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If you have alcohol/drugs do you ever feel like you have to finish them becaue they are there?
#23599457 - 08/31/16 10:50 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Like Jim Morrison was quoted as saying, I smoked all the weed because it was there and it scared him to the point he didn't want to smoke weed anymore. The esoteric effects.
If I have drugs, it sits in my mind and it's not a paranoid feeling of getting busted it is just that it is there and I ruminate on it. Then go and use it till I can't take anymore.
Anyone feel this urge? Not talking about coke or heroin which is understandable do to its heavily addictive qualities.
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Cowb0yNeal00


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Re: If you have alcohol/drugs do you ever feel like you have to finish them becaue they are there? [Re: timelapses]
#23599465 - 08/31/16 10:53 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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sometimes i do that.
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Re: If you have alcohol/drugs do you ever feel like you have to finish them becaue they are there? [Re: Cowb0yNeal00]
#23599476 - 08/31/16 10:56 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I think it has a lot to do with geographical location.
When i'm back east, in a city/small podunk town, my paranoia levels are much higher when i'm riding around with drugs.
But when im out west in the mountains, where there is basically no police. I feel no fear of possessing drugs.
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Re: If you have alcohol/drugs do you ever feel like you have to finish them becaue they are there? [Re: timelapses]
#23599501 - 08/31/16 11:05 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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only with cocaine
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timelapses
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Re: If you have alcohol/drugs do you ever feel like you have to finish them becaue they are there? [Re: CatInATurtleShell]
#23599515 - 08/31/16 11:10 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I liked it when I had a whole drug stash of a large selection of my favorites I kept in the bottom pull out thing they put on ovens. Won I think 6 out of 7 gambling on baseball and spent it all on drugs.
My main drug dealer showed up like a genie from nowhere. Like the magnetism of drugs and money he was there. A fun time. I don't have the balls to do it anymore, life was rolling moneywise then and I didn't fear to lose.
The drugs and enjoyment were all there.
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Re: If you have alcohol/drugs do you ever feel like you have to finish them becaue they are there? [Re: timelapses]
#23599530 - 08/31/16 11:17 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Especially when I have anything harder on hand, I can be a bit paranoid about having my stash discovered by the police or something, somehow 
Its usually a bit of a relief to finish off my drugs because now they are gone and I haven't got to worry
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Re: If you have alcohol/drugs do you ever feel like you have to finish them becaue they are there? [Re: timelapses]
#23599562 - 08/31/16 11:34 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I think it's just a subconscious way for me to keep feeding whatever habit. Like I'd have a little bit of something left and would decide I might as well use it, and then it wouldn't be enough to get me through the day (and if it's gonna be my last it might as well be a solid day of use) so I'd end up getting more and then I'd have more left over the next day and it would just keep going.
I did this with alcohol for a few weeks at least before I finally kicked it. I would want to quit but still have like 16 beers or something in the fridge so I'd tell myself I'd drink those and then quit and there always ended up being more beer to finish. Then one day I just decided fuck it and decided not to buy anymore and so I didn't. I mean I was already in the "I'm going to quit mentality" for the weeks this went on, I'd just keep drinking it cuz it was there and I in general cannot stand to waste money.
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