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Morel Guy
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Re: My life B&A Drugs/Psychs Problems now faced. Feedback plz [Re: iLLeXXXX] 1
#23475800 - 07/25/16 03:00 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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iLLeXXXX said: So what're you saying exactly?
Just live and when it's time try to die in peace. That's the basic message for all living things. Doesn't mean it's going to occur for everyone.
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iLLeXXXX
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Re: My life B&A Drugs/Psychs Problems now faced. Feedback plz [Re: Morel Guy]
#23475806 - 07/25/16 03:02 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Sabnock
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Re: My life B&A Drugs/Psychs Problems now faced. Feedback plz [Re: iLLeXXXX]
#23475940 - 07/25/16 04:12 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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If you need some help, try giving Lemon EO a go. Not only does it clean up how the Cannabis feels (helps reduce anxiety and paranoia, ime, and makes for a better headspace) but it also helps to integrate or ground you after a good bit of Psychedelic experimentation. For me, i'm big into Ayahuasca, i've taken it quite a lot and back in 2014 i had three traumatic events that kinda made me step away from the DMT a good bit, and i noticed that Cannabis didn't feel like it used to and was causing me a lot of anxiety, negative thinking, paranoia and made me feel slow.
But, ever since the Lemon EO, things have pretty much returned to normal, i definitely say give it a try, but make sure it's a good brand, 100% pure Lemon Essential Oil (therapeutic grade). I get mine on ebay, a brand called Rewarding Essentials, haven't tried other brands though. I started out taking 6 drops of Lemon EO a day (put the drops in a capsule and ingest) but here lately i've upped the dose to 10 drops a day and it seems to be doing better. If you try it though, try out different dosages and see what works best for you. Also the Limonene in the Lemon EO, has a long half-life, so it takes about 2 days or so for a dose to get completely out of your system, but if you take it daily/regularly you should definitely notice some benefits.
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iLLeXXXX
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Re: My life B&A Drugs/Psychs Problems now faced. Feedback plz [Re: Sabnock]
#23476000 - 07/25/16 04:36 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Thanks for the feedback should def give it a go.
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iLLeXXXX
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Re: My life B&A Drugs/Psychs Problems now faced. Feedback plz [Re: iLLeXXXX]
#23476776 - 07/25/16 08:02 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Im curious as to if Marijuana has delayed the process immensly?
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Sabnock
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Re: My life B&A Drugs/Psychs Problems now faced. Feedback plz [Re: iLLeXXXX]
#23477037 - 07/25/16 09:25 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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iLLeXXXX said: Im curious as to if Marijuana has delayed the process immensly?
Possibly. I know that when things were messed up for me, i ultimately figured out the problem was the Cannabis, because i seemed fine until i smoked but after i smoked that's when i'd notice the anxiety and paranoia and such. Lemon EO cleared that up for me though and i didn't have to stop smoking.
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iLLeXXXX
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Re: My life B&A Drugs/Psychs Problems now faced. Feedback plz [Re: Sabnock]
#23477096 - 07/25/16 09:43 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Wow thats incredible. Gonna try a sober break till my birthday for a positive gain from this as weal as healthy eats and exc ect.. i'll give that a try as well... But i wanna get to a point where i dont have to take something ya know
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AcidStrippedMind
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Re: My life B&A Drugs/Psychs Problems now faced. Feedback plz [Re: iLLeXXXX]
#23479077 - 07/26/16 03:06 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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iLLeXXXX said: Im curious as to if Marijuana has delayed the process immensly?
In my experience, yes. It may feel like it's helping but it's just temporarily making you content.
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Sabnock
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Re: My life B&A Drugs/Psychs Problems now faced. Feedback plz [Re: iLLeXXXX]
#23479111 - 07/26/16 03:18 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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iLLeXXXX said:But i wanna get to a point where i dont have to take something ya know
Yeah i hear ya there. I view it as a kind of supplement though, but one can use it rarely or regularly. I do think it'll help and you won't have to take it anymore, but ime without the Lemon EO the Cannabis, while no longer causing anxiety or paranoia, can still leave me mentally feeling stoned, but with the Lemon EO the Cannabis headspace feels much cleaner. Another thing you could try is Celastrus seeds or oil, helps take away the burnout feeling and cleans things up as well.
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iLLeXXXX
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Re: My life B&A Drugs/Psychs Problems now faced. Feedback plz [Re: Sabnock]
#23479127 - 07/26/16 03:25 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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By head space you mean? and also yeah i hear ya im def gonna give it a go when i get a chance and i feel as if i could easily come back to baseline. Over this two year period i have not once tried for more then maybe two days to heal myself because i would just give up. Nt anymore.
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Sabnock
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Re: My life B&A Drugs/Psychs Problems now faced. Feedback plz [Re: iLLeXXXX]
#23479237 - 07/26/16 04:13 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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iLLeXXXX said: By head space you mean? and also yeah i hear ya im def gonna give it a go when i get a chance and i feel as if i could easily come back to baseline. Over this two year period i have not once tried for more then maybe two days to heal myself because i would just give up. Nt anymore.
Headspace meaning how you feel mentally. With the Lemon EO, Cannabis has a more clear headspace, not foggy, hazy, stoney, cloudy, but feels pretty clean, and kinda restores the high feeling ime. Whereas without the Lemon EO, for me anyways, i just get that foggy headedness and stoned feeling. I think it's cool to make Cannabis feel different, or better, by mixing certain plants with it. Also the Limonene in Lemon EO is also present in Cannabis, so the Lemon EO naturally seems to synergize with the Cannabis. I guess in the same way they say to eat some Mangos or something before smoking, to enhance the "high".
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iLLeXXXX
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Re: My life B&A Drugs/Psychs Problems now faced. Feedback plz [Re: Sabnock]
#23479250 - 07/26/16 04:17 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Ah okay makes sense im going to see a nureo tomorrow just to clear up and brain damage type issues so thats not my worry.
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iLLeXXXX
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Re: My life B&A Drugs/Psychs Problems now faced. Feedback plz [Re: iLLeXXXX]
#23479298 - 07/26/16 04:39 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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If anyone else has anymore ideas feel free. Day two of cleanliness.
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mctaveesh
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Re: My life B&A Drugs/Psychs Problems now faced. Feedback plz [Re: iLLeXXXX]
#23479465 - 07/26/16 05:52 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Maybe you could try to ground yourself. You said you were trying meditation/exercise. That's really good. I take Psychedelics often and I noticed that the more I 'dived' into the Psychedelic states very frequently, the more I felt that my relationship with the world around me changed. Everything in my life from friends, my job, school, took on new attributes and I had to treat everything in my life differently. I had to get used to it.
Changing my lifestyle helped me personally a lot. I noticed that the more I ate right, explored things like meditation, tried to become more socially-connected, etc... the more I was able to adjust to the changes in my consciousness brought about by Psychedelics and live "Psychedelically" in a successful way. I haven't taken any very controversial drugs except MDMA a couple times. For a while I thought I "messed myself up" somewhat by taking Psych's very often and at high doses. Then I realized that it was just that I became a different person. I changed. Undoubtedly from Psychedelics. What I had to do after that was adjust to it and "Learn" to live in this new way.
For example, sometimes it was hard for me to speak. Like I would stumble over words or it would take a while for me to come up with something to say. Well... Now I see this as not a negative effect from Psychedelics. Just a change in the way I speak. Because to be honest I speak much more creatively than I used to. I don't speak in a boring, 'brick-by-brick' monotonous way. I actually have things to say now. So I don't see it as a negative thing. Even the negative aspects of it I'm sure will pass. But It wasn't the kind of thing where I would just let time pass and hope it would disappear. It was a new part of myself I had to learn how to adapt to.
You did a couple drugs whose effects are sort of controversial. You know that. But I would really suggest to continue exploring changes in your lifestyle to try to deal with this change brought about by the drugs. It may not be only negative side-effects from bad drug choices. I mean maybe that's a part of it, but maybe it's not. Or not a significant part of the problems you're experiencing. You may just have to find other things to supplement the Psychedelics/Drugs. Looks like you're doing that. Keep exploring and keep your options open.
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iLLeXXXX
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Re: My life B&A Drugs/Psychs Problems now faced. Feedback plz [Re: mctaveesh]
#23479581 - 07/26/16 06:27 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Thank you wow crazy about the stumbling of words thing.. I too have noticed this and sometimes its annoying but the way i speak is deff different.
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Re: My life B&A Drugs/Psychs Problems now faced. Feedback plz [Re: iLLeXXXX]
#23480376 - 07/26/16 09:47 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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wow maybe I am in the same boat as you it took me like two days to realize that B&A stands for before and after
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iLLeXXXX
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Re: My life B&A Drugs/Psychs Problems now faced. Feedback plz [Re: FriendlyFace]
#23480534 - 07/26/16 10:25 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Yep you're fried.
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mctaveesh
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Re: My life B&A Drugs/Psychs Problems now faced. Feedback plz *DELETED* [Re: FriendlyFace]
#23481118 - 07/27/16 02:40 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Post deleted by mctaveeshReason for deletion: Changed mind
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Thayendanegea
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Re: My life B&A Drugs/Psychs Problems now faced. Feedback plz [Re: iLLeXXXX]
#23481564 - 07/27/16 08:15 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Just lay off the weed for an extended period. Your whole first post screamed that as the prime candidate for your current condition. I'm not saying that weed was always the culprit but it appears to be that now.
Anyway, it seems logical to me to try quitting for a while and see where that takes you. You may be pleasantly surprised. Why is it that the things we want to give up the least are the things we need to give up the most?
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iLLeXXXX
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Re: My life B&A Drugs/Psychs Problems now faced. Feedback plz [Re: Thayendanegea]
#23481977 - 07/27/16 10:51 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Taking a very long sobriety break until my 21st 6-7 months from now. Excited to do so and will keep this post going throughout the process on my gains and improvements and hopefully long term this post will be able to help others who were in my situation.
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