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soras
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Suicidal thoughts on shrooms. Please help.
#23496594 - 07/31/16 06:37 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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when i take shrooms i have suicidal thoughts. It is like an entity talking to me. It always asks why do you want to suffer. Just do it and you'll be free. Then i remember that there are still people out there that care for me and love me. i don't want to hurt them or make them sad with my actions. At the same time the mushrooms show me all the pain in my life and it sometimes becomes so intense that i start crying. I have never felt so sad before. I never express my feelings, so that is quite shocking. I just feel exhausted and tired of life. truth is that I want to get better but i feel like i don't have the energy to overcome this chapter of my life.. what should i do?
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Re: Suicidal thoughts on shrooms. Please help. [Re: soras]
#23496625 - 07/31/16 06:48 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Set and setting.... dont use psychs when you feel like that. Wait for a day when you are feeling great about yourself and are in an optimal setting to suit your needs. If you still feel that low during a trip have some good uplifting music ready to play. You'll be amazed at how minor changes like that can effect the trip.
And if you still have those thoughts I'd say stop using psychedelics until you seek help for your issue. Best of luck bud
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Re: Suicidal thoughts on shrooms. Please help. [Re: soras] 1
#23496631 - 07/31/16 06:49 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Well the mushrooms are clearly showing you that you are depressed and showing your true inner most thoughts, I would set some goals if you want to survive and do something to better your self, it may help to microdose mushrooms or LSD to alleviate daily depression, or if you really can't get over it by your self you may need the help of anti depressants until you get on your feet. Eat healthy, drink water, meditate.
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Re: Suicidal thoughts on shrooms. Please help. [Re: Eclipse3130]
#23496875 - 07/31/16 08:11 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Get professional help for the depression. mushy effects depend highly on your attitude.
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Re: Suicidal thoughts on shrooms. Please help. [Re: Eclipse3130]
#23496889 - 07/31/16 08:16 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Hey Soras,
I've heard people talk about entities before, in actual fact its more likely your subconscious thoughts that your conscious mind is hearing and becoming aware of on Mushrooms (normally you wouldn't be aware of the subconscious mind however mushrooms seem to open up the gateway to be able to access this level IME).
No need to be afraid, like the other guys say the experience is really just showing you your deeper emotions and sadness, time to look at getting some help perhaps some meds or counselling to help you feel better about things before having the mushrooms again.
Best wishes!
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Re: Suicidal thoughts on shrooms. Please help. [Re: soras]
#23497012 - 07/31/16 08:57 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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soras said: when i take shrooms i have suicidal thoughts. It is like an entity talking to me. It always asks why do you want to suffer. Just do it and you'll be free. Then i remember that there are still people out there that care for me and love me. i don't want to hurt them or make them sad with my actions. At the same time the mushrooms show me all the pain in my life and it sometimes becomes so intense that i start crying. I have never felt so sad before. I never express my feelings, so that is quite shocking. I just feel exhausted and tired of life. truth is that I want to get better but i feel like i don't have the energy to overcome this chapter of my life.. what should i do?
can you get some help or support to get yourself this and help you along the healing process?
I find it very difficult to stay on the healing path all by myself. unfortunately i have had very little support in my life and it has been a very difficult journey for me.
-------------------- The path of the herbalist is to open ourselves to nature in an innocent and pure way. SHe in turn will open her bounty and reward us with many valuable secrets. May the earth bless you. - Michael Tierra
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Re: Suicidal thoughts on shrooms. Please help. [Re: Peyote Road]
#23497268 - 07/31/16 10:52 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Listen to Jan Hammer Group ....problem solved.
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Re: Suicidal thoughts on shrooms. Please help. [Re: voodoochild1000] 1
#23497537 - 08/01/16 02:53 AM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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even if you decide to kill yourself one of these days don't do it until you have come down completely... likelyhood being you won't do it. This is good common sense.
antidepressants only cover the symptoms of the depression and do not deal with the real issues. Suicide also is no solution to suffering and simply spreads the suffering outside of your body. Us, Life, all being one consciousness of interconnected beings; The suffering will only spread to everyone you have contact with and will increase exponentially as it does so. Thinking suicide is a solution is short sighted.
Seek medicine, take psychedelics as medicine. Don't be afraid, you are on a path, just keep moving forwards. Ask the mushrooms for help. Read into Buddhism (=suffering is caused by attachment). Research Ayahuasca. Meditate. Shamanic drumming? 
Healing is awesome, and it is all ahead of you.
inhale love
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Re: Suicidal thoughts on shrooms. Please help. [Re: 3waesz]
#23497558 - 08/01/16 03:19 AM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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That's a heavy sign that psychedelics aren't solving anything for you at this current point in time, you should take a large break or maybe even completely eradicate use all together. Psychedelics are fairly dependent on your setting of mind.
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Psychedelics don't effect the depressed mind in the same way they effect a healthy one. Get help friend!
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Re: Suicidal thoughts on shrooms. Please help. [Re: trvptamine]
#23497607 - 08/01/16 05:09 AM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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If taking shrooms makes you feel suicidal then stop taking them. Why are you even taking them in the first place? Have you asked yourself that on a deep one? Like why are you tripping?
-------------------- My Psychedelic experiences: LSD - 30+ times (2 hits min / max 3 hits) every time. Shrooms - 4 times (2.5 - 3.5g) DMT - 5 times (Powerful breakthrough only once) Life can be one hell of a bitter pill to swallow so I chose acid instead -YeOlde
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Re: Suicidal thoughts on shrooms. Please help. [Re: YeOlde]
#23497863 - 08/01/16 08:48 AM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I think you should read more into budhhism
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Terpfreak
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Re: Suicidal thoughts on shrooms. Please help. [Re: oontribe]
#23497873 - 08/01/16 08:56 AM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Please don't listen to people with no medical experience ??? Medicine may "cover" symptoms but it allows the user to take advantage of commonly used cognitive methods..... Seek PROFESSIONAL help. Suicidal thoughts are not a joke, they are not to be worked through on your own. If you were capable of using personal mental strength to dig yourself out of this hole you wouldn't have fallen into it in the first place. I will scream this again. PROFESSIONAL HELP.
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Re: Suicidal thoughts on shrooms. Please help. [Re: Terpfreak]
#23497879 - 08/01/16 09:01 AM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Every time I hit myself with a hammer, I get a big knot on my head.
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soras
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Re: Suicidal thoughts on shrooms. Please help. [Re: oontribe]
#23497884 - 08/01/16 09:02 AM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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can you get some help or support to get yourself this and help you along the healing process? I find it very difficult to stay on the healing path all by myself. unfortunately i have had very little support in my life and it has been a very difficult journey for me.
I am not sure if anyone wants to help. i usually don't like to bother other people with my problems.
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If taking shrooms makes you feel suicidal then stop taking them. Why are you even taking them in the first place? Have you asked yourself that on a deep one? Like why are you tripping?
i read that they help so i just decided to try them out.
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Terpfreak
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Re: Suicidal thoughts on shrooms. Please help. [Re: Terpfreak]
#23497885 - 08/01/16 09:02 AM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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These thoughts are not YOUR OWN. This is a CHEMICAL inbalance , created by mental habits and stimuli around you that you are unable to work through. Suicide may be "short sided" but it is no ones place to tell you such a thing when you can't control how you feel.. This is the equivalent of telling someone who's sad to just get better.. What nonsense is that?! Please do not get mental health advice from people who think the shroomies make them all knowing gods capable of traversing the universe.
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Re: Suicidal thoughts on shrooms. Please help. [Re: soras]
#23497916 - 08/01/16 09:19 AM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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i read that they help so i just decided to try them out.
Erm well you didn't say anything about your "problems". Help with what? I mean are you depressed already? Suicidal when sober?
Your post creates an assumption that you're "normal" until you take shrooms and then you feel suicidal...
-------------------- My Psychedelic experiences: LSD - 30+ times (2 hits min / max 3 hits) every time. Shrooms - 4 times (2.5 - 3.5g) DMT - 5 times (Powerful breakthrough only once) Life can be one hell of a bitter pill to swallow so I chose acid instead -YeOlde
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soras
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Re: Suicidal thoughts on shrooms. Please help. [Re: YeOlde]
#23497956 - 08/01/16 09:47 AM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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truth is i don't really know what my problems are. I just have this constant feeling of exhaustion, wanting to stay in bed all time. sometimes i get this thought what if it just ends. would everything be okay then. I did some research and i found promising studies of end of life anxiety / depression in cancer patients. It motivated me to try it.
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Terpfreak
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Re: Suicidal thoughts on shrooms. Please help. [Re: soras]
#23497998 - 08/01/16 10:11 AM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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YeOlde said:
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i read that they help so i just decided to try them out.
Erm well you didn't say anything about your "problems". Help with what? I mean are you depressed already? Suicidal when sober?
Your post creates an assumption that you're "normal" until you take shrooms and then you feel suicidal...
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soras said: truth is i don't really know what my problems are. I just have this constant feeling of exhaustion, wanting to stay in bed all time. sometimes i get this thought what if it just ends. would everything be okay then. I did some research and i found promising studies of end of life anxiety / depression in cancer patients. It motivated me to try it.
Good for you. Still, try to find diagnosis. I struggled for ten years with fatigue and chronic pain before being diagnosed in another fucking state FINALLY by some good doctors. Figuring out your real world issues before delving into creative drugs - that's important. It might not even be a mental issue- maybe a change of living is needed- but it's not up to us to decide - it's up to you and a doctor.
What EXACTLY are you trying to figure out here? If the shroomies caused you this dilemma or how to fix it?
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Re: Suicidal thoughts on shrooms. Please help. [Re: Terpfreak]
#23498053 - 08/01/16 10:41 AM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Jan Hammer
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