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Anonymous #1
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Tired of the same shit
#23528079 - 08/10/16 12:15 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I'm 21 and work a part time. I'm just tired of everything. The area I live in the people I am with. Seeing the same stuff everyday. Doing the same stuff everyday. Wake up, go to work with that shitty feeling, faking it with the people I work with, and the people I see.
I've lost interest in the stuff I liked doing bodybuilding, boxing, cycling,reading and meditating. I'm just in a shitty routine, like I said.
My job is a heavy job lifting furniture all day. When I'm finished my energy is gone, I'm losing appetite, I don't even count my calories anymore, I'm losing weight. I don't give a shit anymore.
I finished a grow of some 'vegetables' .. I've got some left over to sell maybe a little. Now I feel like this weird feeling of hood rats are competing against me but I'm not into that gangster shit. I just do my own thing. Everytime I go out, I get this odd feeling of the local hood rats just trying to stare me out or something. But I'm not into none of that shit!! .. I just sell to my friends.
I've even lost interest in growing shrooms .. Weed .. In my self in general all I do is get home from work and lay on the sofa, and smoke a joint before bed to wake up to the same exact bullshit. I'm so tired of feeling like this everyday, and showing people I give a fuck.
I just want to go away somewhere and never come back never worry again of nothing.
What the fuck is going on with me?
Edited by Anonymous (08/10/16 12:34 PM)
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Anonymous #2
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Shit sounds to me like your in need of an adventure.
If you're not sweating any child support or any other kind of obligation my advice to you would be to save up a little bread and quit your shitty job and move somewhere there is a beach or whatever nearby that you can meet cool people. Disc golf is a good hobby to take up on the cheep cheep and it's a lot of fun as well as a great way to meet new people.
Also I would recommend you look for a more satisfying line of work. The chances someone is going to knock on your door and offer you your dream job are slim. Get out in the world and catch the tail by the tiger! (Eye of the tiger music in the background...I imagine you reading this post and taking off running down the street ripping your shirt off and then doing the rocky dance/cut to five years later, you appear to be happy and very successful, but that's where the real story begins)
What that story is, is completely up to you my friend.
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Anonymous #3
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Anonymous #2 said:
What that story is, is completely up to you my friend.
Honestly this. If you've hit a rut in life, maybe its time for a change?
Do something new. Find a new job, move out of state, get new friends. You're 21 so it's time to start being accountable.
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Anonymous #1
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I appreciate the responses but how do I just change like that, how do I get that spark to just fuck it and do something or adventure as you said? Are there any tips or baby steps?
I was thinking of going Europe but do I handle the money that's the thing I'm worried about if I run out of it.
Edited by Anonymous (08/10/16 04:02 PM)
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Anonymous #2
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Adventures are wrought with worrisome or optimistic thoughts. It's up to you.
The baby step is the first step you take on that thousand plus mile adventure. Sounds like you are able to work. A strong back is always worth a few dollars to someone.
Idk about Europe, I've never been there, but I'm sure it's not too awful much different, people generally all want the same things.
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Anonymous #3
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Anonymous #1 said: I appreciate the responses but how do I just change like that, how do I get that spark to just fuck it and do something or adventure as you said? Are there any tips or baby steps?
I was thinking of going Europe but do I handle the money that's the thing I'm worried about if I run out of it.
A conservative approach would be to look for work. Everything is online nowadays. Get a new job offer somewhere, anywhere. Then drive...just drive.
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Anonymous #4
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Mix it up You're not in to dope are ye? Yound like a hopeless doper, but if you're not than dude you've got it made.
Basically, you're just in that early twenties identity crisis phase. It will pass, and you can work to make it better.
Read a book, take a walk, the world doesn't have to be so A -> B
I suffer from depression myself so I understand. I really do.
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Anonymous #5
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Anonymous #1 said: I'm 21 and work a part time. I'm just tired of everything. The area I live in the people I am with. Seeing the same stuff everyday. Doing the same stuff everyday. Wake up, go to work with that shitty feeling, faking it with the people I work with, and the people I see.
I've lost interest in the stuff I liked doing bodybuilding, boxing, cycling,reading and meditating. I'm just in a shitty routine, like I said.
My job is a heavy job lifting furniture all day. When I'm finished my energy is gone, I'm losing appetite, I don't even count my calories anymore, I'm losing weight. I don't give a shit anymore.
I finished a grow of some 'vegetables' .. I've got some left over to sell maybe a little. Now I feel like this weird feeling of hood rats are competing against me but I'm not into that gangster shit. I just do my own thing. Everytime I go out, I get this odd feeling of the local hood rats just trying to stare me out or something. But I'm not into none of that shit!! .. I just sell to my friends.
I've even lost interest in growing shrooms .. Weed .. In my self in general all I do is get home from work and lay on the sofa, and smoke a joint before bed to wake up to the same exact bullshit. I'm so tired of feeling like this everyday, and showing people I give a fuck.
I just want to go away somewhere and never come back never worry again of nothing.
What the fuck is going on with me?
Changes buddy. We experience a chemical change in the brain as males (which I'd assume you are based off the above written lol) at the age of 18 21-22 and 25 years old. I remember being 22 and feeling like that. I lost all interest with women of all things and beer as well which given my past years was VERY strange. The mind (your consciousness) hasn't quite caught up with it self. be patient and after reading others responses on here there is some really sound advice. Hardly any of us can just "pick up" and move I know i couldn't but changing your out look on your daily life can have a huge impact.
I could get into the spiritual mumbo jumbo on this matter but if you weren't open to all that i would just sound as a basket case. HANG IN THERE! this is all normal. Its a part of human evolution. Otherwise we'd never explore other possibilities. - JS
P.S you might find this reassuring http://blogs.scientificamerican.com/brainwaves/the-neuroscience-of-twenty-somethings/
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Anonymous #6
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If you really wanna get out, then just go. Give away everything not essential and get in the car. Figure it out along the way. It won't be easy but you'll have stories when you're done.
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Anonymous #7
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Travel,when the cash is getting low come back to the states and make more or teach english abroad,try to get out of manuel labor if u can,be a bellmen or valet park,make tips
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