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thenutflush
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I've never felt so low
#23504939 - 08/03/16 09:46 AM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I basically just lost all my "friends" in 2 day span. By friends i mean the people that i knew were taking advantage of me and abusing me yet i put up with them anyways because I've got nobody else. I'm fucking 29 i can't believe it took me this long to figure people out. It's ironic because i spent almost all of my 20s wishing i had friends. I could give two shits about ever having "friends" again. I just have the one, now. The one that makes you feel warm and fuzzy, then itchy, then shitty.
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ModestMouse
IM WALKIN ON SUNSHINE


Registered: 05/06/13
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Loc: Upstate
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Dope might seem like a good friend in hard times, but it'll just make it worse.
I lost a friend last night to suicide, he was a 6 year dope addict. I watched his life slowly get worse every day. No one wants that, as much as they think they do for a chemical high.
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Apostle
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Sorry to hear that man.
Hope you are handling it ok.
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The Mycologist
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Re: I've never felt so low [Re: Apostle]
#23505001 - 08/03/16 10:08 AM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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The Shroomery is your friend
-------------------- "That you are hereβthat life exists, and identity; That the powerful play goes on, and you will contribute a verse.β β Walt Whitman, Leaves of Grass

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ModestMouse
IM WALKIN ON SUNSHINE


Registered: 05/06/13
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Loc: Upstate
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Re: I've never felt so low [Re: Apostle]
#23505026 - 08/03/16 10:18 AM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I am coping
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LogicaL Chaos
Ascension Energy & Alien UFOs




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Good friends are hard to find. People like to take advantage of others for their own gain. But there is still good people out there, but it takes some serious searching and serious luck to find 'em.
And be careful with that "warm and fuzzy" H. Its dangerous and ODs do happen, and it can kill. Use with extreme caution or find a safer drug.
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musiclover420
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Here is the vest advice I can give you:
1. Stop doing heroin....
2. Find better friends.
Neither will be a piece if cake but you will be much better off in the long run.
Maybe volunteer or something that will help you feel good about yourself and meet new people.
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Drugstore
I fought the law



Registered: 07/22/16
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So just curious, what happened that you parted ways with your now ex-friends?
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AVShroomer
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Re: I've never felt so low [Re: Drugstore]
#23505539 - 08/03/16 12:46 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I only have two friends I choose to keep in touch with now. I been off the needle since Nov and I have realized all the people I been around the last 7 years haven't been real friends at all. Its all fake bs drug using buddies and when your trying to do right and turn urself around they wont be there to support you just there to bring you down. If you don't have a car or money to throw down on smack you bet they wont be calling you to see how you are and if they are calling you to see how u been there a 9/10 chance that they really are just feeling you out to see if your still struggling wanting to use to bring you down. that's how things are with most people I know. I eventually had to cut everyone out of my life and it now feels good that I'm not around any of the fake ass 'friends' I so wanted to keep these past year. I even deleted my facebook 3 months ago. it feels good now fuck em!
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