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SunnyD
WiZarD oF LoVe



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Cowb0yNeal00 said: LOL. Ya ur a penis in bottle baby. Ur just like sheekle too. U factory sluts. I either think ur a robot or sheekles puppet! Night

That's far better/funnier
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Cowb0yNeal00


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Re: Life is so beautiful [Re: SunnyD]
#23601416 - 09/01/16 02:47 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Im jking i actually like u D
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koods
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Cowb0yNeal00 said: factory slut.
This is a great insult. I will start using it immediately.
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nuds



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Maaaaaaan your attitude is sickening, what a withered and broken soul. Wipe off the queasy grin watch your yellow skin blister and melt off your face.
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The Cheshire Cat
Tea For Everyone!



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Re: Life is so beautiful [Re: SunnyD]
#23602066 - 09/01/16 06:02 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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SunnyD said: I can't stop crying life is so magical even with all the fucked up shit 
You should watch some "Shots of awe" on youtube. His videos make me so positive about life!
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Cowb0yNeal00


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The Cheshire Cat
Tea For Everyone!



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Cowb0yNeal00 said:

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Cowb0yNeal00


Registered: 06/05/13
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why do people keep posting that ugly guy ? β¦
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AllGreyThumbs
Storage Container Aficionado


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Re: Life is so beautiful [Re: nuds] 2
#23602322 - 09/01/16 07:05 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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nuds said:what a withered and broken soul.
Yea, quite true I suppose.
I spent years trying to find my place in this world, only to realize that I won't ever find it because I don't belong here.Β I have not even met a single person who actually understands me.Β I would offer everything I am to people, but no one wants what I could give.Β And I don't mean this stuff I have spewed here.Β I would open my heart and pour true love into this world, but nobody would notice because it wouldn't be dramatic enough to compete with what is on TV.Β What the hell is simple peace and smooth navigation of life's waters compared to some good drama and explosions.
And I seriously do not want to be a human being anymore.Β The only thing I want from this life is to know what else there is beyond this life.Β Actually I do already kind of know.Β I can practically see right through the thin veneer of your reality, past the currents that shape this world, and into a much larger reality beyond.Β But of course if I said that anywhere but here I would be judged as insane.Β In fact even here, in a psychedelic drug forum I know it is pretty much the same.
So I exist torn between two realities.Β I don't really want to exist here anymore, but I also can't quite let go because that is what I was born to do.Β I was born to split the veil between this shithole and the larger reality beyond.Β I came here to attempt to give you silly stubborn folks a little bit of insight into how things really work.Β It was a stupid thing to do because almost nobody really cares, but it was the task I set for myself before I took this trip.
I mean try to imagine what it is like to know that there is vastly more than this shithole, but then still have to get up and go suck corporate dicks for a living.Β That kind of tension would crack most people, but I exist to try to actually pull this off, to stand between two vastly different worlds.Β And ever so rarely something that I say does stick in somebody's mind so maybe it is worth it.
Of course now you really think I'm crazy, but perhaps give this wacko just a little bit of consideration.Β What if a part of us did come from somewhere else?Β What if that part of us really was capable of helping to shape its own reality?Β What if by being happy with the experience life gives us we will never help shape this world into a better one?
Now imagine living what I talk about.Β Whether you believe it or not, understand that it is my reality.Β This is how I feel all day, every day.Β And every time I try to talk about it I find no support just terrified people telling me to go back to being normal, maybe get some medicine.Β So I shut the fuck up and just act normal, because I care too much about human beings to let what I think I see die in order to protect my own sanity.Β On the off chance that some of what I spill out is partially correct I can never let anyone try take it away from me.
Anyway, was that weird enough?Β It's ok, go ahead and judge me as insane.Β I'd addition to either being insanse or actually standing between two realities, I also have to mostly hide it, and then I have to forgive anyone that judges me.Β All that and still hold together a cushy upper middle class life for my family.Β Oh, and I also now get to do this while fighting through mild withdrawals since the DEA is taking the one thing that made my life a little easier.Β Plus I have to somehow forgive and make peace with them as well.
But seriously, it has been fun but I have to go do normal stuff for Iittle while.Β You might think that such a thing would be impossible, but it really isn't all that hard. Human beings are pretty easy to understand and emulate.Β As long as you do what they expect they just assume you are like them.
Anyway, you either just met one of the craziest people on the Shroomery or, maybe just maybe, you got a little tip about how things really work.Β Don't be too happy with that shit sandwich or you might just get another.
Damn it, damn it, damn it.Β Once again I make an ass of myself, but once again I have to let it ride on the off chance somebody sees something in it. Fuck. Oh well, just click submit.
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nuds



Registered: 03/28/15
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Hop down from that throne, brush the chip off your shoulder, realizing youre only a speck of dust to the world isnt anything new, there've been billions before you and will be billions after, many if not most will experience an existential crisis albeit with slightly less delusions of grand next level better than the next speck attitudes.
Which ironically is the reason I find life so beautiful, because it is such an insanely mind boggling phenomenon. From the double helix to the blue whale life has radiated near infinitely into the complexity we see today, and then thinking further than earth the unfamothably huge mystery that is space and the universe.
And all of this meagre attempt at comprehending this is due to the esoteric marvel that is the human consciousness.
I described it to my girlfriend the other day, "life is the ultimate dragon to chase", because its such a beautifully complex spec of dust in the universe, and ill be fuckin damned if i spend my blip of a blip of time here with an attitude like yours.
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California
A E S T H E T I C S A T A N


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Re: Life is so beautiful [Re: SunnyD]
#23603083 - 09/01/16 10:37 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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tyrannicalrex
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Re: Life is so beautiful [Re: nuds]
#23603131 - 09/01/16 10:56 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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nuds said: Hop down from that throne, brush the chip off your shoulder, realizing youre only a speck of dust to the world isnt anything new, there've been billions before you and will be billions after, many if not most will experience an existential crisis albeit with slightly less delusions of grand next level better than the next speck attitudes.
Which ironically is the reason I find life so beautiful, because it is such an insanely mind boggling phenomenon. From the double helix to the blue whale life has radiated near infinitely into the complexity we see today, and then thinking further than earth the unfamothably huge mystery that is space and the universe.
And all of this meagre attempt at comprehending this is due to the esoteric marvel that is the human consciousness.
I described it to my girlfriend the other day, "life is the ultimate dragon to chase", because its such a beautifully complex spec of dust in the universe, and ill be fuckin damned if i spend my blip of a blip of time here with an attitude like yours.
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timelapses
Life in free form



Registered: 01/26/11
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nuds said:what a withered and broken soul.
That is classic. Poetic. Going to use that though I don't know what it means to this ongoing thread. Love the words.
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Re: Life is so beautiful [Re: timelapses]
#23603160 - 09/01/16 11:07 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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I think, DZ, you will quite like this song.
New Order - Can't Get Enough of This.
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Moonshoe
Blue Mantis


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Re: Life is so beautiful [Re: SunnyD]
#23603236 - 09/01/16 11:38 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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SunnyD, these kind of posts from you never get any less beautiful and touching, no matter how many times you make them.
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LogicaL Chaos
Ascension Energy & Alien UFOs




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Re: Life is so beautiful [Re: SunnyD] 1
#23603497 - 09/02/16 01:34 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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SunnyD said: I can't stop crying life is so magical even with all the fucked up shit 
"Excuse me, waitress? I'll have what he's having".
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timelapses
Life in free form



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It is actually. If you can see it. I get a glimmer once in a while.
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Edited by timelapses (09/02/16 01:41 AM)
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