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Re: Dying is cool?? [Re: Lucy9]
#23606947 - 09/03/16 05:08 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Lucy9 said: Excuse me. Who the fuck let you into this conversation?[/quo
Who said someone had allow him into the coversation. This wewbsite, lets anybody talk unless they are complete trolls and even then usually they do. Other than the cultivation stuff this website is mostly a joke for social rejects, who if they went out in public, like in bars, would usually get their asses kicked every night. Sorry, but this is the truth.
-------------------- "The Rolling Stones will break up over Brian Jones' dead body" John Lennon I don't want no commies in my car. No Christians either. The worst thing about corruption is that it works so well,
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Re: Dying is cool?? [Re: Kickle]
#23606970 - 09/03/16 05:44 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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I didn't mean it that way. Read it carefully, it says 'you will feel regret for wanting it so much.'
Someone who wants to die will regret it. And yes, there are exceptions like for people in horrible conditions in pain.
-------------------- I'm sick of all you hypocrites Holding me at bay And I don't need your sympathy To get me through the day Seasons change and so can I Hold on boy, no time to cry Untie these strings, I'm climbing down I won't let them push me away
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Kickle
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I've many times felt that I want to die and have yet to feel any regret for feeling that way. Maybe it depends on ones reasons for feeling this?
The rest of your statement said, "Once it ends then the moment before it does..." which I haven't experienced and am wondering where that view comes from for you. I have a childhood friend who cut his wrists on accident when breaking into a school. He bled out on the floor of a convenience store and came to from the defibrillation in the back of an ambulance. He does seem to regret the experience of dying because he claims there is nothing after at all and is quite frightened of the notion of dying now, where before he was quite Christian.
A second friend was in a bad car accident that split his head open and put him into a coma. He recovered but has brain damage. He had to start from scratch relearning much of his basic knowledge and his education is now minimal even though he is an adult and past the point of schooling. Emotionally he is turbulent and prone to outbursts but also one of the sweetest and most genuine guys I've ever met. I was his roommate for a few years and during that time we had typical roommate dilemmas. After telling him off one time he was quite upset and I just told him, dude, I love you and it was incredible to see how much that meant to him. Any anger or bitterness just melted away instantly and was replaced with a sincere affection.
Something very strange comes up every time I trip with him though. I get the distinct impression that he is only around due to a "deal with the devil" kind of scenario. It's a very weird experience that I do not understand. But it does give me pause when I look at him and his behaviors. He doesn't show regret.
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Re: Dying is cool?? [Re: Kickle]
#23608157 - 09/03/16 02:08 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm sorry to hear about those things. People have difficult lives, and hopefully something waits for them, a good thing I hope. Even if death is that release it makes sense. I said 'the moment before', because I live my life on the edge of life, I can glimpse into death very easily and yes it scares me. I don't understand though, why anyone would want that experience.
When it's time, I imagine the transition will be painful emotionally letting go and stopping the fight within.
-------------------- I'm sick of all you hypocrites Holding me at bay And I don't need your sympathy To get me through the day Seasons change and so can I Hold on boy, no time to cry Untie these strings, I'm climbing down I won't let them push me away
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Jokeshopbeard
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I can't wait to die. To me it feels like the greatest adventure left in my life.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Kickle
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Electric Wizard21 said: I don't understand though, why anyone would want that experience.
Speaking generally I'd say because the alternative looks worse
-------------------- Why shouldn't the truth be stranger than fiction? Fiction, after all, has to make sense. -- Mark Twain
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Re: Dying is cool?? [Re: Kickle]
#23609669 - 09/03/16 10:38 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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I have unfinished business
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Re: Dying is cool?? [Re: Lucy9]
#23609683 - 09/03/16 10:47 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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I live every day so that if i die and have 30 seconds to reflect on my life before I pass, I'll know damn well I did the best I could with my time here.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Lucy9
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I can't die right now...
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Re: Dying is cool?? [Re: Lucy9]
#23609745 - 09/03/16 11:10 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Sounds like a shit situation. What's to stop you slipping in the shower and giving yourself a brain hemorage, or stepping in front of the proverbial bus tomorrow.
None of us know when its coming, better to prepare yourself for it to be any moment IMO.
Mind you, I've had 4 near death experiences thus far, so perhaps my will has been tempered>?
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Lucy9
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I feel like something cool is going to happen any minute. And I like this Beck song.
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Re: Dying is cool?? [Re: Lucy9]
#23609786 - 09/03/16 11:26 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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If I stepped in front of the bus tomorrow I'd probably drive into the bayou and that badass school us driver lady would die...
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Lucy9
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Re: Dying is cool?? [Re: Lucy9]
#23609792 - 09/03/16 11:27 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Hahahaha I typed "I'd" instead of "it would" and that's probably what would actually happen though
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Jokeshopbeard
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Re: Dying is cool?? [Re: Lucy9]
#23609833 - 09/03/16 11:47 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Your last 3 posts make 0 sense.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Lucy9
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How did you have your latest near death experience?
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Re: Dying is cool?? [Re: Lucy9]
#23610000 - 09/04/16 01:33 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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In the last 3 months of my life, I fell down the stairs in the midst of a K hole (0 memory) and nearly broke my arm (but that could very well have been neck/back/brain injury) and smoked a massive dose of H, to the point that I turned blue and came to with 4 paramedics standing over me with wires on my wrists and shins.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Jokeshopbeard
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The past 12 months of my life have been very dark. Plus, I ride a motorbike like an animal in the city daily, and there's always that 0.000001% that I'll end up with my head smashed into a solid object.
Such is life. I didn't ask to come here, and I've no choice over when I go.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Lucy9
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Yeah, that's intense.
I rode with this bitch driving on ketamine and a train came. I'm surprised she stopped I really am.
If anything happen just blame it on TI he dun care
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Re: Dying is cool?? [Re: Lucy9]
#23610020 - 09/04/16 01:45 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Those motorbikes are dangerous. A man said he wanted one to me, but he said he might die if he does
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Lucy9
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You remind me of my friend Phil. Except he said he could just commit suicide if he chose too, but he said he won't choose to go to Hell. And he said he knows that is where he would go if he did end his own life. I guess
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