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Anonymous #1
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I have OCD and I send lots of messages to people...they think I am crazy!
#23575193 - 08/25/16 07:31 AM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Hello Shrromery
God it's been so long since I last posted here...but I got myself in a really fucked position.
I have OCD and I write lots and lots of messages to people. Now a few people think I am crazy.
I was on an internet forum and I sent heaps of messages to some person in America after they messaged me...then this person freaked out. So then I freaked out and I sent heaps of messages to a dude I was friends with apologising and that freaked them out some more....
And what the fuck?
I live in Australia...I am not going anywhere near the states.
I just have OCD...like terrible OCD.
No one understands....
My anxiety gets really really bad....and when they freaked out that perturbed my anxiety and I was trying to reconcile my mistakes and it just got worse.
Have you ever been in that position...where you are trying to remedy a situation and it just gets worse because of it?
Phew well I have...arrrgggg it's very frustrating and now people are calling me schizophrenic.
I was apologising and I tried to explain that I had OCD...but people just got freaked out.
It has put me in a very bad state of mind...
I live thousands and thousands and thousands of miles of from this said person. I never wrote anything threatening...I was just talking about my life.
I am a fuckin hippie and I play the guitar....and my OCD gets really bad on the internet.
I feel terrible.
I also have a girlfriend here in Australia...although we are going through a rough time at the moment because she is ill...and I was just talking to some person in America...like fawk man, it's not a good feeling when people are going on about how crazy you are...
Edited by Anonymous (08/25/16 08:22 AM)
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Murzelpfrumpft
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Re: I have OCD and I send lots of messages to people...they think I am crazy! [Re: Anonymous #1] 2
#23577344 - 08/25/16 07:15 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yeah well don't hang around on the internet all day, obsessing over people you will never meet. It's all good, you did nothing bad, they just don't know you. Take it easy, you need to get used to the fact that strangers find OCD weird. Go out into the real world and distract yourself. But not by doing obsessive stuff, rather do some sports, get your muscles working and all pumped up, I heard girlfriends like that.
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beforethedawn
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Re: I have OCD and I send lots of messages to people...they think I am crazy! [Re: Murzelpfrumpft]
#23578619 - 08/26/16 05:31 AM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I sort of put myself in a similar position, but only because I'm an idealist. Sent heaps of messages on Facebook to people in the past making amends because I'm pretty sure I'm kind of enlightened or something now.
I totally forget they are not in my state of mind, my perceptual universe, etc.
Also brain dysfunction can make you become extremely socially inappropriate, with absolutely zero awareness of it.
Socialising is our most complex behaviour, at least so I think. If the brain is compromised in any way, that's the first thing to go.
-------------------- Hostile humankind Can't you see you're fucking blind?
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