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Trippedytrip
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Spiritual Awakening Advice Needed
#23492766 - 07/30/16 02:19 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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So guys , I am shure i have passed the last 4-5 months an awakening process.
My world has turned 360• and i have had every symptom and my Psychologist agreed on it. It is also the change from teen to adult. I think having it taken to the extreme has caused me some damage mentally. I did MRT's and everything is alright. Put all paranoid thoughts aside wich were leading to a Schizophrenia. I am pretty confused right now.
It has been a long mental unconsciouss journey and i am trying to get grounded now.
I changed directions like about 2-3 weeks . I am back in my physichal body but not really mind grounded .
I feel dizzy troughout the day , confused , sight-blinded , anxious sometimes , feel controled by my right-hemisphere and sight, changes in reality . I am going trougth the healing process.
My perception has chhanged and it seems very unreal to me sometimes .
Has anyone have any experience with this ? How do i totally ground myself minded?
I have experienced a lot of pain already and i want this journey to end !
Anyone who can relate to such a deep enlightment would be very very helpfull 
I send peace to you guys and good hopes.
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Re: Spiritual Awakening Advice Needed [Re: Trippedytrip] 1
#23492825 - 07/30/16 02:52 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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There is a saying in Buddhism. It takes 10 years to get over the stench of enlightenment.
You come from bullshit, and to bullshit you will return.
Making the Ma Po Bean Curd hotter does not make it taste better.
I hope these words are helpful to you.
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Re: Spiritual Awakening Advice Needed [Re: quetzel]
#23494118 - 07/30/16 11:23 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Well does it really mean i wont get grounded in 10 years?
It helped , creative answer at least thanks
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Re: Spiritual Awakening Advice Needed [Re: Trippedytrip] 2
#23494379 - 07/31/16 01:50 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Eat healthy. Go outside.
Take a break from the drugs.
Think about what your life is missing and go get it.
All general generic life advice, but it's the best way to climb out of a hole.
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Re: Spiritual Awakening Advice Needed [Re: Sleepwalker]
#23494537 - 07/31/16 04:28 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Yeah it helps , went from a point of no going out , being anxious at home to going outside with my mother wich helped a lot . I have fallen very hard and climbing the mountain again isnt so easy.
I was in a hole 4-5 months and now coming slowly outside , i guess it takes time.
Should i leave nicotine and coffee too?
Thanks
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Re: Spiritual Awakening Advice Needed [Re: Trippedytrip]
#23494558 - 07/31/16 04:41 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Just for the Balance - don't take break from anything. Follow the song by DevilDriver - it says: burn out to save your Soul..Just run! Theoretically you know already though..you want to get out. But is it even possible? Often it is not up to you anymore, if you have spoken loud before, making statements in altered mindstate that come back. You want Peace on the Earth? Be a slave then. (Volunteer with pride inside to answer for your choices). Of you have been silent and all nice - good luck finding inner peace to quit the journey.
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Trippedytrip
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So this last answer was very interesting , i should not let this worries doubt catch me and live the present moment as i like .
I dont feel this connection from eyes to gland and my ears are full since the start of it . I just ignore it and it gets better
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Re: Spiritual Awakening Advice Needed [Re: Trippedytrip] 1
#23496516 - 07/31/16 06:08 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Before a enlightenment, a tree is a tree and a mountain is a mountain.
During enlightenment a tree is shit and a mountain is not.
After enlightenment a tree is a tree and a mountain is a mountain.
We all struggle with shit. A wise man piles up all the shit in one corner of the yard. Then he sprays water on it each day. Periodically he turns the shit over with a shovel and perhaps he adds perlite, coco and gypsum. Maybe some vermiculite.
In time he adds some moldy crap and mixes that in and then a few months later a miracle. Mushrooms.... Which he will then eat and later shit out thus making the cycle complete.
For that is the way of the world. If it is not rock and it is not sand, then it must be shit. One might say that life is nothing but the ever changing manifestation of shit as it evolves through one form after another. Yes, from shit you were born and to shit you will return. You, as are all things, by definition, shit or shit waiting to happen.
To understand enlightenment, one must first realize that they are full of shit. The path then becomes easy.
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Re: Spiritual Awakening Advice Needed [Re: quetzel]
#23496686 - 07/31/16 07:08 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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^^^ Zen Koan master over here. ^^^
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Re: Spiritual Awakening Advice Needed [Re: Penelope_Tree]
#23497296 - 07/31/16 11:05 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Thanks , i feel defenitely full of shit .
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Re: Spiritual Awakening Advice Needed [Re: Trippedytrip] 1
#23497309 - 07/31/16 11:20 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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i feel like that was some jim layhey shit analogy deep talk 
but op ive been through something very similar, psychosis symptoms etc. but its was more of an initiation i feel because i understand a lot of things about myself and my purpose now. It has inspired me to increase my work ethic
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Re: Spiritual Awakening Advice Needed [Re: SleepyE] 3
#23497569 - 08/01/16 03:42 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Yeah men , i definetely have found myself but i cant express him , i dont feel right now.
I have brought deawing back wich i had lost during the years wich really was a good one at kid. Now my hemispheres are connecting back to getting back in balance i hope i will be fine. I am very tired
Peace

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Re: Spiritual Awakening Advice Needed [Re: Sleepwalker]
#23497608 - 08/01/16 05:10 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Quote:
Sleepwalker said: Eat healthy. Go outside.
Take a break from the drugs.
Think about what your life is missing and go get it.
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You know, enlightenment ...
Just make things happen as you would like them to happen.
You are happening just as you wish to happen, yourself, already.
Just -
GET
WITH
IT
-------------------- Hostile humankind Can't you see you're fucking blind?
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Re: Spiritual Awakening Advice Needed [Re: beforethedawn]
#23497664 - 08/01/16 06:11 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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My perspective of reality gets better time by time. I go out socialize more.
It is just these feeling in the neck and fully ears and this hypersensitivity sinced it started , is that normal?
Thanks guys
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Re: Spiritual Awakening Advice Needed [Re: Trippedytrip]
#23498593 - 08/01/16 02:49 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Cool drawings!
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Ignore those who will tell you that it is the Kundalini attempting to crawl up through your bunghole. They know not of what they speak.
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Re: Spiritual Awakening Advice Needed [Re: quetzel]
#23517552 - 08/07/16 12:53 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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It helps to talk it all out with others that are compassionate and tolerant of such talk.
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Re: Spiritual Awakening Advice Needed [Re: FishOilTheKid]
#23527182 - 08/10/16 04:48 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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"This metaphor was deep in primate psychology because primates mark their territories with excretions, and sometimes they threw excretions at each other when disputing over territories."
-------------------- zen by age ten times six hundred lifetimes Light up the darkness.
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