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Re: Erratic Morning Chat (EMC) [Re: OhMrJohnson]
#23471854 - 07/24/16 10:10 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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dr00gz
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sanchothestoner
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Re: Erratic Morning Chat (EMC) [Re: Apostle] 3
#23471856 - 07/24/16 10:11 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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wu tang clan
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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ain't nothin to
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Re: Erratic Morning Chat (EMC) [Re: shadyy] 1
#23471884 - 07/24/16 10:21 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Quote:
i hate liz said: I ate a humongous lunch just now, and I'm feeling ready to hibernate.
I took a pill.

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Re: Erratic Morning Chat (EMC) [Re: Apostle]
#23472002 - 07/24/16 11:16 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Apostle said: ain't nothin to
but licks n' tricks
riteee, say wut
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Re: Erratic Morning Chat (EMC) [Re: Crixalis]
#23472011 - 07/24/16 11:21 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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i have the best wife in the world. i'm strapped for cash and wasn't gonna be able to make the dead and co concert i got gifted tickets too. so my ever so wonderful wife offered to buy me bus tickets for the ride there AND back.
i am so fucking happy right now. she said that i deserve this for being 3 months off of heroin, and that made me cry tears of joy. like wtffffff did i do to deserve all this? i'm such a piece of shit..... yet all this amazingness is being gifted to me....
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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If you kick & stay off heroin good things seem to happen. At least they have for me.
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Re: Erratic Morning Chat (EMC) [Re: Dark_Star] 1
#23472039 - 07/24/16 11:29 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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how long does it usually take?
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Re: Erratic Morning Chat (EMC) [Re: Apostle]
#23472049 - 07/24/16 11:33 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Not long, but takes some work.
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Re: Erratic Morning Chat (EMC) [Re: Dark_Star]
#23472085 - 07/24/16 11:42 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Dark_Star said: If you kick & stay off heroin good things seem to happen. At least they have for me.
dude it's been happening to me too. i feel so blessed.
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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Re: Erratic Morning Chat (EMC) [Re: Dark_Star]
#23472089 - 07/24/16 11:43 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Dark_Star said: Not long, but takes some work.
ya, def takes work. you gotta do more than just stay off the dope... idk it's kind of a mindset too.
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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I don't think i'd know what to do myself if i wasn't miserable.
Bout to go hit the bench press.
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Re: Erratic Morning Chat (EMC) [Re: Apostle] 1
#23472130 - 07/24/16 11:54 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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That's half the problem. If you're stuck in a rut where you're comfortable with being miserable....more than being happy, that's real hard to get out of. Real hard to switch from that to the mindset where you get clean & get shit done. It's a rut that I think all of us that have sunk into opioids have been in. I got my shit together & kept it together, despite some ups & downs when I got out of that rut & into the right mindset. But that's something that just sort of happened. I don't think we can force that switch. It happens when it happens....or it doesn't happen.
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Re: Erratic Morning Chat (EMC) [Re: Dark_Star]
#23472137 - 07/24/16 11:55 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Quote:
Dark_Star said: That's half the problem. If you're stuck in a rut where you're comfortable with being miserable....more than being happy, that's real hard to get out of. Real hard to switch from that to the mindset where you get clean & get shit done. It's a rut that I think all of us that have sunk into opioids have been in. I got my shit together & kept it together, despite some ups & downs when I got out of that rut & into the right mindset. But that's something that just sort of happened. I don't think we can force that switch. It happens when it happens....or it doesn't happen. 
QFFT
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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Re: Erratic Morning Chat (EMC) [Re: Dark_Star]
#23472151 - 07/24/16 12:01 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Quote:
Dark_Star said: That's half the problem. If you're stuck in a rut where you're comfortable with being miserable....more than being happy, that's real hard to get out of. Real hard to switch from that to the mindset where you get clean & get shit done. It's a rut that I think all of us that have sunk into opioids have been in. I got my shit together & kept it together, despite some ups & downs when I got out of that rut & into the right mindset. But that's something that just sort of happened. I don't think we can force that switch. It happens when it happens....or it doesn't happen. 
I've been stuck in that rut for awhile now i've never used heroin so i can't relate to that though. I'm the way i am for different reasons.
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Re: Erratic Morning Chat (EMC) [Re: Mr. Magic] 1
#23472169 - 07/24/16 12:07 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Regardless of any drug use, that rut sucks & is a drain on life. There is so much potential & beauty that goes unseen until you're out of that rut. Then it's like what the fuck was I thinking? But that's impossible to see except with 20/20 hindsight. It's a conundrum.
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Re: Erratic Morning Chat (EMC) [Re: Dark_Star]
#23472292 - 07/24/16 12:53 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Okay here's something I noticed. You know how if you have adblock, every website eventually asks you to turn off adblock just for them. Cause they need ads to survive. Right, but on the shroomery there are ads still even if you have adblock up. The same sponsors they've had for years.
So I almost feel as though the shroomery must have, you know, an actual business relationship with its sponsors. Where as other sites just have basically automated ads that pop up and are more like spam, and that's exactly what adblock gets rid of. So I never disable adblock, I think it's a positive thing.
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Re: Erratic Morning Chat (EMC) [Re: Dark_Star]
#23472515 - 07/24/16 02:33 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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i am off the heroin though. I just don't have anything against it and still think of it fondly. I also don't want to stop using it for good.
i just want to stop getting sick
which i've done.
So far i have like a week off of H. took kratom recently but not for long enough to get w/d i think.
i dunno, maybe i'll leave it for good but i doubt it.
Some people Drink to loosen up before going out, i use heroin.
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Re: Erratic Morning Chat (EMC) [Re: Apostle]
#23472524 - 07/24/16 02:36 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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It's been my experience that people like us can't do that. It just doesn't work out. I tried for a long time to make that work, and all I did was waste more of my life.
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Re: Erratic Morning Chat (EMC) [Re: Dark_Star]
#23472536 - 07/24/16 02:44 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Too much cocaine last night again.
Was up till 6am.
Feel like trash now, just popped a bar and am about to eat a burrito. Hopefully that makes me feel better.
Hope ya'll are doing well today and had fun this weekend.
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