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CosmicJoke
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Re: I hate this place. [Re: Icelander]
#19401241 - 01/10/14 09:19 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Well, there's a difference between wanting to be heard and wanting to hear a response I guess... People who do commit suicide seem to often leave some sort of note, they want the last word even. It's those who truly never want to hear from any of us again who actually go through with it (in my estimation at this moment).
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hmmn


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I can't believe what I'm hearing; you people seem to have a very strange impression of who I am and what I've expressed that has little to no relationship to who I actually am and what I actually expressed. I think I'm done on this forum.
edit: most successful suicides leave no note.
Edited by hmmn (01/10/14 09:23 PM)
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CosmicJoke
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Re: I hate this place. [Re: hmmn]
#19401279 - 01/10/14 09:28 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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hmmn said: I can't believe what I'm hearing; you people seem to have a very strange impression of who I am and what I've expressed that has little to no relationship to who I actually am and what I actually expressed. I think I'm done on this forum.
edit: most successful suicides leave no note.
Your remark is awfully self-centered. I don't think much of any conversation was revolved around you. I personally won't remember you. 
But your edit is a good point, I hadn't quoted statistics, just recalling a common motif to suicide. I'm curious about suicide
-------------------- Everything is better than it was the last time. I'm good. If we could look into each others hearts, and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care. It takes a lot of courage to go out there and radiate your essence. I know you scared, you should ask us if we scared too. If you was there, and we just knew you cared too.
Edited by CosmicJoke (01/10/14 11:24 PM)
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InTheCosmos said: Suicide would be cake for me if I knew what was past this. Every good or bad feeling is pure perception. I get that. I cant get the bad perception out of anything though. Drugs and not being sober only help for a short time if at all for me. I dont really know if I believe its acceptable. All I can say is, everytime I think about dying, I think of suicide. Thats the only way I think of myself going out. I'd love to do it now, but I would want to wait for it to be a perfect time, to get the most reactions out of it. It's too hard to care at all anymore.
Peace is coming to earth in the near future, you wouldn't want to miss what is to come for humanity.
And coming from someone who's contemplated suicide and had a friend who's tried to kill himself, it's not cool, it put people through unnecessary pain. People do care about you, I do.
You came to this planet for a reason, why would you come here to just to kill yourself?
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greenterror said: Peace is coming to earth in the near future, you wouldn't want to miss what is to come for humanity.
And coming from someone who's contemplated suicide and had a friend who's tried to kill himself, it's not cool, it put people through unnecessary pain. People do care about you, I do.
You came to this planet for a reason, why would you come here to just to kill yourself?
this should be good.
-------------------- Everything is better than it was the last time. I'm good. If we could look into each others hearts, and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care. It takes a lot of courage to go out there and radiate your essence. I know you scared, you should ask us if we scared too. If you was there, and we just knew you cared too.
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Icelander
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Re: I hate this place. [Re: hmmn]
#19401976 - 01/11/14 12:56 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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hmmn said: I can't believe what I'm hearing; you people seem to have a very strange impression of who I am and what I've expressed that has little to no relationship to who I actually am and what I actually expressed. I think I'm done on this forum.
edit: most successful suicides leave no note.
You will not be missed.
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greenterror said:
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InTheCosmos said: Suicide would be cake for me if I knew what was past this. Every good or bad feeling is pure perception. I get that. I cant get the bad perception out of anything though. Drugs and not being sober only help for a short time if at all for me. I dont really know if I believe its acceptable. All I can say is, everytime I think about dying, I think of suicide. Thats the only way I think of myself going out. I'd love to do it now, but I would want to wait for it to be a perfect time, to get the most reactions out of it. It's too hard to care at all anymore.
Peace is coming to earth in the near future, you wouldn't want to miss what is to come for humanity.
And coming from someone who's contemplated suicide and had a friend who's tried to kill himself, it's not cool, it put people through unnecessary pain. People do care about you, I do.
You came to this planet for a reason, why would you come here to just to kill yourself?
-------------------- "Don't believe everything you think". -Anom. " All that lives was born to die"-Anom. With much wisdom comes much sorrow, The more knowledge, the more grief. Ecclesiastes circa 350 BC
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absols
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greenterror said: Peace is coming to earth in the near future, you wouldn't want to miss what is to come for humanity.
And coming from someone who's contemplated suicide and had a friend who's tried to kill himself, it's not cool, it put people through unnecessary pain. People do care about you, I do.
You came to this planet for a reason, why would you come here to just to kill yourself?
objective facts has nothing to do with subjective ones
for some environment of wars is much better ... people are not of getting something positive .. conscious is only about being free reality, the unik present being nothing to share with others conscious beings otherwise it is not interesting nor livable at all ...
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soldatheero
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I'm pretty much done with my time on this earth. I hate how my life has become, I feel like the most worthless particle to ever exist. My problems are overwhelming and I cant over come my thoughts and emotions anymore. I have nobody. Honestly, what's the point?
If there really was no point in living would there really be a point in not living? seems like a contradiction when people say there is no pt in living therefore I will end it all. If life had no point you would just be truly apathetic and living would be no problem.
Seems more like you are disappointed with yourself and life, disappointed and dis-satisfied.. and in this you are definitely not alone. The times we live in are not what they are cracked up to be! People are fucked up and the world even more so..
You just have to accept that perhaps the perspective you have now is to an extent.. - shit and be brave and take your own life into your hands and hope that one day things will slowly get better. Even if your life is harsh you must have some form of enjoyment? at the least you can tap into the incredible mystery of your own existence and some sense of curiosity about what is going to happen with your life and the future of the world.
Just don't be hard on yourself and try to find your self-sufficient happy place.. Even if it is just you alone in your room and the shroomery drinking some tea!
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absols
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the contradiction is what you are saying .. when obviously you mean to lean on acceptance and bravery of hopes ... it means that you are for religions crap..
all religions are clear about the point being, death
christianity is about the death of the Christ as the source of all goods
and islam is about the death of everyone as the source of goodness of god
so the point in life is death for gods positive freedom
which show how individuals like humans have nothing to do with that, their means in being constant conscious beings, is the hell they cant take being forced to give as a thing consciously ... how they don't have the right to be free
so apathic ??? who can afford that now or anytime of humans rights ??
you surely know that the most reasons of suicide, is bankruptcy ... when people are very much aware of the decision they are making
so the point of death is complete, gods freedom and creatures unexisting conscious ... which confirm that only gods are conscious so their freedom the exclusive fact
nothing is absolutely superior to negative inferiority what is always down
then killing oneself is definitely a positive point end !
Edited by absols (01/11/14 06:45 AM)
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Re: I hate this place. [Re: Icelander]
#19404716 - 01/11/14 04:47 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Icelander said:
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greenterror said:
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InTheCosmos said: Suicide would be cake for me if I knew what was past this. Every good or bad feeling is pure perception. I get that. I cant get the bad perception out of anything though. Drugs and not being sober only help for a short time if at all for me. I dont really know if I believe its acceptable. All I can say is, everytime I think about dying, I think of suicide. Thats the only way I think of myself going out. I'd love to do it now, but I would want to wait for it to be a perfect time, to get the most reactions out of it. It's too hard to care at all anymore.
Peace is coming to earth in the near future, you wouldn't want to miss what is to come for humanity.
And coming from someone who's contemplated suicide and had a friend who's tried to kill himself, it's not cool, it put people through unnecessary pain. People do care about you, I do.
You came to this planet for a reason, why would you come here to just to kill yourself?

Your judgement only applies to yourself. Wait and see, this society does not have long.
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Your word isn't good enough friend. There's no real evidence for your belief unfortunately. You and I would both love to see it but the evidence isn't there. In fact a realistic honest look at things would unfortunately imo and experience show the opposite descending on humanity with accelerating speed.
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I hear the pain, but I have no idea what your obstacles are, or whether you have sought out any assistance in teasing apart the knots that have spelled suffering for you. I take it on principle that violence is not the solution to existence, and I have made it my purpose to find and live the middle way between the extremes. Some people may say that this sounds too bland, but in the Qabalistic sense it is a Middle Pillar path, straight up the Tree with minimal drama. We all bring drama to ourselves. Some people feed on it, but I see that as being like some kind of psychic parasite. It reminds me of an original Star Trek (Day of the Dove) when some pin-wheel-looking alien trapped Klingons with Federation people so they'd perpetually hate each other, fight, die, and resurrect to perpetually continue the violent drama which fed the alien.
I don't know if you even have the patience to read, but Eckhart Tolle's The Power of Now can really reframe (a therapy term) one's predicament. If the words which were superbly arranged work for you half as well as they do for me, a whole new perspective can arise in which you can much better prioritize your problems. Then, instead of being overwhelmed by the idea of multiple problems, one simply acts on each prioritized problem at a time. I learned long long ago that it is easier on the nerves to act, no matter the difficulty, than to worry. Anxiety is a crippling emotion that I know all too well. It can then result in depression because we become sick of being anxious all the time. Suicidal ideation is born from this depression. It is not a consequence of a healthy perspective. Short of increasingly painful, debilitating, irreversible terminal illness, it is unreasonable to take one's life. One can always make something out of one's life if one is not imprisoned. Sometimes we just need assistance.
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hmmn


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Uh...in case anybody wants to know, InTheCosmos said he's doing a little better and isn't planning on killing himself or reading this thread anytime soon. 
I think it'd be best to just let the thread sink.
Edited by hmmn (01/13/14 02:37 AM)
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Re: I hate this place. [Re: hmmn]
#19411147 - 01/13/14 03:53 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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good news! also smart
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Icelander
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Yeah your posts often drive me to the edge.
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Re: I hate this place. [Re: Icelander]
#19463289 - 01/23/14 03:58 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Here's to InTheCosmos, who either went out with balls of steel or just realized this place is filled with loons and fucked off. Either way, here here!
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Re: I hate this place. [Re: Tropism]
#23487100 - 07/28/16 07:25 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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So they said to only re-open this thread unless it has relevance, and I feel it does. I never made any attempts, and life is pretty solid at this point. I haven't logged on since this thread (almost 3 years). Just weird to read and see where I was then compared to now is really something. I'm genuinely almost embarrassed with how I acted and how I may have portrayed myself, even though it was simply just emotion. I read my old threads and it's just amusing to really see my prgression and change as a person altogether, if anybody happened to care or is/was curious. Anyway, yeah cool shit dudes
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NO!!!!!
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Damn I did it again old thread opening cool your progress is Good right cool. Peace & Love to all.
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