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ModestMouse
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PSA don't fucking do heroin 2
#23541529 - 08/14/16 05:12 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I hate this shit I'm 3 and a half weeks clean Only had a habit for 6 months, only used the needle for 3 but yet it still calls my name sometimes.
Sometimes the feeling hits me so strong that I would immediately go grab some if I had a connect. I am fortunate to have removed myself from my connections, and I'm making strides to live an honest life, but the call still echoes 
How do I escape this affliction?
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Re: PSA don't fucking do heroin [Re: ModestMouse] 1
#23541537 - 08/14/16 05:14 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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find somethin else to do with your free time
i was a hardcore junkie for like 5 years, been clean for 4
I got really into reading about internet drama
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specialpeopleclub



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I said it on another thread and to my friend after a recent experiance drugs arent neutral based on how responsible you are
Heroin is pure, concentrated -evil- that ruins your personality and ruins your life without giving anything of sustance back
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Jokeshopbeard
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specialpeopleclub said: Heroin is pure, concentrated -evil-
Horseshit. Heroin is no more evil than a gun or a car. It just takes your pain away and feels really fucking good in the process. Like alcohol for that matter. Or do you not count that as 'pure, concentrated -evil-'?
They all kill people in the wrong hands, and they all can be used responsibly.
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specialpeopleclub



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Eve if there is one person that uses responsibly, and i have yet to meet a single one, it encroaches on the children and less worldly people and fucks their livs before they even know
in my experiance, evil is the erfect word. you become like a heroin bork thief lier pretty fast in my experiance.
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I ended up doing coke and dope through a needle. Lost custody of my son and woke up in a hospital one day. Apparently i died from a dope OD. I used coke one last time and missed my vein. Been clean now for 7-8 months. Got custody of my son back. Heroin is easier to handle then coke. Shooting coke will have you robbing pple and stores in less then two weeks.
It's getting rarer but istill have triggers. Sometimes i have dreams and daydreams where i shoot up and feel the rush and then come out of it missing it. But as it stands. If you put drugs and a pin in front of me id tell you to fuck off. Took a while to get to that. In the rare chance i just came out of those trigger moments and then poof theres drugs for me. Im afraid of that. People places and things. Stay away from them.
I smoked weed and did shrooms for 15 years and then became a junky for half a year. Completely ruined my life. Still fightingto get my friends trust back
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If Heroin is evil then so is every consumer of every product sold and marketed by a mega-corporation. You sound brainwashed to fuck.
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I don't really believe in things being evil. But if you don't believe that some drugs have the ability to take over your life and you need to sit in on an NA or an AA meeting. Because those drugs that are truly drugs that you're addicted to have total control of your life. For me it started as a very recreational thing doing dope every now and then. I never even truly got hooked on dope. Never went through withdrawal. I got addicted to the rush. The release of the arm band and sit back and ride it. The rush itself isnt a drug. But it sure changed my world. I am a strong willed person. My wife is still battling her addiction. And is currently in a 28 day
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What? brainwashed? no, I spent ome time with people who do heroin in my heroin filled city. doing heroin is a giant indicator you dont give a fuck
I dont think mega corperations are intrinsically bad. I dont even get where you were going there. Im a capitalist
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There's a phrase I heard an NA meeting one time but has always stuck with me.
Going to pick up your drug of choice is like fucking a gorilla. Once you get it you're not done when you're done. You're done with the gorilla is done
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Deathbystarfish said: I don't really believe in things being evil. But if you don't believe that some drugs have the ability to take over your life and you need to sit in on an NA or an AA meeting.
Oh I believe drugs can take over your life alright. I've been addicted to coke/freebase, heroin, alcohol, amphetamines, etc, and have broken the addictions myself. I've also known plenty of addicts, and several people very close to me have had to go through rehab to break their additctions.
But evil? Bah. The link that I've seen, loud and fucking clear, is that we turn to these things irresponsibly to dull our pain when it becomes too great or overwhelming. And pain is a major factor in post modern living.
I can't stand by when someone tries spreading shit about any inanimate object being inherently evil though. It's naive and obtuse to believe so IMO.
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Labeling something like heroin as "evil" I personally feel is a silly designation. However the destruction to your life at the speed it can be done coupled with the extremely high addiction/OD rate do make for a perfect storm.
Everyone knows people or at least have seen the effects heroin tends to have on most users but people like to gamble or have no other means to cover the pain. I had a friend who was 10 years sober relapse on his 28th bday on the 4th of July. Died of an accidental OD. Tragic. sucks so bad that he passed But that's life. He knew the risks. He lost.
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Re: PSA don't fucking do heroin [Re: Rewindicus]
#23541660 - 08/14/16 05:51 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I dont see any other word besides evil for it. its like becoming part of the borg. Maybe its just the weak people of my town, but noone Ive seen has donr it and got out fine and the stories of thievery
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Now I want some heroin. Good job op I'm 3+ years clean.
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Deathbystarfish said: I don't really believe in things being evil. But if you don't believe that some drugs have the ability to take over your life and you need to sit in on an NA or an AA meeting.
Oh I believe drugs can take over your life alright. I've been addicted to coke/freebase, heroin, alcohol, amphetamines, etc, and have broken the addictions myself. I've also known plenty of addicts, and several people very close to me have had to go through rehab to break their additctions.
But evil? Bah. The link that I've seen, loud and fucking clear, is that we turn to these things irresponsibly to dull our pain when it becomes too great or overwhelming. And pain is a major factor in post modern living.
I can't stand by when someone tries spreading shit about any inanimate object being inherently evil though. It's naive and obtuse to believe so IMO.
just because someone decides to fly right by every red flag and totally fuck up their reward system doesn't mean it is evil. is the poppy itself evil? is it evil when it is removing chronic pain?
people to evil shit, chemicals do not.
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I don't believe in evil. I don't really understand the word. It's very vague. Unless you're religious the word really doesn't have much meaningI believe we as humans are responsible for our own morality. And I believe that any drug whatever it is or any feeling whatever it is for that you are truley addicted to it and sway your own personal morality and change them so that all you want to do is get high. You put your friends and family and children to the side so you can get your next high
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Its ytour fault if you dont understand evil
humanity is the only truely good thing that exists and heroin poisons the human body and society
it is evil. It spreds negativity and takes your will
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heroins a recreational gold mine! just ask sancho! its fuckin awesome.
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ModestMouse
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Heroin is evil
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Re: PSA don't fucking do heroin [Re: ModestMouse]
#23541898 - 08/14/16 06:59 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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ModestMouse said: Heroin is evil
Evil is defined by humanity, heroin is just a drug.
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