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JustForToday
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Pray for me 1
#23554055 - 08/18/16 05:08 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I'm so very sick right now.. I am at a rehab where I can use my phone and laptop. My stomach is so fucked up it's hard to eat. Been in and out of the hospital with really bad nausea and vomiting. My throat is so sore from it. I'm scared to eat. I haven't eaten since 12pm and it's 7pm now. I have food in front of me but i'm very hesitant to touch it. Other symptoms include trouble breating, light headedness, diarreha, like hot coals are in my stomach, pissing like crazy. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?! How come the doctors can't find anything? I'm super scared. My sister in Georgia suffered in her bedroom for 9 long months in and out of the hospital. She has UC which is a stomach disease. She lacked some of the main symptoms. I also like them but I have other symptoms just like she did. What if I have UC? I'm fucked. How can I stay sober through that? I don't wanna wear a bag. I wanna be healthy. I honestly hope this isn't the case. Prevacid isn't working and nausea meds aren't either.
BTW i've been suffering with this for 6 months since I started smoking again. I quit smoking 4 days ago.
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JustForToday said: WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!
Urrrrrmm... you're dope sick in rehab? It's not that hard to figure out.
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SirShroomsAlott
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dude you don't even attempt to hide lol
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That is terrible doctors are retarded though get well. that is scary
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What've you been smoking anyway jft
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JFT has lost everything including his damn mind and he's still not free.
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Maybe pray for some peace between those ears. I just sent one your way.
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Sounds like my gall bladder attacks. Stop eating nightshades, as in tomatoes, potatoes, peppers, eggplant, tomatillos, tobacco, jimson weed etc. It usually takes about two weeks of hell for a gall bladder attack to settle. All I can stomach during those times are boiled veggies like carrots and broccoli along with nonfat yogurt. Greasy foods can set it off for some people too.
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I will say a prayer for you brother.
Hope you feel better soon.
For what its worth, ginger tea is the best thing for my nausea. I grind up fresh peeled ginger, pour hot not boiled water on it, strain or not and drink.
Hang in there and rest, try to relax as much as you can, lots of fluids, have faith you will recover just fine in time.
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danielx
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Jokeshopbeard said:
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JustForToday said: WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!
Urrrrrmm... you're dope sick in rehab? It's not that hard to figure out.
yeah, not sure what the confusion is. You bought the ticket now take the ride.
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JustForToday said: WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!
Urrrrrmm... you're dope sick in rehab? It's not that hard to figure out.
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JustForToday
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Re: Pray for me [Re: danielx]
#23557115 - 08/19/16 02:41 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I had this problem before I relapsed. Read the paragraph bro.
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Jokeshopbeard
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Make the paragraph more readable bro.
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JustForToday
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I am too sick to really mess with it right now but the good news my meds are almost here.
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specialpeopleclub



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do they know whats wrong yet?
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I went through a period of time (two actually) where I just could not make myself eat. For months. I lived off ensure drinks. It turned out to be severe anxiety. The first time at least. The second time it was probably that combined with reckless drug use.
Don't let your heat run away with you man. Inventing problems you don't have will only make it worse. Try fixing the problems you know you have. Quitting smoking is a great start
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JustForToday
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Gastritis caused by smoking cigarettes. I'm about to take my meds soon.
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specialpeopleclub



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JustForToday said: Gastritis caused by smoking cigarettes. I'm about to take my meds soon.
You checked for ulcers? have you tried eating things that decrease intestinal inflamation?
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Shit man, I've dealt with gastritis. Brutal stuff, I didn't know smoking caused it though. That could very well be what caused mine. Feel better man.
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