.


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    #23991266 - 01/07/17 11:04 PM (7 years, 22 days ago)

I'll send you 20$ for 5 more stories. Cash in a envelope to wherever


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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: mapleleafmarijuana]
    #23995221 - 01/09/17 01:19 PM (7 years, 21 days ago)

hmm, what kind?


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    #23995230 - 01/09/17 01:21 PM (7 years, 21 days ago)

GOOD ONES


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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: Connoisseur]
    #23996184 - 01/09/17 06:41 PM (7 years, 21 days ago)

The adventures of hologram


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    #23997364 - 01/10/17 05:55 AM (7 years, 20 days ago)

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    #23997380 - 01/10/17 06:17 AM (7 years, 20 days ago)

i have  a piece about my first rave and i can transcribe my recent fiasco and try and make it sound interesting, i also ran a drug/sex den at one point so theres no shortage of honest material. its just kind of stressful to relive/write and edit and it gets tiresome since ive written so many versions of stuff that ive already experience

sometimes i wish i could do fiction, but even if i did id probably end up drawing from life because its true what they say, some times fact is stranger...


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