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dumbasswolf
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Do you have more trip anxiety than when you started?
#23538877 - 08/13/16 08:01 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I always thought the more psychedelics I did the better I would be at handling trips. I had so much confidence in the safety of these substances. I still do, but now when I take higher amounts, logic flies out the window.
If I take too big of a dose I will convince myself I might die even if it is something like LSD. I just am not able to let go as often anymore. Most drug experiences now besides smoked DMT consist of me trying stay under control. (the one thing I can fight is ego death, so large doses just make my situation worse, unless I black out.)
I also won't do something like ibogaine now, because I don't want to go through the intense suffering I went through my first time. (a few months ago I would have gladly repeated the experience, but after many more trips I can't even imagine doing that.)
I have somehow avoided having any deeply traumatic experiences, I always feel great and at peace after bad trips.
Does anyone else find this to be the case with them?
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Mike4aco
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Re: Do you have more trip anxiety than when you started? [Re: dumbasswolf] 1
#23538884 - 08/13/16 08:05 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Ive taken 1+ mg of lsd, in a very casual an nonchalant "gonna wash the dishes, fold laundry, eat 1 mg lsd, vacuum the room...
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dumbasswolf
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Re: Do you have more trip anxiety than when you started? [Re: Mike4aco]
#23538888 - 08/13/16 08:08 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Mike4aco said: Ive taken 1+ mg of lsd, in a very casual an nonchalant "gonna wash the dishes, fold laundry, eat 1 mg lsd, vacuum the room...
Man I wish I could do that. I swear I probably could have if it was my first few times tripping.
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PrimalSoup
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Re: Do you have more trip anxiety than when you started? [Re: dumbasswolf]
#23538964 - 08/13/16 08:54 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I have somehow avoided having any deeply traumatic experiences, I always feel great and at peace after bad trips.
Not really something to avoid, may have something to do with trouble just letting go to the experience. 
In answer to the question, no, always there's some but it dwindled greatly over time.
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Re: Do you have more trip anxiety than when you started? [Re: PrimalSoup]
#23538977 - 08/13/16 09:00 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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First time I tripped on acid anxiety was up the roof , I have had anxiety for many years now and acid just made it 10x worse .. I was on my first 3 hits of acid in a retirement home.. I know setting bs... Eventually after the first hour or two I just went with the flow and had a blast. I took acid for a 2nd time and it completely cured my daily anxiety for a month or two. .... I have taken acid after that but they were not as profound.. Just ride the wave man
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