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Possible subconscience memory recalled (3gram cube)
    #23552195 - 08/18/16 03:39 AM (7 years, 5 months ago)

I would like to start this report by giving a little background on myself.  I am probably in the minority in this, but I am one of those nutty born again, bible believing Christians.  Through my studies and learnings I have come to a deeper understanding of creation and what is and isn't permitted in a faith based walk through life, hence why I feel myself personally am permitted to partake in taking mushrooms.  My explanation of all this is for another day and forum.

On to the report.

I try to make it a point to trip at least once a month. Since I am a father and husband I typically will get up around 3am and ingest anywhere around 3:15 to 3:30. This way I can expect it to kick in around 45 to60 minutes later and can plan my day.  I usually like to go for a walk on a bike trail that is near our house and just get lost in my thoughts.  I have some cool reports about some of these walks for another day.  Usually on these walks I am getting self realizations about areas of my life that I am sucking at, ei areas that I can improve being a better father and husband, being a glutton, needing to exercise, etc. 
All this is great and I learn a lot, but I keep thinking just one time I want to get away from my thoughts for a day and just seeing things move around.  If I focus on things, then they move, but too often my thoughts distract me from any visuals that I know are there.  I am just too distracted to recall them.

So on this particular day(last Saturday morning) I decided NOT to go for a walk.  I decided to stay in doors and play video games.  Goldeneye Source, which had just be released. If you don't know, Goldeneye Source is an online version of the original game to play with those all over the world.  As it kicked in I had such a nostalgia
moment of playing when I was a kid. It was so fun, even though I was getting murdered. However probably an hour into it I noticed something.  My trip was no where near as intense as my walks (I take about 3 grams everytime).  I started feeling a little disappointed.  Even as I approached my peak it felt so bland. 

At one point, I think about 6:30am shortly after I peaked, my wife scared the crap out of me as she woke up and came into the living room.  I informed her of my disappointment.  I was still having fun, just a bit disappointed.  I played for maybe 15 minutes longer and then the game crashed for some reason.  I took it as a sign to stop playing games. 

I was feeling tired, from being up so early.  Normally on my walks I am full of energy, and often I am starting to do yard work around 7am.  My wife and I decided to go back in bed.  As usual for myself I typically am yacking my wifes ear off with any philosophy I have learned or is going through my head, gosh I annoy her lol. So after her telling me to be quiet and go to bed I went quiet and drifted off in my head.

Now this is when things got unexpectedly crazy and I was extremely surprised since I was past peaking.  As usually for myself I have so much trouble describing what I see in my head, so I will do my best. 

I came across some sort of lock.  I felt that I was supposed to unlock this lock, but I didn't have a key.  So I thought that I should pick the lock.  Attempting to pick the lock was of that it was myself actually entering the lock itself to move the gears.  It seemed like a very complicated lock.  I would go in, attempt to move it a little, and almost immediately the first set of gears would bounce back.  I somehow knew that their was hundreds of sections of gears that would need to be moved in the precise way to unlock it, and I couldnt get passed the first set. How to get in?  I stepped back from it and thought about it, how do I get in?  That's when it entered my head.  The word "meditation".  The second I thought that word, it was as the lock opened immediately. I pretty much had to do a double take, because the lock was gone and I was somewhere else.  I was like holy crap, I opened it.

Then I was taken somewhere that there is no way that words can express, NO WAY! 

All I can come close to saying is that there was a squiggle line going down a center, kind of like a river.  On both sides were like colorful piano keys flowing with the squiggle.  On the top part of the curve of the line I think where written words, and trees maybe....  But all the colors were so bright and colorful.  The colors were not of real life, but more like a vibrant colorful cartoon, but so so so much more.

I then started to realize something.  I know this.  I have seen this before.  I have experienced this before, possibly on numerous occasions.  It was something of so much familiarity that I desperately tried to get closer and examine it. I felt like I was swimming upstream just to try and figure out what this was.  I kept exclaiming "I know this!  I know this!  I know this!"  I struggled to hold on things started to wave around like a typical movie seen of someone waking from a dream.  I needed to reach for something to pull back with me so I could remember how to seek this again. 

Around the bend in the "river" where the words and trees were, I could make out a sound and I desperately tried to figure it out.  I heard "rrr  rrr  rrr" Pronounced how the letter R sounds. For some reason I thought Agraba. No that's not it, that's from Aladdin.
RRR  RRR RRR.  That is what I took out with me, rrr  rrr  rrr

It seemed so simple yet so profound. 

My wife then talked to me.  It was then that she informed me that it was only 5 or 10 minutes since I went silent.  I felt like I was there for hours.  I then did my best to explain everything to her.  I ended up chatting her ear off for over an hour lol.  I got so much out of that 5 minutes, that I feel like I could write a book, actually probably 12.  Which I think I might and that is what I am supposed to do with part of my life, a childrens book being one of them.

Back to the "rrr  rrr  rrr".
This is only my thoughts, and after thinking about it of what I think the visual and audible possibly are. It was so familiar. I started feeling that I tapped into a very old memory, possibly from childhood. I almost think that it is from further back, possibly something from infancy.  It is a great memory, a profound memory. Something that could be of great importance.

If I had to guess, I would say I found my first memory. The first image and sound burned into this computer.  And it has always been subconsciously there.  To guess further I would like to say what was said was God saying something along the lines of "Welcome to the world"

The End.


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