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Being stucked in the wrong film
    #23474425 - 07/25/16 04:30 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

So guys this is a serious post.

I have been 4-5 months on a long mental journey.
I wasnt really conscious when i took it to the extreme.
I was hovering over ground.

I recovered 5 weeks from that . Then had a panic atack.
My diagnostics arent confirmed yet but i think i have Depersonalisation disorder a long time ago and smoking weed made it worse.

After that , i went to the Ward. Its my week 3 now and the things that have improved are :

-Getting the feeling of my body
-Having emotions but not many
-No fear or anxiety

Things that kill me :
-Having the feeling being separated between worlds.
Feeling of body / thoughts as different things
-Having a sight that goes only in front
-Permanent feeling of being stucked in my body.
-Being conscious of everything , people taking looks feeling that i cant see them
-Being aware of this dumb society
-Having like a firm glass wall in front of me constantly
-Having someone sit on my neck constantly

I am fucking desperate now cause i am living in this hell since 4-5 months and cant get out. The eyes havnt improved and i cant see through them. Nobody really knows how much i am suffering and from outside they say i am okay.

I started accepting it a few weeks ago and went with it but i dont see things getting improved really.

I dont know if this is DP or i just have gotten stuck in my mind and cant get out of it.

It is a nightmare. I havnt thought about suicidal yet but if this continues a long time i will.


I dont know what to do anymore , i am completely numb.


Peace

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Re: Being stucked in the wrong film [Re: Trippedytrip]
    #23474429 - 07/25/16 04:34 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

Bruh.. This is heavy as fuck.. Advice:go on q hiking trip. Trip on lsd and find yourself


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