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OfflineNear Dylan
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What Should I Do About This? (please help me) *DELETED*
    #23471797 - 07/24/16 09:38 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

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Re: Should I Do Something About This? (please help me) [Re: Near Dylan]
    #23472531 - 07/24/16 02:40 PM (7 years, 7 months ago)

First off, let me say I love the human mind/psychology, but am not totally familiar with everything regarding such things, but yeah read your thread, very interesting.

As far as eating a lot more and not gaining weight, yeah could be metabolism, or could be stress.  Stress can make people gain/lose weight, you might be one who doesn't gain from eating huge amounts.

Hallucinations should not be taken lightly, and I don't say that to stress you out further.  I am curious, have you been to another therapist, it's always wise to seek several opinions if you can, also have you spoken to anyone else besides your therapist about your hallucinations?  Maybe a regular doctor?

I would abstain from cocaine, meth, psychedelics, and benzos until you find out what's going on with you, those things can make matters worse, psychedelics can actually bring mental disorders out, and many stimulants can cause their own mental issues from their use, in fact I would abstain from all substances if you can.

Good eating, and exercise will help too.

You show some signs of bipolar, but I am not an expert, just going off of what I have read about it in the past.

Perhaps the fact that you feel trapped as a female in a male body is causing you great mental trauma, which is showing itself as depression, bipolar behaviors, negative self image, etc.  Do you live in an area where you being yourself seems impossible?

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Re: Should I Do Something About This? (please help me) [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #23473218 - 07/24/16 06:47 PM (7 years, 7 months ago)

Yea, the weight thing is likely stress induced.
BUT the hallucinations ONLY occur in the nightmares I have, NOT in reality, luckily enough.

You're probably right about the drug thing (I don't do meth, by the way) and psychedelics are probably the last thing I need. I haven't had em in quite awhile and definitely don't plan on it soon.

I've been exercising really obsessively lately, but I like food way too much to start being picky about it. I'm a pretty healthy person physically despite being underweight for my age and height.

Sadly enough I think the whole being born the "wrong gender" may be the underlying cause. These episodes are probably caused from lots of mental stress and confusion, much of which comes from that bullshit.
I probably just dont have enough testosterone or some shit like that.

I just dont know what to do, man :shrug: fuckin sucks. I'm feeling more trapped then ever

Thank you for the reply


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Re: Should I Do Something About This? (please help me) [Re: Near Dylan]
    #23474405 - 07/25/16 03:46 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

Everyone is spirit and has had experiences in both male and female genders, and everything in between, in other lives.  Some people remember this more than others, usually because they don't buy into belief systems that have been laid upon them, and find it difficult to integrate that knowing/remembrance while on Earth at this time.  Spirits aren't actually male or female, these genders are simply awesome, complex, designed, fibonacci space suits designed by higher dimensional beings, which are used to play the physical reality game.  BUT, certain people throughout history who have realized this, and wanted to control and dominate people on Earth, and make them forget certain things about themselves, have used many negative tactics to get people afraid of this, to not talk about it, and to often ignore it and even completely forget it. 

This duality of male and female energy within everyone is at the core of many spiritual teachings throughout history, yet has been wiped from the textbooks.  This is why people joke that "mushrooms make you gay", especially when it comes to guys.  Guys are taught that we aren't a "man" if we feel like expressing female energy or anything feminine, and most men will be confused as to what they really are if they aren't a "man", cuz they don't remember they are spirit, because psychedelics have been made illegal, and because we're not taught these ancient positive, compassionate teachings anymore.  Many guys who seem straight and who are legit into women, have also thought about guys too, but usually don't bring it up, from fear of being ridiculed.  Mushrooms don't really make you gay, they just help erode the negative belief systems which have been laid upon people, and help people remember that they contain both energies within themselves from past experiences in other lives.  Everyone is bi, many people remember it, very few talk about it, and even fewer ever act on it....and some people have actually forgotten to the point where they actually wipe out that other half of themselves and really don't remember it. 

The idea and tradition of religious indoctrination, monogamy, and marriage to the opposite sex, has been one of the greatest tools in the history of earth to teach this out of people, and to keep them from talking about it, because it threatens the way of life they've been taught as "normal".  Once everyone remembers and accepts this in the future (and it is going that way), no one will be afraid of being judged for what they want to do in whatever gender they incarnated into, and no one will make fun of anyone, because it would be the same as someone making fun of themselves, and this will be common knowledge....

Those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind.

Do what you want to do, and you'll inspire others...(plus you'll help awaken those who DO mind  :wink:)

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Re: Should I Do Something About This? (please help me) [Re: Anonymous #2]
    #23474930 - 07/25/16 09:38 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

I'm really not a spiritual type at all... But I do agree with the duality of genders mentally. All girls have very masculine energy stored inside, as guys have feminine. But, I mean, there are dicks and vaginas, man. Genders definitely exist.
I'm honestly slightly reluctant and embarrassed to say I'm a "girl in a guys body" when I'm really just a guy with a lot of feminine energy, more or less. Even though I do act like a guy and everything. Idk. I feel like as a child I just got the wrong idea in my head and it stuck.

I really appreciate the reply, but I'm much more looking for some sort of solution or way to manage these attacks, as I've come to terms with my gender identity.


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Re: Should I Do Something About This? (please help me) [Re: Near Dylan]
    #23475833 - 07/25/16 03:13 PM (7 years, 7 months ago)

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Near Dylan said:
I really appreciate the reply, but I'm much more looking for some sort of solution or way to manage these attacks, as I've come to terms with my gender identity.




For those, you need to lay off the hard drugs.  They keep the mind and emotions fluctuating to much from feeling good, to feeling like shit.  You'll be swinging forever, and never stabilize.  Eat lots of fruits and vegetables, cut out the junk food and grease and fat (which does affect how the mind feels), exercise everyday, and do something fun with friends a few times a week.  Go into nature and sit and relax, and when negative thoughts come up about your past, or the challenge you face now, catch them and switch to positive thoughts.  Don't dwell on them.  These steps will help you produce a natural balanced high, and the attacks will start to fade.  If you still feel the urge to party, just smoke some weed once in a while or take some shrooms in nature.

Positive Mental Attitude

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Re: Should I Do Something About This? (please help me) [Re: Anonymous #2]
    #23476570 - 07/25/16 07:04 PM (7 years, 7 months ago)

I definitely will be laying off the hard drugs, I am fuckin terrified of getting really heavily addicted and hitting rock bottom, and I got too close to it to go back, and the prescription drugs will be cut out as well, especially the stimulants. I currently have a massive craving for benzos, and honestly want to pick some up so I can pop one under the tongue if a feel an attack coming on (never tried that before) but I feel like I'll just do them off of impulse. I tried to quit weed the past few weeks (got wisdom teeth out so took the opportunity) and that definitely did not help the attacks.
Although I have a dependance to it, which isnt great, weed massively helps my quality of living, and it seems the more I smoke, the less frequent these episodes are.
Will also lay off the kratom for at least a few months, and see if I can go longer without it.
As for the food, I guess I should make more of an effort to be healthy, despite the fact that I don't really indulge in junky foods toooo often, I should probably keep an eye on what Im eating to be safe.
But I think I exercise too much already :lol:

And you know I got that PMA! :awesomenod:
But I definitely think I need something more if I want these events to stop.

Thanks for the advice :cheers:


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Re: Should I Do Something About This? (please help me) [Re: Near Dylan]
    #23477283 - 07/25/16 10:51 PM (7 years, 7 months ago)

....awesome!! :wink:

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Re: Should I Do Something About This? (please help me) [Re: Anonymous #2]
    #23511847 - 08/05/16 07:10 AM (7 years, 6 months ago)

Bump :sad:


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Re: Should I Do Something About This? (please help me) [Re: Near Dylan]
    #23519065 - 08/07/16 02:01 PM (7 years, 6 months ago)

What we talked about was the easiest way...fruits, veggies, exercise, PMA, connecting with others like you, staying positive, doing fun things...

Why are you waiting for someone to suggest a harder way?

Why choose the harder way?

How have laying off the hard drugs and eating healthier been working out for you for the last 12 days?

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Re: Should I Do Something About This? (please help me) [Re: Anonymous #2]
    #23519150 - 08/07/16 02:24 PM (7 years, 6 months ago)

Well I specifically wanted any specific reasons as to why it may be occurring and maybe info about the sleep relation i mentioned, and then go from there and see what I should do.
Should I see a real doctor? Not psychiatrist?

I drank a lot of alcohol but I laid off drugs except weed as far as i remember. Once I started smoking again the attacks stopped


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Re: Should I Do Something About This? (please help me) [Re: Near Dylan]
    #23526625 - 08/09/16 11:38 PM (7 years, 6 months ago)

Try going completely sober for 2 weeks and see if that helps.  If you want to do anything, just smoke some bud, but try to keep it down to only a few times, maybe 2-3-4 times over 2 weeks. 

I think you'll feel better, but you'll have to entertain your brain with some hobby of yours.  Dive into a skill you have.  If you just sit around doing nothing your gonna get bored and cave in.

Let me know after 2 weeks how that helps.

:grin:

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