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Trippedytrip
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I know it is really over because i dont go forward anymore , it is a time stop , and i dont have anything left .
I dont feel in gravity anymore , arent grounded and i dont feel grounded anymore everythings is blown away so euthanasia is the way to go .
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zzripz
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you blow hot and cold
are you on psychiatric drugs now? I am very against the bio medical, drugs pushing psychiatric industry. Are you aware of the mental illness myth?
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Man, you should never suggest someone cease medical treatment. Really wish i could bitch-slap through the internet.
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Trippedytrip said: I know it is really over because i dont go forward anymore , it is a time stop , and i dont have anything left .
I dont feel in gravity anymore , arent grounded and i dont feel grounded anymore everythings is blown away so euthanasia is the way to go .
Just because you don't feel right or grounded at this particular moment, does not mean that you will always feel this way... give it time man. even you said yourself that you were making progress, why throw that all away?
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Re: When a life is over at 19 [Re: 404]
#23531364 - 08/11/16 12:12 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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SEARCH AND ASK signes from god. do mediattion and ofcurs find a love. im stuck eather....just realise i can be a wizard(no joke no 9gag) and belibe u will find a light
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Trippedytrip
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Re: When a life is over at 19 [Re: mitmitice1]
#23531549 - 08/11/16 01:11 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Hey guys i finally get it. Need to create my own reality , and slowly chill things back .
How divine science is and everything needs to settle down .
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Re: When a life is over at 19 [Re: 404]
#23531677 - 08/11/16 02:00 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Man, you should never suggest someone cease medical treatment. Really wish i could bitch-slap through the internet.
Just say know!
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Trippedytrip said: Hey guys i finally get it. Need to create my own reality , and slowly chill things back .
How divine science is and everything needs to settle down .
Its not as simple as that, by creating our reality we fail to accept the world around us, Its just another escape and we will later face the same challenges. We have to look at the bigger picture to solve problems, ego is our only enemy. we are self reliant, but when we dont feel whole we have to depend on other people so we have someone to empower us by agreeing with what we say, and belittling anyone who doesnt agree. We have to step away from the 7 sins and the words I, me, myself, you, him, her, she, he, them, and they, when we start using we, us, and our, we start to realize that we really are all the same, and the misery will slip away. Such small things can make a big difference.
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Re: When a life is over at 19 [Re: bigdoodie]
#23568889 - 08/23/16 11:28 AM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Hey guys ,
If my mind doesnt get extern info anymore with images and when everything is upon the surface it is over i guess right?
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No, it's not over, that's silly. What do you mean your mind "doesn't get extern info with images and when everything is upon surface"?
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Re: When a life is over at 19 [Re: 404]
#23569379 - 08/23/16 02:42 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I was in this long mental journey 4-5 months. I went way too far down the rabbit hole
Resting symptoms :
-I feel a disconnection to myself -Unconscious disconnection to reality -See through my mind not eyes -When walking or doing something is like i just live in the moment no time just present wich this journey led me to. Like i dont really get the things into my eyes or i dont catch the images.There is just present and every moment is new. Every single one
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You are experiencing depersonalization/derealization. Not to alarm you, but this can accompany certain forms of epilepsy, or may be symptoms that are accompanying another disorder such as schizophrenia or bipolar disorder, and even migraines. In your position, I would get to a proper specialist, a neurologist or a psychiatrist would probably be able to help.
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Re: When a life is over at 19 [Re: 404]
#23569613 - 08/23/16 04:17 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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looked through your older posts.... looks like you were or are seeing a psychiatrist. you also said you will not take medication. I think at this point, you should consider medication. please talk to your psychiatrist again. I think medication will make you feel much better. it will help you see things from a healthy perspective. it is not too late. i have been where you are. i had people stop me from hurting myself. i hated them for it. now i wish i could thank them.
dont give up.
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The problem with psychatrists is they will give you stuff that makes you even more depersonalised.
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what does that even mean? and besides, what drug doesn't take you out of yourself? isn't that why we take drugs? to get out of the place we are currently in? thats why we're all on these forums. theres nothing wrong with taking a vacation from yourself, ESPECIALLY if you're having the kind of thoughts op is having!
i spend all day with me, 24/7, sometimes i get sick of me just like i'd get sick of anyone else i was around 24/7. psychiatric drugs do plenty of harm, but they do plenty of good too. they saved my life. i can't say the same for Psilocybes
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beforethedawn said: The problem with psychatrists is they will give you stuff that makes you even more depersonalised.
This is gross misinformation. If the medication you are taking makes you feel worse, it may not be the right medication to treat what you have. Without proper scans and tests it is hard to tell what's really going on, and obviously it should go without saying that the quality of the doctor you are seeing is pretty important. Have a friend taking abilify who has schizophrenia and it's something that helps him really function.
OP, go see a physician and get a referral somewhere or a neurologist and/or psychiatrist if there is one around you that has knowledge in both fields. Good doctors can be hard to find, but try to get one that has a lot of experience with some or most of the things I listed above
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Not to give advice either for or against seeing a psychiatrist (I think you already have iirc) - but another complementary thing you might want to try is spiritual healing - there are many healers available for distance healing online, some options can be found for free - and its something that has benefited me greatly over the last several years. it might be something you want to try, depending on if you believe something like that can be effective best wishes to you!
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Re: When a life is over at 19 [Re: deff] 1
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Maybe there's no evil agenda but antipsychotics are hopeless. They're great if you're a total, utter mess, like talking to clowns who aren't there and voices scream at you and steal your thoughts, but if you're in the position you're in, I imagine they will first try risperdal, and you will space out totally, probably no sense of self.
Then you will complain, "I have no sense of self" and they will go, "oh that's the illness."
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Yoga and meditation are not really good treatments for schizophrenia or epilepsy... Not to say that yoga and meditation aren't beneficial in their own way.
And beforethedawn - what? Sure sounds like you are talking about something you don't know again. I was on risperidone and i had nome of that spaced out stuff that happened to me while i was taking it. I started very low. .25mg which went to .5 down the line. These are things OP needs to be talking to with his doctor...
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Re: When a life is over at 19 [Re: 404]
#23570293 - 08/23/16 07:28 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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That's a minimal dose. Risperdal goes up to about 8mg. It would only treat slight anxiety issues or something at .25/.5
I've been treated on and off with maximum doses of APs for 10 years. The therapeutic dose is close to maximum dose usually.
I find them useless. Doesn't mean I have what he has.
Can you point to the other examples of me not knowing what I'm talking about?
Most people on these forums don't even punctuate properly.
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Well, for starters, risperdal goes up higher than 8mg in dosage.
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