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The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken
#23609442 - 09/03/16 09:18 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Gather around and listen to the latest installment of The Adventures of Hologram.
The following events, while quite uneventful, took place today and Involve some distasteful situations. Please heed this warning before continuing.
I know some people aren't a fan of debauchery. If you are though, then buckle down because i finally have some new material to write about. i would finish my other story about a whore i liked but she's dead now so i guess it was only right that i get some fresh "inspiration".
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#23609452 - 09/03/16 09:20 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Ok
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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: Apostle]
#23609526 - 09/03/16 09:43 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: Apostle]
#23609597 - 09/03/16 10:09 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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I awoke this morning and that fact alone put me in the worst kind of mood. "Why am i still here?", i thought.
My body was sweaty, my mood volatile, and my self esteem was nowhere to be found.
I dragged myself out of bed and to the bathroom where i took a very uncomfortable & bloated shit while still pouring sweat. The day before i had the Utmost confidence that i would be able to deal with the consequences of my month long heroin binge. I couldn't have been more wrong.
I knew my bro had ten dollars and that was somewhat comforting if only because it meant less "hustling" we'd have to do to get well. We debated whether or not to just get weed and both agreed that it would be the better choice. I didn't want weed though. I was anxious , in pain, and feeling very down on myself for letting my sexual urges get the better of me. More specifically i was trying not to think about the gay sex i had when i was intoxicated enough that it seemed like a good idea.
I was no stranger to this cycle of doing hard drugs, engaging in shameful behavior, then using drugs again to stop the shame from really sinking in.
Well it was sinking and i was thinking and i didn't like that.
I'd been told my whole life that i was an intelligent young man but in my opinion i might as well be retarded. i contributed so little to society and barely know how to do the basic things most people do to get by. I simply couldn't, and still cant, function without drugs. Once i get Drugs i can do things like Shower or feed myself and maybe even vacuum but rarely anything truly productive.
Every day was a rush to get drugs in my system before i was too ill to move around.
I was tired, i wanted out, but i wasn't ready to face my demons. The mental torment that is being reminded of all I've done wrong while in a very fragile mindset was just too much.
I called my heroin dealer and he didn't answer but i knew if he did i could come through for a ten(he is a friend, it's not common to get such a small quantity). After that failed I called my suboxone dealer and he said he wouldn't have them until around 5 p.m. It was just after noon and in my state of mind a few hours away was just the same as a "no".
It was looking like weed was going to be our only option and while i am a big fan of weed and do feel some relief i knew it would be gone before long and i'd still be sick.
I dialed my H dealer another 5 times and tried all of my options. My brother had given up pretty fast and was ready to throw in the towel & score some weed. He was laying on the couch starting to sleep when i finally go through to my H dealer.
He's an asshole and has an attitude when he's high but at this point i was willing to deal with him if it meant i'd feel well. After a brief conversation that took a lot of restraint on my part i set down the phone, my teeth still grinding in anger, and told my brother the deal.
The plan, for me, was get heroin get some boipucci and get home without anyone having the slightest idea as to what i was up to.The day before i'd started flirting with this transsexual and really wanted to bang him but i wanted to rail him for hours and not be sick when we met. Heroin would help with both of those things. My brother didn't even know and i tell him everything. I was hot for this piece of ass, i'm not gonna lie. I'd shot a load the night before while masturbating to a video he had sent me of his ass getting fucked. I recorded the lovely climax and sent it to him much to his delight.
I left my phone charging at home because it didn't have active service and i needed the battery charged so i could KiK him as soon as i got back.
If i am to be completely honest, i was feeling pretty uninterested in him but i knew once i did a shot i'd be wanting to fuck so i didn't delete his contact like i usually do with dudes once i cum.
As soon as my bro heard that we we're good to go he told me to gather all of the "gear" quickly so i did.
Our dealer is about a twenty minute drive away and is notorious for not answering his phone and taking ridiculously long to arrive if you even do manage to get in touch with him. We called him a few exits early and lied that we were there so we wouldn't have to wait as long.
When we arrived at our meeting spot he wasn't there. i knew my brother had very little patience and after sitting in a hot van in the parking lot for 20 minutes i called him again. "I'm on my way bro" he said with an attitude ,then he hung up.
I waited 5 minutes then looked down the road he lived down. He wasn't on his way and i was getting pretty tired of his shit.
I saw my boy Pauly walking around and told my brother we should just roll up on him and see if he had anything.
He often had morphine 100's that he'd sell me at a good price, sometimes even gave me some for free. i had been his running partner and his helpful hand while he did his car fixing hustle. He did minor cosmetic work for whoever he could convince to employ him in the 7-11 parking lot. I ran back and forth to my house and got him tools and drinks or food if he needed. Once he got paid he would share his drugs with me.
That used to be my daily routine when i lived in that trailer park but i had long since moved away. Now when i came through i received a very warm greeting since they didn't see me as much anymore.
Especially from this one whore named Tammi. She was the type of girl that talked about you to others as if you were really good friends when she'd probably interacted with me for a total of 3 hours.
It was as if she was validating herself by saying "see, i know the boys too?". And i was certainly one of the Boys. Fiercely loyal, slightly unhinged and willing work for the greater good by whatever means. I knew very little about Tammi beyond the fact that we'd done dope a few times together and that i often found myself stroking my cock while looking at her. "Heyyyy! Oh this is Lex, he's my baby. Omg where have you been?",all said in a superficial valley girl accent that she was far too old to still be using.
We saw Paulie crossing the street with Linda when we rode up next to them. Linda lived in the Trailer park that i used to live in as well and was a pretty nice lady who i once considered fucking when i was really horny.
In truth, she isn't attractive at all and is probably a whore too only now she can't even do that because shes too old ,lost too many teeth, and no longer had her good looks. if they were ever there(i think she may have been ok in her day).
They eyed us inquisitively as we'd stopped in the middle of a busy road to stop their progress as they crossed the street. "paulie motherfucker, what you up to?" i said. "yo yo, you think you guys can take us to CVS real quick it's right up the road?"
i looked to my bro and he said ok. After all we were still waiting on the Heroin and this was better than melting in the car , plus there was a chance Paulie had something.
Paulie was very vague about what they were up to but i hypothesized that they may be getting a prescription or something since our destination was a pharmacy.
cont....
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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: Apostle]
#23609641 - 09/03/16 10:24 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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On The way to CVS Paulie turned to Linda and said "you want to just stop here? Publix should be quick too". She agreed which caused me some elation as it was alot closer to where we'd left from in case my heroin dealer called.
Linda and Paulie got out of the Van and as they were about to enter into Publix Paulie suddenly ran back to the van and told me "Yo i'm bout to get this bitches card when she's not looking and take a hundo out" with a huge grin. "i'm serious Lex don't leave me because if you guys do you aint getting nothing." he continued. "I got you man, you know i don't fuck around", i said.
We pulled off and went to find a parking spot. "you think he's for real?" my brother asked. I went on to explain that in my time being Paulies right hand man i'd lost count of the amount of credit cards he got his hand on and cleaned out. it was like every day he had a different colored card to buy me food at Subway. Or cigarettes, or a flat screen, what have you.
You see, Paulie was good at alot more than doing body work on cars in the parking lot. I even had my suspicions that he tricked on the side. He did have some less than heterosexual mannerisms.
As we were waiting in the parking lot our H dealer called. My brother asked me if i wanted to Get out and wait while he went and got it. Then, after re-evaluating the situation, he said "actually,fuck Paulie, lets just get it and go".
"Nahhh yo i can't do that plus he's gonna take care of us good just watch.Even if this doesn't work i gotta keep my word and it's not far anyway.". i replied.
My brother let me out of the car and went to grab our bag real quick. I headed towards Publix so Paul and Linda wouldn't think we'd left.
cigarette break, brb. fun stuff happens soon.
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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: Apostle]
#23609708 - 09/03/16 10:54 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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How many cigs are you having>?
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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: Apostle]
#23609765 - 09/03/16 11:20 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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When i walked up to the supermarket i saw Linda & Paulie at the register so i waited for them to come out.
i told Paulie my bro had left but would be coming right back.
"yo dog i'm fucking nervous right now. Go, Go just keep walking" he said looking very sketchy.
Apparently he had stolen some cortisone for Linda and was really worried about getting in trouble.
it seemed out of character to me so i started busting his balls."what's wrong with you Paulie, you never boosted before?" i said.
"Nah Ace its not that i just don't want to be here right by the store i just stole from". he answered.
"Bro you already made it out, it's in their store policy not to chase down shop lifters once they leave the premises. Hell i think Publix has a don't intervene at all policy". i answered back eyeing him inquisitively.
Looking back on it now i believe Paulie was putting on an act. I have since made the deduction that he stole that cheap item for Linda in order to avoid her using her card and finding out he'd just taken out a hundred dollars.
I think Linda may have started to catch on as well because she was eying him suspiciously and when she checked her cell phone case that also was a wallet she noticed the card was in a different spot.
At this point the conversation became a lot less civilized and she was blowing up on paulie without being too specific as to what he did wrong. Maybe she wasn't yet sure but had a strong suspicion.
They started arguing back and forth. "you are supposed to be my friend, i can't believe this"She said. "what are you talking about Linda, you don't even know what you are saying right now", he replied. Paulie had a way of trying to convince the people he robbed that they were just being crazy and none of what they said made any sense. Needless to say this only infuriated Linda further.
My brother rolled up in the Van and i hopped in. I started calling Paulie to the car but he was deep in his conversation with linda who was now angrily walking away from him, with him in close pursuit.
I tried getting him to come to the car a few more times when he finally said "we're gonna walk".
This kind of pissed me off since i was expecting something from the lick for giving him a ride.Even though i wasn't sure it was successful yet i was pretty sure from Lindas reaction that Paulie had at least got something.
My brother didn't care about them or their situation at all and pulled up in a parking spot so we could split the dismal ten sack...of heroin...for two people. We always split everything down the middle so when he started talking about how i shouldn't even get that much since it's his money i already foresaw what was going to happen. He was going to be greedy, i was gonna get fucked out of my portion and i'd have to ride the whole way home with him while he scratched at his face and i pouted in the passenger seat. FUCK. THAT.
I did the little shot he gave me then asked him to drop me off by our old place. "i didn't feel shit, i'm not going home, just leave me in the hood i'll figure something out". i said.
"Dude it's in the opposite direction of where i have to go i really don't feel like going that way, why don't you just walk?" he said.
I felt like i could've convinced him to take me but was so upset that i just got out, slammed the door and started walking. I am pretty sure he was just trying to discourage my getting intentionally stranded and was not really concerned with the distance it'd take to drop me off.
There was no turning back now. I had my little tantrum, gathered all my resolve and started walking the mile or so back to my old 'hood. I had left home without showering and dressed very minimally because i planned on coming back home. I had on pajama pants made of a fabric that didn't agree too well with the Florida heat and humidity, i believe it's called "cotton". I wore no boxers and had a plane black t-shirt(great for keeping cool) and sandals.
I thought that maybe i had made a rash and immature decision and that i probably should have appreciated just being less sick and went back with him. My mother would undoubtedly been extremely worried when he came home without me and heard i was back in the Area where she had essentially "rescued" me from by offering that i stay at her place instead of the street.
It was too late now and to make matters worse i was killing what little high i got by making this walk. I decided then and there that i was going to hang around until i got something, no matter what.
When i finally made it back to the area i walked to the plaza where we usually moseyed around. I saw Linda and asked her if she knew where Paulie is. "NO!, you know where he is!" she said in a sad voice that sounded as if it were about to crack.
"i have no idea what you mean i thought he was with you."i answered. "Yea but he left and that fucker stole from my moms card...he's supposed to be my friend.i...i'm sorry lex i can't talk right now." she replied. And indeed she had barely gotten out those last words before turning away and beginning to sob heavily.
I felt bad for a fraction of a second and then realized her tears meant that Paul had been successful. I had to find him and i had to make it clear to him that i felt entitled to some of his ill-gotten fortune for giving him a ride.And i needed to do it quick because the more sick i got the harder it was to be assertive and not be a nervous wreck.
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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: Apostle]
#23609830 - 09/03/16 11:46 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Who is lex?
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#23609837 - 09/03/16 11:48 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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I left linda and walked to the back of the Plaza, behind the stores, where most of the crack smoking, heroin(and Gun)shooting, and sometimes fucking, took place.
I saw Tammi talking to some black guy on a bicycle. Even though i'm of small stature i knew to keep my distance and not talk to her in case she was working so i didn't scare off a client.
I would wait till she acknowledged me if anything and then walk up.
it seemed to me, based on body language and what little i could make out, that the guy found Tammi attractive but probably didn't have any money to pay for her services.
Tammi, like most women, was fucking nuts and she would go from talking and laughing with me to saying "stop following me!" in that hectic accusing tone that women seem to have perfected causing me to look around nervously. it was one of the things i hated most about her since we, six or so of us, all walked the same paths and shared the same turf where we did our business.
"Lex, where the hell you been baby?" she said. "shit you know i get around, what's your ass doing out here, working?"i replied."Dam right"tammi said.
"You actually look really good, alot better than when i last saw you."i said.
"pshhh yea right Lex, don't be a kiss ass i look like shit" she said.
"well, yea i'm just saying you look better. you were really haggard last time i saw you" i quipped.
"oh shut up" she said playfully pushing me away. We began to walk away from the black man on the bicycle, i guess he couldn't afford her services.
"what are you doing back though lex, for real?" she asked. "i came to see your sexy ass obviously. you got a lighter?"i said. "yea ok smartass"she replied.
I walked with her for a little bit asking about the whereabouts of paulie and asking again for a lighter several times while she rambled on about this or that.
"WHAT?!" she snapped. "i don't have a fucking lighter! Jesus Lex your fucking following me and i'm trying to meet this guy".
"you told me you had one(she did) and i'm just fucking walking i'll leave if you want". i snapped back. "just let me fucking light my cigarette, here let me use yours to do it".
"Lex i don't fucking have time for this my cigarette went out anyway..." she began. It hadn't.
"i. fucking. HATE you, sooo much" i interrupted and then left her to go wander the block in pursuit of paulie.
"i know it, love ya babe" she shouted to me as i walked away laughing to herself.
Tammi was an interesting creature. It was obvious that at some point in her life she had been really attractive. She was 5'6 or so and very petite with sharp white girl features not entirely unlike those of Jamie Presley. She had a not-so-good boob job that one of the dudes on the block used to say were like two oranges that just stuck out awkwardly. I'd seen em before though and while he wasn't exactly wrong, i liked them and feel he just made snide remarks because she never gave him any attention.
From a distance Tammi was your standard pretty and petite blonde but as you approached you could see the roughness of her facial features and her battered arms from years of being an I.V. user. More specifically from being an i.v. user who is no good at using needles. My arms looked nothing like hers and from our conversations i knew i had more years actively abusing IV drugs than her. Any damage she had were a result of her impatience, and frantic behavior. I'd once witnessed her stabbing herself over an over for close to half an hour when she'd probably had been done in five minutes had she calmed down and done it slowly. You couldn't tell her anything though. She knew it all and was quick to tell you how little you knew then follow up with insults for daring to challenge her. A real Keeper.
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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: koods]
#23609839 - 09/03/16 11:49 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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i'm Lex. Also "Ace" or "curly" which i'm sometimes called.
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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: Apostle]
#23609882 - 09/04/16 12:13 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Damn bro did you catch up with Paulie ? That nigga has a bill and you need ur shit.
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I circled the block a couple times, stopping by the place i used to live to stash my needle in the A/C unit. If i got stopped by police, which was not exactly unlikely, given how i was dressed and wandering in a high crime area, i wouldn't have anything they could arrest me for on me.
I didn't see Paulie yet but heard from one of the Lads he had gone to the next exit up. I can only imagine it was to score. I saw Tammi again who was looking happy and walked up to me with an extra swagger in her step.
"You think you're hot shit huh?" i asked with a smirk. "yep" she said. "i bet i could make at least twice what you get out here." i replied. "honey, nice try but you wouldn't even come close". she said. "yea ok ma i've been offered 250 bucks from someone to get my dick sucked and you don't even get half that for gobbling some fat guys cock for 30 minutes" i said.
"oh really? just to suck your dick he offered that?" she said. "yea, i probably should have done it but i didn't"i answered. Little did i know she would keep this piece of info to attack me later.
In fact Tammi was very good at remembering anything you said and finding a way to use it against you. The same day i introduced her to my H dealer he told me later how she said i was talking shit to him and that his dope sucked. In this case she was completely making shit up but nonetheless it was a testament to the fact that she could actually use her mouth for something other than choking on dick.
by now a couple of the regulars had surfaced. Paulie was back around and when i asked him if he'd come up with anything he was very vague and dismissive" nothing man, Linda fucked me up and i'm sick. nothings good." he said.
I didn't exactly believe him but he was usually very honest with me and a couple times i'd called him out i ended up looking like a douche when he had actually been working hard to get me a bag cause i was sick. Because of this, i just let it slide and decided to see how things played out. I was starting to get sick and as i had nothing to offer, Tammi had lost interest in me and was walking with Paulie now who was walking very fast to nowhere in particular.
I could feel that i wasn't welcome right now since they seemed to be trying to score or do something that required them to be walking quickly in the opposite direction of wherever i was going.
It was hard not to think that i was being avoided so he didn't have to break me off but i wasn't going to follow them around begging for crumbs so i pulled up a bucket and sat by my old house.
Another friend of mine came around, Gio, so i started walking and talking with him. He headed towards Paul and Tammi so i followed and Tammi went up and hugged him. "hey babyy, don't worry i got you in a minute" she said. She turned and looked at me "you're not getting shit" with a smirk. But i was sick and didn't think it was funny. "bitch i never asked you for shit!" i snapped. "OMG you just did Lex you're such a liar".she said. "yea i asked how much it'd cost for you to grab my dick, thats it". i answered angrily. "i don't know why you like men anyway" she said. "why you talking so much shit Tammi?" i asked eying her with a furious anger in my eyes. "whatt?!! you told me you let guys suck your dick for money" she said with an extra strong valley girl infliction on the "whattt?"
She turned to paulie and gio then back to me and said"what was it 200 bucks you said?" "250 and i did't do it"
"Yea whatever. listen it's ok if you're gay. Anyways just don't expect anything". she said. "You never gave me shit , why would i?" i replied at this point visible seething. "don't even Lex, i gave you dope twice, and you didn't even appreciate it"she answered. "bitch you GOT me dope ONCE and i paid for it. I think all that semen is fucking up your brain".i said.
the guys laughed and paulie told me to chill out. "shes fucking with you man don't listen to that whore."
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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: Apostle] 2
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If you don't have money to buy heroin, how do you feed yourself?
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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: koods]
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Hu$tlin
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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: ohcrapitsnico]
#23609909 - 09/04/16 12:32 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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This is trainspotters
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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: ohcrapitsnico]
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If there's hustlin, why isn't it in the story? Naw his brother is the one hustlin. That's where the ten came from.
It's not trainspotters unless a baby crawls on the ceiling. They don't have publix in Scotland either
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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: Apostle]
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Following thread...
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My mind doesn't know exactly how to react when a woman verbally assaults me. i get so emotional when i am angry that my eyes start to tear up and i usually get violent before i'll let anyone think i was crying. After all if you've gotten me, a very laid back person, to this point then it's obvious your intention is to get a reaction out of me so i oblige. This is my protocol for men though, i was unsure what to do with the whore.
Tammi toned down the cuntiness for a bit while she waited for nutsac to come bring her some heroin. The dealers name was Nutsac...don't know why but it was.
When i heard who was coming to deliver the dope i made this mistake of jokingly telling Tammi how i owed him money for trading him some stolen equipment that i didn't have passwords to for crack. He had texted me asking for the password and without being too obvious in text i said "its hot man, idk". meaning it was stolen so how would i know the password.
The day after i got the crack i was arrested on Gun and possession charges then released 40 days later due to a delay in the State prosecuting me.
Tammi, lovely lady that she is, Told nutsac when he rode up,"oh there's that fag Lex, he told me he owes you money and is scared of you".
Nutsac sold the goods then drove up to the curb and called to me. "Yo LEX!". he said. "wheres my money man?" he said and then started opening up his glove box. I'd had guns pulled on me before so i thought that was what was about to happen. "i went to jail man" i began to say but then i saw that he was pulling out the item i had boosted. "whats the password to this shit man?". he said. "i told you i don't know it man i stole the shit"i said. "i told you that when i gave it to...." but before i could finish he gave me a dirty look and drove off.
"omg Lex you're not gonna believe what i told him" she began. "i heard you bitch, i don't know why i tell you anything" "oh stopp, it's not a big deal, and guess what?" she said. "what?!" i snapped. "he actually stood up for you, he was like nahh Lex is alright man he's good people".She said.
I did appreciate that but i wasn't going to let her see that.
"wow Lex why do you look so maddddd?" she asked in a teasing voice. "bitch are you intentionally trying to fucking piss me off?" i answered.
"what cause i told the guys you're a faggot? you are a fagg../"
I snatched her by the throat before she could finish and said through clenched teeth into her ear "BITCH ARE YOU TRYING TO MAKE ME PROVE YOU WRONG?"".
She looked at me and said, "you better watch it before i smack you right in your shit".
"Do it ho, i want you to".i said. she looked at me as if to examine my thoughts and said"you probably would like that wouldn't you?". she said. "i would fucking love it" i said and she went on "mmm i think i like you when you're mad. You're messed up though, you're probably the kind of guy that likes getting hit in the nuts."
"I don't know why don't you find out?"i said.
At this point i was about ready to rape the bitch just to take away her condescending attitude. I was not liking her style of "playful banter" and i made that clear but for whatever reason this made her want to keep me around more.
She had me and the other kid Gio follow her to a spot that is a bout a block away from the plaza and has some trees and bushes to hide us.
On the way there she told Gio" did you know Lex likes men?". i knew for a fact that Gio sold his ass so i didn't really care about what he thought but nonetheless i unleashed on Tammi. "yea if that was true i'd be attracted to your ugly ass". and then i bit her HARD on the arm.
"ouchhh!" she said looking at me in a very surprised and scared way. Then looked to gio. "He just BIT ME!" she said.
"dam right i did" i said. "no for real lex what the fuck? that hurt".she said.
i grabbed her by the back of the neck and said"maybe you shouldn't talk so much shit then, want me to kiss it to make it better?".
I had lightened up a bit at this point since i believed i was starting to figure out what she was doing to me and my mood went from anger to turned on.
At this point i didn't even care that she wasn't going to give me any of the heroin, i wanted her and i wanted her bad.
Edited by Apostle (09/04/16 01:22 AM)
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Re: The Adventures of Hologram: The Bold & The Broken [Re: Apostle]
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For some reason i hadn't noticed earlier, but the natural Ice in her hand finally helped make sense of why she had suddenly become so confrontational(playfully) and giggly.
We arrived at the designated degeneracy spot, after picking up a homeless guy that tammi referred to as her "husband" but was probably just some mentally ill guy that shared his limited resources with her in exchange for her company. He was the kind of guy that she didn't even have to fuck to milk for cash.(some homeless actually get a good amount of money be it from settlements or other source)
The spot is a grassy area at the entrance of a business plaza. We use the concrete entrance sign as a counter to set up all the material needed to shoot up. Well, they did. I just played around with Tammi.
Another guy had walked up to the spot and apparently Tammi really didn't like him. She thought he was weird and he didn't seem to like her either.
"omg Lex get this guy away from me please and i will do whatever you want" she said. I actually like the dude though and new him before her. "why?" i asked.
"omg he's so weird listen to how he talks. he fucking meows randomly. He's a faggot and i just can't stand him". she said.
"He sucked some dudes dick and let him fuck him for a six pack the other day". "oh yea?" i asked , sneaking my hand under her arm and grabbing one of her lovely fake breasts. "mhm, yes he did" she said pushing my hand off.
"don't listen to that dumb whore everything she says is all bullshit" he told me.
The advisory really wasn't needed but i'm sure he felt better having said it. You see, I didn't give a fuck about the conversation one bit.
By now Tammi was in front of me talking and i would just start getting real close and grabbing her by the hips and saying all sorts of ridiculous stuff. "yea? yea? so when we gonna fuck, we're both hot and it's obvious you want my dick so there's no reason not to." i said.
"shit, you have any money?....you are fucking sexy though Lex i won't lie"she said. Eyeing my shirtless body. I'd taken my black tee off some time ago for obvious weather related reasons. Although the sun had fallen now but given what i was up to i saw no reason to put it back on.
My penis was running the show now and every time her skin touched mine it sent waves of delicious energy coursing through my body.
"come here i just want to feel those lovely tits real quick. don't worry i'm gay remember?"i said. She made a half-assed effort to push me away and so i started smelling her neck and pushing my pelvis up against hers. She let herself enjoy it for a moment then pushed me away and kept me at arms length while i tried to come closer.
She'd kept talking as if she hadn't heard me but i knew she did and was just trying to keep her composure. She was trying not to get turned on, to remain professional but she didn't stand a chance. Being in withdrawal, i was very sensitive at this point and a simple brushing of her finger nail against my nipple was enough to set me off. Which happened a few times.
For whatever reason she was now touching me here and there to punctuate certain parts of whatever story she was telling me about whatever it is she thought i cared about.
I started getting more bold with my advances, not that they were ever subtle to begin with. Gio and her had already split her heroin at this point so she was just drinking on a beer and telling her loud and stupid stories to these four men.
Well two, me and gio. The other two were in their own conversation although her "husband" kept watching me touch and grope her and i think it helped destroy the fantasy in his mind that he meant anything to her. I actually toned it down a few times when i saw him watching because i felt bad and also i wanted to make it clear that, while being aggressive, i wasn't forcing myself upon her. At least not in any intensity that would make it hard for her to give me a clear signal to fuck off. that signal never came.
cont...
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