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JustForToday
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Going to detox. 1
#23481439 - 07/27/16 07:23 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Ever since my relapse. My life just got bad really quick. I just got robbed in the hood at gunpoint and they took everything.. my good shirt, my ring, my money, my wallet.. I reached out to a few people and they going to help me.. I can't believe this happened to me.. I just wanted more pain meds..
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sanchothestoner
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man not ur good shirt
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sanchothestoner
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srsly though.... brutal lesson for relapsing. i've been there. just keep it up, man. learn from ur mistakes.
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larry.fisherman
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So by robbed in the hood at gunpoint you mean you got beat up by a fat kid in an upper class neighborhood?
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sanchothestoner
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-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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Kush_Zombie
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You relapsed on pain meds? You didn't deserve that shirt.
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Kush_Zombie
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Also, who takes all of their money to a drug deal?
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1234go
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Ha, LOL.
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pay it forward, go rob someone.
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Malcolm_Xtasy
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JustForToday said: Ever since my relapse. My life just got bad really quick. I just got robbed in the hood at gunpoint and they took everything.. my good shirt, my ring, my money, my wallet.. I reached out to a few people and they going to help me.. I can't believe this happened to me.. I just wanted more pain meds..
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JustForToday said: Ever since my relapse. My life just got bad really quick. I just got robbed in the hood at gunpoint and they took everything.. my good shirt, my ring, my money, my wallet.. I reached out to a few people and they going to help me.. I can't believe this happened to me.. I just wanted more pain meds..
Go then. Don't just talk about it. Call a facility right now and sign up today.
Malcolm, iirc you are an admitted alcoholic so you know the struggle of addiction. Be supportive, don't be a dick.
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JustForToday
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I'm waiting for them to come and pick me up right now.
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Malcolm_Xtasy
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1234go said: Ha, LOL.
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Kush_Zombie
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I don't think Malcolm went to an underground liquor dealer with all of his cash and get robbed for his good shirt.
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Malcolm_Xtasy said:
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1234go said: Ha, LOL.
easier to be a dick than to face your own problem I suppose.
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Malcolm_Xtasy
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Shut up, movement. You're the last person I need a lecture from
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Burke Dennings
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Do they sell pain meds on the block in Florida? All you can get in the hood here is crack & dope, occasionally there's dirt weed and/or PCP too.
But good luck in detox OP. It's astounding to me how fast that script of 5 mg oxycodone got on top of you after all your years clean, but now you know that you can't be even medically administered ANY kind of opiate, or catastrophe ensues. So learn your lesson, but don't dwell on it. Onward and yonward.
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ReposadoXochipilli
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same out here in cali burke, had a friend looking for pills and ill i could scrounge up was dope for him. i didn't get it for him due to personal reasons but it was all that was available.
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plasma
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Pain meds were pretty easily accessible in Florida 3 years ago when I was doing them regularly, putting down at least 5 Roxie 30's everyday for 2 years and never had a hard time getting them
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1234go
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You'll make some whack ass post soon enough that contradicts what you've said here today.
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I'm not really sure why you need a detox after 20 or so hydros in a weeks time...I don't think that's even enough to have physical withdrawals. I can understand if you're going there because you don't trust yourself on the outside but those places are usually reserved for people that have real alcohol or benzo/ opiate withdrawals. Anyway, good luck to you...you know what needs to be done.
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Patlal
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Quote:
JustForToday said: Ever since my relapse. My life just got bad really quick. I just got robbed in the hood at gunpoint and they took everything.. my good shirt, my ring, my money, my wallet.. I reached out to a few people and they going to help me.. I can't believe this happened to me.. I just wanted more pain meds..
Congratulations. If it wasn't for this, you'd be high on pain pills instead of going to detox.
There are other good shirts out there man...
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Re: Going to detox. [Re: Patlal]
#23502015 - 08/02/16 02:03 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Such an awful experience in detox and hospital.. I mean God awful yet here I am detoxed thinking about getting high again.
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Patlal
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So what decision will you be making?
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plasma
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Re: Going to detox. [Re: Patlal]
#23502120 - 08/02/16 02:36 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Dude I've been detoxed for over 3 years and I still crave that junk every day
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JustForToday
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Re: Going to detox. [Re: plasma]
#23502194 - 08/02/16 02:58 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I am waiting on a friend to get home and give me a blue. I don't understand why this is so hard to stop. IT takes away all my mental stuff and I can relax in my own skin.
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shLong



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Y'all know I'm one of the last people to pile on or otherwise project negativity to another person, but....
(the robbery, not the addiction)
Quit being such a pompous ass thinking you're above everyone else and maybe you'd actually learn a lesson this time.
Having said that, good luck, OP. I don't like hearing about anybody having issues like this.
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Re: Going to detox. [Re: shLong]
#23502240 - 08/02/16 03:14 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Pain pills are kind of the worst obvious drug problem that I noticed in FL. I know there are probably worse things but those were so fucking available, everyone was trying to sell them to me, including my weed guy. It would be an easy place to get and maintain a healthy addiction to pain pills.
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Burke Dennings
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If you take that "blue" (I assume this is a 30mg roxicet), do everyone in your local area a favor and do not go back to detox. There are people who want and need to be there, waiting for those beds to open up, and the spots are too valuable to waste on some ingrate buffoon who is just going to get out and immediately start a retox program. I mean, good luck with your "problems" and all (problems in quotations because who the hell lets a couple of days worth of 5mg Vicodin ruin their lives unless they want it to), but you need to get a fucking grip.
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Have you researched ibogaine? Unless you want to spend your life mildly/severely addicted to opiates, ibogaine is one of the most radically effective combatants against withdrawals. Look into it and be safe.
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lol @ "retox" Burke... that was my 1st time hearing that one
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Re: Going to detox. [Re: plasma]
#23502513 - 08/02/16 04:36 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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plasma said: Dude I've been detoxed for over 3 years and I still crave that junk every day
Yep.. going on almost a year here.. it never goes away it just gets softer.
I hope you learned a lesson OP but sorry for your loss I guess.
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You obviously dont even need to detox man you havent been using opiates very long and are not going to go through wds serious enough to warrant a detox program.
Just go to a 30 day rehab.
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even that might be overdoing it lol... no joke tho
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