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Larrythescaryrex
teardrop on the fire



Registered: 07/19/00
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Re: An open letter to the Shroomery mods and members [Re: Asante]
#23586789 - 08/28/16 12:35 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Legit man, you get 100% off those benzos for a month or two and your mind will be so much clearer. I am benzo free and its so much easier to solve problems as opposed to just being ok with them.
-------------------- RIP Acidic_Sloth Sunset_Mission said: "larry the scary rex verily scary when thoroughly vexed invoke the shadows and dust, cast a hex mercifully massacring memories masterfully relocate from Ur to 8th density and become a cosmic bully mulder and scully couldn't decipher his glyphs invoke the shadows and dust, smoke infernal spliffs" April 24th 2011
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JustForToday
New Life, New Beginnings


Registered: 09/08/14
Posts: 3,186
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Re: An open letter to the Shroomery mods and members [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
#23586930 - 08/28/16 01:14 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Benzo detox is no joke. Post discontinuation of my daily use of xanax 1mg a day habit. I had severe physical symptoms for about a month then about 18 months of insanity sober and free from all alcohol and drugs.
I was unlucky though. I developed the "syndrome" which is very rare in most users that discontinue a long term benzo habit. You basically have all these bizarre withdrawal symptoms, some which last for years. Sometimes they last so long people just start taking benzos again because they never really heal.
For me it was just a lot of anxiety, depersonalization, derealization, high blood pressure, hearing voices and seeing things, this was long well after I was sober though.
-------------------- Hey Shae, Are you still doing that hand thing? I heard you was doing that hand thing today. Oh God what is that?!
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Visionary Tools



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Re: An open letter to the Shroomery mods and members [Re: JustForToday]
#23587288 - 08/28/16 03:25 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I don't have anything to say except I'm grateful to the op for the 
I have one to!
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Camwritesgonzo
The Unflushable Stool



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Re: An open letter to the Shroomery mods and members [Re: 28064212]
#23587464 - 08/28/16 04:26 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I don't think we've ever really interacted, but the walking rainbow dude avatar is awesome and unmistakable. I remember voting yes on you keeping it as your avatar.
-------------------- "I've always maintained that reality is for those who can't face drugs."-Tom Waits "I feel the same way about disco as I feel about herpes."-Hunter S. Thompson A squid eating dough in a polyethylene bag is fast and bulbous, got me?
 
Edited by Camwritesgonzo (08/30/16 03:20 PM)
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Rollin.n.Strollin



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Loc: Australia
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Re: An open letter to the Shroomery mods and members [Re: Camwritesgonzo]
#23587475 - 08/28/16 04:28 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Takes the strongest minds to battle the worst of the world, keep it up
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Connoisseur

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Re: An open letter to the Shroomery mods and members [Re: 28064212]
#23587517 - 08/28/16 04:38 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Hey man I hope your able to live a life that makes you happy, you a good guy and ive seen you around since I first joined the shroomery.
If you ever want to vent about addiction problems feel free to me.
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Moonshoe
Blue Mantis


Registered: 05/28/04
Posts: 27,202
Loc: Iceland
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Re: An open letter to the Shroomery mods and members [Re: 28064212]
#23587519 - 08/28/16 04:39 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I have always liked you and enjoyed your presence 280.
Much love to you and everyone else .
I second the sentiments.
I value and appreciate this community and the interactions and relationships I have here.
I have had some great friendships and some wonderful foes, foils and even a nemesis or two.
to one and all.
At the end of the day we are all One.

May all beings without exception be well and happy and free of fear and pain.
May all beings without exception attain the supreme good.
May all beings without exception attain the highest enlightenment, and liberation in this very life.
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Everything I post is fiction.
Edited by Moonshoe (08/28/16 04:46 PM)
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Fractaliopsybe
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Registered: 06/21/15
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Re: An open letter to the Shroomery mods and members [Re: 28064212]
#23592320 - 08/30/16 02:58 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
28064212 said:
-First I just want to say sorry to my friends on here for my behavior in the past and some of the untrue and inappropriate threads I've made in the past. I get teased a lot for it and take it, but I have changed a lot, and am sorry.
In the past year I've battled amphetamine and benzo addiction, been to jail, sorta became an alcoholic and sort of beat that, and been through a lot of weird shit. It's been hard- but I am happy to say that going through all of this has made me a better person. I am doing pretty well right now, with the help of my positive attitude and will power- with a little help from psychedelics, meditation and cannabis.
I have beat the amphetamine problem and the alcohol one too- and am doing pretty good with the benzos.
You all are very important to me and I might not post much now a days but the shroomery will always be part of my life; I read pubs threads and the WCA everyday. If someone in the WCA wants to give a heads up to our friends in that thread about this thread I'd appreciate it.
I'm just a bit drunk and vaping cannabis, smoking some s, and thinking of you all. Questions and comments welcome and appreciated- love you all. 
  
Hey man, I Feel for you. The Fractals of similar life experiences is intriguing. = ॐ
I have also recently tainted my perception of self, By misbehaviour and ill-mannered actions.
Only time will change a person.
-------------------- Psilocybe Cubensis. Panaeolus Cyanescens. Psilocybe Subaeruginosa. Dimethyltryptamine.
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Fractaliopsybe
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Re: An open letter to the Shroomery mods and members [Re: Moonshoe]
#23592325 - 08/30/16 03:02 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
Moonshoe said:
-At the end of the day we are all One.

May all beings without exception be well and happy and free of fear and pain.
May all beings without exception attain the supreme good.
May all beings without exception attain the highest enlightenment, and liberation in this very life.

@Moonshoe- Aham Brahmasmi. ॐ
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