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Rimes9845
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Reoccurring Hallucinations
#23577588 - 08/25/16 08:26 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Ever since the very first time I ever got intoxicated on any kind of drug ,except alcohol and nicotine, ive had the same hallucination. It started in 7th grade when I first smoked weed and I put my headphones in for music. As I closed my eyes I see these figures dancing and putting on a show. I call it the Aprentigo and I see it with every drug ive ever taken, and I mean everything. Cocaine, marijuana, shrooms, lsd, molly, ect. It is hard to describe the Aprentigo, its is a constantly changing image of all the cartoons I watched and everything I liked as a small child. I remember smoking weed and listening to pink floyd for hours flying through tunnels and seeing the Aprentigo take different shapes and moving to the music. Also I hear the word Aprentigo throughout the time and when the drug wears off the word Aprentigo is softly whispered fading away. It is very colorful and and it impacts me deeply every time. I can feel its presence even when I dont see it. Its is warm and loving and is almost like a guarding angel. I cant smoke with friends anymore because they all chill out and talk but I sit there chasing the Aprentigo in my head as it makes complex shapes and movements and creating infinite copys of itself to form fractals. On shrooms I remember seeing it in the night sky formed by the beautiful stars and it was dancing. It brought me to tears with its sheer beauty with its appearance and pulling me in with its love and warmth. I dont know what it is but i love it.
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Re: Reoccurring Hallucinations [Re: Rimes9845]
#23577772 - 08/25/16 09:36 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I started smoking weed around the same age. The walls started moving and never stopped.
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Re: Reoccurring Hallucinations [Re: sunshine]
#23580514 - 08/26/16 03:32 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Walls used to move and the ground breathed when I was younger and tripped frequently. Now that im older (mid-20's), it would take a serious bender to bring that vision of reality back, and even then its fleeting.
I miss my HPPD lol
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Re: Reoccurring Hallucinations [Re: Rimes9845]
#23582434 - 08/27/16 03:29 AM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I like how you named it "Aprentigo" and qualified it as "dance".
When I first saw it, I thought it was a lot like the 'dream-writing' I had often viewed but never comprehended, as it altered before words became clear, but it is much more specifically composed of cute cartoon figures and their stuff.
It emerges from 'chiaroscuro' that is the base of all vision especially observable against a white wall. or against a textured ceiling, but much more separated from the base "phousis" as if on film hovering over a surface, alive, or at least semi-autonomous.
good stuff, often makes me wonder if the creators of cartoons saw it too, and the creators of ancient temples around the world, or at least the designers of those surfaces.
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