Last night I felt the strong urge to go into DMT-Land. I grabbed my GVG, loaded it up with 50mg DMT (100mg Changa), and put it in front of my face. I hovered the flame above the bowl and inhaled approximately half the material in one hit... Then.....
I had the most BIZARRE sensation ever... It was like there was this big FLASH in front of my eyes and it felt like someone slapped me. In fact. I literally saw a woman in front of me and she slapped me in the face. Or more like. She slapped my mind... Or something... I was slapped really hard with this half-load of DMT I just vaporized is what I mean. Maybe it was like the visual representation of what I just felt after smoking the DMT? I haven't smoked DMT in a while, which is the only reason I can think of why it came on so strong.
Then, right after that I had a super strong DMT experience. At least for what I smoked. I mean, not a breakthrough dose, but close to it. I mean, it's weird. I only smoked half of the DMT. I know, because I smoked the rest later and had what I've learned by smoking DMT pretty often as a "25mg experience"... It was weird though. It did not last long. Maybe 10 minutes (of Changa, which normally lasts longer), but it was like "BAM MOTHERFUCKER HERE YOU GO!" And I get very rapid white flashes of light, hallucinations of faces, DMT-Hyperspace-Colors, Humanoid-Beings. etc...
>>> Then here is the weird part
After the DMT wore-off. I was sitting in my bedroom and saw the usual sort of Electric-Aura around my walls and ceiling that I see at the end.
And for some reason as my mind was coming back together (or apart), I became completely convinced, for whatever reason, that I had not even smoked any DMT at all. I don't know why... But what my mind was saying then was "Oh my fucking God! What the hell just happened!? All I did was hold the pipe in front of my face and then I was immersed in a DMT trip!!! I didn't even light the lighter or inhale any vapor at all! How the fuck did that happen!?"
Obviously I did inhale vapor like I said. But it was like my mind was wiped clean of the memory of what I had just done (inhaling DMT-Vapor) and a false memory of me just 'holding the vaporizer in front of my face and then a full DMT-trip happening to me without lighting or inhaling any material' was uploaded into my mind.
I don't know how weird this sounds. But to me it was fucking crazy. Because I literally believed that by simply holding the pipe in front of my face and not smoking anything I had received this weird DMT trip. The trip was unusual too. It wasn't like a usual half-dose Changa trip. It was this really weird experience where I kept getting this repeating White Flashing light in front of my eyes and I kept seeing these random peoples' faces. And I saw a fucking woman slap me at the onset of the trip. How bizarre is that? I never get stuff like that happen to me.
And I was sitting in my room for like 20 minutes or something just saying "Oh my god... What the fucking hell... How did this happen... Why did I have a DMT-trip without smoking any DMT?"
So actually I had just gotten off the Shroomery and it was still on my computer screen. I actually started to write up a Post that was going to say something like: "GUYS YOU'LL NEVER BELIEVE WHAT HAPPENED! I JUST HAD A FULL-ON DMT TRIP WITHOUT SMOKING ANYTHING AT ALL! WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?! YOU GUYS HAVE TO BELIEVE ME!"
Then like halfway through the writing of the post I sat back and my mind started coming back to what really happened... I was like "Wait a minute... I do remember seeing vapor in the Vapor-Genie. And I remember inhaling the vapor... Oh yeahhhh. I did smoke the DMT!"
Lmao. So after like 30 minutes or something I remembered that I did inhale vapor after all.
But damn that was some weird mind-bending stuff. I had this weird false-memory uploaded into my memory-bank that was saying that I hadn't smoked anything. And for at least half an hour after the trip ended I was sitting in my room just amazed that I had gotten a "Free DMT trip", basically. In fact, for a second I was like "Woah. What if I can do this again?? What if by simply holding the pipe in front of my face, I can have a DMT-trip without smoking anything!? I can save so much DMT this way!" 
Lol. But yeah, jokes aside I felt like I went slightly mad. I've had some very bizarre stuff happen on DMT. But I've never had my mind wiped clean of what just happened and had a false-memory uploaded into my mind.
Have you guys had any weird stuff like that happen before? To be honest I felt like if someone was in the same room as me when that happened, they would have basically seen me go insane for 30 minutes. Like, they probably would have thought that I had lost my mind. Maybe strange things just don't happen to me often on Psychedelics. I hear stories of people going slightly crazy and believing things that are obviously not real during a trip. And stuff like that really never happens to me... Except for last night, obviously.
The whole thing was really weird though... - The Intensity of the trip - The unusual content of the trip (especially seeing the woman slap me in the face, lol) - And obviously the weird thing that happened to my mind where I believed that I had tripped without putting any DMT into my body
Bizzarro
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