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A good relationship
#23526702 - 08/10/16 12:24 AM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Hello Shroomery,
I have an issue on my hands. I am in love with my gf we are both young she is 18 and about to start college and im a 21 year old high school drop out.
What we have is a deep kind of relationship she has been there with me threw the last two years of my life where everything has constantly been changing but she has always been by my side. She does love me and she is in love with me.
Well last week she went on a date with another guy she met a year before me while i was at work (we dont live together) and the next day they went to the park and he kissed her and kind of led this guy on into thinking they have something now.
I am very hurt with what happened because of my past relationships and i never thought this girl of all people would cheat on me. She is really not the type of girl to worry about this is really just out of the ordinary for her.
We are talking this threw i love her alot and i can not leave her but she does say she needs time to think about what she wants but she says and i believe her honestly that she doesnt like the guy and now feels bad for doing this to both of us.(me and the other guy)
I know girls who cheat alot of my exs were those types of girls. Never have they told me before it escalated and never have they genuinely apologized. she told me everything and i do believe her she is very honest with me. I can forgive her but i feel like it will be hard to regain full trust again. How do i not let that ruin our relationship i really want to be with this girl.
A little more information for a big situation:
She decided to have a break for a few days and it only lasted a little over 24 hours and she caved and texted me and told me everything and we talked all day and now i think i've won her back. I feel confident she doesnt like this guy this all happened with but she doesn't know if she wants to be in a relationship. All i can tell is we both cant picture not having one another in each others life. We have made real hope amd dreams together and we just get eachother. My last question is if this ever gets the response im looking for, Should i worry? I want to be with her but i cant be cheated on ever again. It wasnt big and she isnt a cheater like she seems like she was trying to see if that suits her and i dont think she likes what it did to her image and the situation she is in now.
Is it wrong to forgive a minor cheat at least once, especially if you believe it's true love?
Edited by Anonymous (08/28/16 09:57 AM)
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Jokeshopbeard
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I think you're too young to stick around after this, personally.
I know it's probably not what you want to hear, but you've probably already lost her. I would advise you not to in any way try and bargain this out with her. Just walk man. You'll preserve far more of her respect and of your self respect if you do.
Seriously man, at 21, you've got so many prospects ahead of you, and it's very rare for relationships to start at the ages yours did and make it in the long run.
Obviously, you gotta do what you gotta do, but that's my opinion.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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She isnt this type of girl i really dont think it would happen again it was just a 3 day thing and just a peck from a guy she now knows she doesnt like.
If i could leave maybe i would but i love her to much to leave her over this if it were just a little bit worse than it was i would hear you out and leave but shes a good woman at 18 she is focused on a career and future. She is my best friend seriously and this is because i have been neglecting her in the cliche way of being over worked and not having put my energy towards our relstionship.
I will see tomorrow if she wants to be with me or not and i hope we will be together is it really wrong to forgive her once i want a long lasting love and i feel like going through stuff like this is part of that.
Key things matter to me it was just a peck he initiated it she told me the nect day after she said we needed a break and after i calmed down a bit she told me everything.
I love her man i cant imagine life without her at all. She is all the hope i have left if she left me i would need alot of time to recover perhaps months she means that much to me
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Oh hang on a min, I thought you said she fucked this dude? If not, please take back what I said.
I actually had the exact same situation happen to me (if it was just a kiss) when I was your age, with a girl (my first long term GF) who was her age. I still got a couple of happy years out of the relationship after that.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Thanks man i needed that. Yeah she is a good girl i really dont think i ever have to worry about her fucking some guy like that she REALLY aint like that this girls got class and i think since she is young i saw something like this coming amd now that its over with and it wasnt that bad if we make it through i will have nothing to worry about from this point on if it happens again i know what ill have to do but i got tobtake the chance it wont even if we dont last forever i know there is something still there on both sides last week she was all upset about how little attention i gave her and even though she is asexual she eas coming on to me because i wasnt coming on to her lately.
She told me she just wants to be held and needs more physical affection so im gonna give her that and hope we make ot through.
Thank you again and its nice to see youre a romantic it seems
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Anonymous said: She told me she just wants to be held and needs more physical affection so im gonna give her that and hope we make ot through.
Thank you again and its nice to see youre a romantic it seems
Thanks man, I am indeed. Bit of a hopeless one sometimes.
In my case, it was a guy who she grew up with, as friends, so that made it a bit easier for me to handle.
But I reckon you got it figured man. It's a bit of a tightrope walk at times, knowing what is too little/too much physical affection for your woman. But I think this could potentially be a really good lesson/wake up call for you.
All the best brother.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Is she starting college at a place away from where you live?
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she's 18
she has no idea what she wants and won't for a while
you're 21. you have no idea what you want and won't for a while
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Re: Cheated [Re: demiu5]
#23528322 - 08/10/16 01:59 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Thayendanegea said: Is she starting college at a place away from where you live?
She will be gping to college in a different city but i will be following behind her shortly.Quote:
demiu5 said: she's 18
she has no idea what she wants and won't for a while
you're 21. you have no idea what you want and won't for a while
I know this but it doesnt mean we necessarily dont want eachother.
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I dont know what to do i need help i know the options here but i want to perserve this relationship. How do i do this i need help asap
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Jokeshopbeard
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Don't try. Make your position clear and leave her to figure it out.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Thats what i am thinkibg tonight i think we are talking on the phone and im gonna just show her how i feel and tell her simply how i feel and what we can do and tell her if she needs space for awhile i can give it to her. I hopefully can make her miss me if i seemingly fall off the planet
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Just don't wuss out here please brother. She fucked up and she's in the wrong here. Don't forget that.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Yeah i know she did wrong me but i have been wrong to her in the past and neglectful lately.
I am crying over this non stop since sunday i do not want to lose her woth every thing in me i want to make this work. I believe so strongly she is my soul mate and she is also my best friend i dont want to lose her i need her in my life.
I know she wronged me and ive let her know that enough at this point i want to try and show her tonight that we can move on together and things can be the way they were
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I don't want to be Debbie downer, but she is probably not your soul mate. I have had this happen before. I hate to say it because I too am a romantic person. Guard your heart, man. Women are fickle and now that they don't necessarily need men to live in this messed up world, their mind can change with their emotions, which are affected by the flutter of a butterfly's wing.
Would you have ever kissed another girl? It doesn't seem like you would. I wouldn't either, but women have left me, cheated on me, and left me out in the cold with not a second thought to my well being.
This is a warning sign, brother. If you do choose to stay with her, know what is possible in the future. Always make yourself first! If a woman sees how much you value your own life and wants to be a part of that, you can choose to let her in. But don't supplicate yourself to someone who doesn't want you the way you want them.
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What he said ^
This is very likely not gonna last in the long run OP. I hate to be the bearer of bad news but I have A LOT of friends that range from their mid 30's up their mid 70's. Only one of them is still with the woman he was with at 17. It does happen, but it's EXTREMELY rare.
Even if you patch this thing up now, you're both gonna change A LOT in your 20's. That's why I'm saying don't sell yourself short. Your own self-respect and self love is far more important than the love you have for this woman.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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I have been with cheaters and she really isnt thos type of girl she is just young thats why i still have some doubts to whether she will be with me or not. Other than all this corcumstancial stuff we are truly in love and she could be my soul mate even if we dont be together forever.
All i know is i love this girl alot and i want to make things work there are no logical reasons as to why thos cant work.
If it gets worse with cheating i know what ill havr to do but the love never even went away before this just some minor neglect she is 18 so thats a real factor in how she doesnt know what she wants thats why im here typing this but i really do think if she were thinking straight about thing and logical she would see that there is no reason to end this and we are perfectly fine togetherQuote:
Jokeshopbeard said: What he said ^
This is very likely not gonna last in the long run OP. I hate to be the bearer of bad news but I have A LOT of friends that range from their mid 30's up their mid 70's. Only one of them is still with the woman he was with at 17. It does happen, but it's EXTREMELY rare.
Even if you patch this thing up now, you're both gonna change A LOT in your 20's. That's why I'm saying don't sell yourself short. Your own self-respect and self love is far more important than the love you have for this woman.
I like you alot jokeshop for real you seem like a great person We do have something deep i obviously cant get to deep here its all hard to explain
I will do anything for this girl and all the advice here has helped so has talking to family and i still want this thread to go on because i am still just a little lost i think i know what i have to do atleast for now i think its my best bet to try to carry on with the relationship while she truly figures things out for herself. Partly this is because i have serious things i have neglected to do to show her we have any future together and i got to get to doing everything i told her i would do that i didnt.
Im not saying this is all my fault and that what she did is justified in any way but i do want to be with HER.
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Also i am willing to pm people more details if they are willing to respect my anomitity in this specific thread
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Does she not have any 'serious things she's have neglected to do' in the two years you've been together?
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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No she doesnt. All she does is try to work towards a future and be productive ive been slacking smoking weed all day not getting my GED she has been more than patient with me than i deserve. The minor one time cheat is literally the first thing she has actually done wrong in this whole relationship if im being honest.
I used to be really negative and bring her down in if i was dow ln and we got past that i was very suicidal and used that as a tool for manipulation against her but i havent done that in a very long time. I have done much more wrong to her if everything she has ever told me is true and i believe for the most part it is.
I gave her as much time as she needs to think things through and during this time i will just be trying to remind her of what we have.
So far i think i am doing okay i used to tell her bedtime stories every night but stopped which as dumb as it sounds is part of the neglect, she asked me many nights to tell her stories and i would make excuses everytime.
Now i have told her a whole lot of little bedtime stories over the last two nights and in fact she just woke me because the phone call dropped (i talk her to sleep and we stay on the phone at night) SHE called me back and wanted to hear another story to fall asleep to so there really is hope here guys.
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Anonymous said: Now i have told her a whole lot of little bedtime stories over the last two nights and in fact she just woke me because the phone call dropped (i talk her to sleep and we stay on the phone at night) SHE called me back and wanted to hear another story to fall asleep to so there really is hope here guys.
That's really sweet man. That's the good shit right there; I had similar things with my wife - places where both our inner children could come out and interact - those kind of things are really special, and frequently made me cry tears of joy.
Keep it tight brother, and keep us posted please.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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I teared up with joy when she called me last night we do have this thing where shes always gonna be 7 and im gonna always be 12
I dont want to lose her
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Yeah...sounds nice. This could be a wake up call for you to start getting your shit together...starting with a G E D....she probably has family or someone else close that thinks you're a loser because you dropped out of school in her ear.
Remember, she is 18 and is probably enjoying the attention that guys give her...at least some of them. If she doesn't get it out of her system now, she probably will later on. This kind of thing always takes me back to that 70's song..."Hold on loosely, but don't let go" by .38 special.
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I have problems because ive been cheated on by ever gf ive had so i thought i was safe with her but now i have zero hope in finding someone that wont atleast have a crush on someone or what not but the thought of her being with another guy kills me even of we split that thought will kill me.
I have opened our relationship to her to date girls because i can live with that but she hasnt dated one since i told her that. Anyways idk how things are gping they can go either way but if she doesnt get this idea put of her head that she wants to know what its like to date other people i think she will leave me atleast to try dating.
I was her first everything so i understand this but it litterally killing me thinking sheay be with another man.
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All i know is i love this girl alot and i want to make things work there are no logical reasons as to why thos cant work.
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Jokeshopbeard said:
Logical reason #1 : women aren't logical. Logical reason #2 : she will not think straight or logical.
You may or may not find this out some day. I feel like I am saying things to a son, just like my dad told me. I was unable to comprehend at the time, but now I see. And I hope you will see, but fear you may not until you are old enough to have a son of your own. I guess there's just something in our dna that makes us blind to the ways of the womens until we are to old to get the super hot ones anymore. And that's why dumb guys get laid so much. Rant over.
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Its over i guess i think she believes she can come back any time but i think im done for good.
I just cant be hurt ever again at thos point i can not handle any more i cant even handle this
I wish this never had to end but now that it did i dont think i can ever be woth someone again
Atleast not for any reason of "love"
I am alone and i will die alone
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Jesus man, I cannot express how much wild fucking and amazing relationships I went through in my 20's. It was fucking incredible, as it is for most people, if they're open minded and willing to step out of their comfort zones.
Don't get me wrong, I had my first major breakup at 22 and it messed me up for a year or so - I just partied like fuck constantly to deal with it. I know how you feel man, but it ain't gonna last.
Get out there and enjoy being young, with or without her, cause a dozen years from now you'll be where I am, and I'll tell you one thing; shit get's a LOT more complex...
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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On a deeper level than this being about losing her i just dont have any hope left.
I feel like ive already become completely numb but that could be the beer.
I dont think i can trust anyone with my heart ever again, i can hook up i guess but that will be hard since i cant be fake to get laid i just cant lie like that and i really feel like i still uave thos tiny glimer of hope inside me but ive never felt more alone in my life i have no one to talk to i dont have friends and i cant even get ahold of any family.
I am in a house completely alone.
I have never felt this type of feeling in my life i am afraid in all honesty i have given up on life.
Again this feeling doesnt have everything to do with her amd more just my entire life experience has been extremely unpleasant.
I dont know how much i can take in life anymore.
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Mate, you aint alone. You have friends and a family right here.
Look man, I know what it's like. I've just made it out of a big house that I've spent the last 12 months in, alone and bouncing off the walls in fits of depression and despair deeper than I have ever known after losing my wife. I've had to sever all emotional ties to her to make it through, and this place has really helped me.
I know how it feels man. You'll make it through and be a better person for it if you're prepared to put in the work. Don't be hard on yourself that you need to find solace at the bottom of a bottle from time to time, but try not to let yourself get too far out of control as you'll only make everything worse (please trust me on this, I've done some fucked up shit during my binge laden recovery). I'm only about a month out the other side after a year of solid pain right now.
The most important thing you can do right now is focus on loving yourself, and treating yourself well. Think about how you'd treat your best friend if he were in your shoes and you in his. I know it doesn't seem obvious, but all too often the most important things never do.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Thank you from the deepest part of my heart reading that gave me alot of inspiration.
After talking to her all night tonight after the official split i have had to come to grips with hpw much i cant npt have her in my life and she genuinely does feel the same way. She doesnt want to friend zone me she just feels like she HAS to know what it is like to date other people because she is afraid of not knowing.
At first i wanted her to make a choice and she did do that but i cant go through with severing the ties just yet.
We have set new goals for our relationship and we want to be friends and she is gonna date the guy she began cheating on me with (i dont have to worry about her sleeping with anyone i think for awhile and thats my biggest thing.
I do have unconditional love for this girl and im afraid of how if she knew exactly how deep it went she would take advantage of it so i try to keep her thinking that i really can just disappear from her life.
I will leave her for good if i do get the feeling from her that she does not ever want to go back to what we had again, then i will have to move on but i am willing to wait this out.
Shes grey asexual which means shes really not interested in pursuing sex but trust me if she loves you she just wants to make you happy.
She said that she wanted to end things and once i calmed down from the hit SHE said something about her being abstinent. I can live with her dating others and perhaps kissing others while we are broken up and i would take her back but if she slept with someone i would love her still i honestly believe but i couldnt be happy being with her if she did that and she u derstands that.
Seriously jokeshop you go down as my personal vote for most helpful shroomerite.
Thank you and million times you truly have helped as have the rest of the posters here but you specifically jokeshop
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Look man, as I've said before, the most important part of this equation is YOU.
Do not let her kiss/fuck other dudes and still be there for her, unless you're gonna go down the polyamorous/open relationship pattern. You're just gonna wipe out any sense of her respect for you, AND your own self respect if you let that happen.
What you need to understand though, is how young you both are. How much more you both have to learn about life. Seriously man, I was a boy in a mans body at your age. Next to no emotional, or spiritual maturity. Please please please please please don't sell yourself short. You seem like a lovely dude, and you need to know that about yourself. Explore brother.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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At times like these in our lives, there are two ways we can go. Either you take this as a direct hit and use it to start bettering yourself with positive things like education and fitness...things like that. Or, you go south and live in the world of resentment, bewilderment and despair....Pittying yourself.
You see, the key to living a content and happy life is being able to turn something negative into a positive....Because, there will be many more.
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Anonymous said: Thank you from the deepest part of my heart reading that gave me alot of inspiration.
You're most welcome brother. Life is hard on all of us. Some won't ever talk about it, and they're the ones that seem to suffer more IME. Please never be afraid to talk any of your shit out with good people who genuinely want to help.
People like that have saved my fucking life..
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Thank you again i honestly never thought i could come to this site and recieve nothing but productive advice from caring people without atleast one troll tha k you shroomery
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Help...
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Update real quick.
I am doing a little better today but i still have hope.
She tells me there still is hope and that this is just because i am her first bf and first deep love and we may be truly in love and meant to be but she needs to see if she is capable of the same feeling with other people.
I am respecting that and i will waot for her while she figures everything out. The way i see it is if she does chose me like ive chose her in past situation i will know what we have is true but if this wasnt as much to her as i thought it was to me then i will have my own answer on what this was.
I really have faith in us and i think we are meant to be if that kind of stuff even exists and as a hopeless romantic i want it to be true so bad it hurts..
I love this girl!
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Quick positive update.
I am alright everything is okay. I know what i want and how i truly feel.
I am ready for whatever comes next
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Anonymous said: She tells me there still is hope and that this is just because i am her first bf and first deep love and we may be truly in love and meant to be but she needs to see if she is capable of the same feeling with other people.
I am respecting that and i will waot for her while she figures everything out.
So she is gonna go out and connect with other guys while you sit at home?
This is a time for you to see what else is out there also.
True love is around every corner man, don't tie yourself down to one girl who isn't interested.
Just my two cents from someone who has been through this shit in my early 20s.
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sudly
Darwin's stagger


Registered: 01/05/15
Posts: 10,810
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Anonymous said: I teared up with joy when she called me last night we do have this thing where shes always gonna be 7 and im gonna always be 12
I dont want to lose her
Congratulations you're in an open relationship with someone who's already proven they're incapable of expressing themselves to you and are selfish and careless enough to cheat on you.
You don't want to lose her but you don't realise you don't have her. If you can't find the dignity to stop getting played you're going to find yourself in shits ville when she's 'confused' again and MAKES THE CHOICE to sleep with other people behind your back.
-------------------- I am whatever Darwin needs me to be.
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Re: Cheated [Re: sudly] 2
#23546324 - 08/16/16 08:54 AM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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JokeShopBeard talked me through all of this on the phone last noght and i KNOW what i have to do now. I KNOW what it is i want.
I am separating myself fron this situation from her for me and for my mental health.
Thank you everybody, dont know where id be without this family i got here
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Update i just got through day one of no direct contact with her and its hard. I know im doing whats right for me though. I feel as if i cant find anything entertainment wise to satisfy me tomorrow i plan on finishing up most of my GED book. Should be setting myself up for that here soon.
I also have my own search for my self journey to take through this although, i am not interested in any romantic relationships any time soon in fact im sure it will take at least a year before i even consider any other girl.
I know what i want in life now and im very driven after all this i feel ready to do what i said i would do and get my life on track.
Im ready for this challenge and experience the universe has to offer and im going to do it right.
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Update
Me and her are talking and things seem great between us
I feel better overall with this whole thing.
Ill keep updating even though this appears dead
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Jokeshopbeard
Humble Student

Registered: 11/30/11
Posts: 26,088
Loc: Deep in the system
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It's not dead man, the regs in S&R are seeing it and appreciate it, even if sometimes, we got our own daemons to deal with and so can't respond...
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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sudly
Darwin's stagger


Registered: 01/05/15
Posts: 10,810
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My bet's on you getting gas lighted. People don't change at core easily.
-------------------- I am whatever Darwin needs me to be.
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Re: Cheated [Re: sudly]
#23562405 - 08/21/16 08:59 AM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I just meant this specific one and i understand why to there aint much left to say in this situation. I appreciate everyone who responded and hope that if anyone wants to add some advice here still feel free
Gas lighted?
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Celestial Traveler
Random Observer


Registered: 03/03/11
Posts: 7,639
Loc: Idaho
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Thayendanegea said: At times like these in our lives, there are two ways we can go. Either you take this as a direct hit and use it to start bettering yourself with positive things like education and fitness...things like that. Or, you go south and live in the world of resentment, bewilderment and despair....Pittying yourself.
This is a great post!
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