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Rhizohunter
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Re: outta jail [Re: Apostle]
#23469180 - 07/23/16 12:32 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Apostle
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oh dam.
well, good luck in your en-devours
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Rhizohunter
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Re: outta jail [Re: Apostle]
#23469193 - 07/23/16 12:38 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Apostle said: oh dam.
well, good luck in your en-devours
Thanks, I am after a certain ending, something mind blowing. It all coincides with what I experience, but it is not the ending of the story.
My book is non-fiction and very bizarre, so I need an actual ending that I experience. I am putting myself in the perfect place and mindset for this ending.
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sanchothestoner
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sanchothestoner said: welcome back, rhizo.
Thanks, my reality is about to twist extremely hard. I just kinda mix drugs to the point where my mind starts creating new universes. I am very excited for the outcome of all this.
i wanna do drugs with you
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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Apostle
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i can't into meth because it had me believing and experiencing thangs that give me chills to think about.
i'm still sure to this day that someone was communicating with me telepathically and i lost a whore because of it
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Rhizohunter
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Yeah, I make it interesting. I'll start saying words before they are said in music or on the television before the word is said. I pull an easy one where I talk about your thoughts as you are having them. I pull some crazy shit with my friends.
You are warned though beforehand because I don't like freaking people out too much. Most my friends are aware of what I am, so it doesn't bother them anymore.
I only surround myself with certain people.Some people can't handle the reality I place in front of them.
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larry.fisherman
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A lot of what is being observant and intelligent is manifested in our ability to be confident. Drugs can really alter our perception of where that level of confidence, leaving us oblivious to any seriously needed reevaluation of our arrogance. I believe a lot of what you say, what I just said is a reminder to be careful.
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Rhizohunter
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Oh yeah, I have a masterful ego, I am so fuckin egotistical that I believe I am god. I have to do it, because I deal with beings in my mind that are constantly trying to overpower me. I have learned how to get my mind in line, it is a difficult process though.
I stay humble on the outside, but the high I get from believing I am that mighty places a print on my mind which changes the internal structure that I have to deal with.
I am a complicated person, a lot going on in my mind.
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larry.fisherman
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I have the same thoughts, I still believe them I just try and keep it quiet because I haven't figured out how or if there's any relevance or anything appliable at all. Part of the connection is the realization, and I wouldn't be surprised if the stronger the belief, the stronger the connection but there's such a fine line there, one that I think has been really bastardized and misunderstood for a long time. With there being multiple aspects of reality, there comes a choice where you want to lie, and I feel those who do not understand or recognize that have a harder time relating to those who do.
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Glad you're out of jail though, Rhizo.
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Rhizohunter
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Niffla said: Glad you're out of jail though, Rhizo.
Thanks, I will bring some interesting things into this forum again.
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XLCaps said: I have the same thoughts, I still believe them I just try and keep it quiet because I haven't figured out how or if there's any relevance or anything appliable at all. Part of the connection is the realization, and I wouldn't be surprised if the stronger the belief, the stronger the connection but there's such a fine line there, one that I think has been really bastardized and misunderstood for a long time. With there being multiple aspects of reality, there comes a choice where you want to lie, and I feel those who do not understand or recognize that have a harder time relating to those who do.
Oh yeah, it is a complicate thing and the majority of people will follow the ideas brought upon by western medicine, which is completely absurd. I will agree that western medicine will give the mast majority of the population an answer, but that answer is just a bunch of labels which really don't hold up.
They have words that are catch 22's and society eats it up. It sickens me, which is why I don't buy into it. Seriously though, not many people out there have ever heard the experiences of a mind that is like this. They just see the situation and attach it to a label.
Nah, I am here to discredit that bullshit and slowly do it through my reality which doesn't make sense to the rational or logical mind.
Give it 20 to 50 years and psychiatry will be a dead science. Fuckin pseudo science bullshit that the world eats up.
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sanchothestoner said: welcome back, rhizo.
Thanks, my reality is about to twist extremely hard. I just kinda mix drugs to the point where my mind starts creating new universes. I am very excited for the outcome of all this.
You need to go to detox man, my ex gf actually had schizophrenia but it was under control, she then started using meth to "Create new realities". I was the only non-family member at her funeral when she finally thought demons were chasing her and shot blindly into the woods, which ended up with returned fire.
I'm just saying Rhizo, you need to cut the bullshit right now and end the cycle. If you were my friend I would physically drag your ass to rehab, pay for it and make sure you stayed there.
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Rhizohunter
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Nah, the government won't give me a gun. Sorry about your girlfriend though.
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falsereality


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Rhizohunter said: Nah, the government won't give me a gun. Sorry about your girlfriend though.
The point wasn't the gun, the point was meth at your dosages will end badly. I duct taped my good friend to a temperpedic mattress for a day, gave him fluids orally until he sobered up from his first meth use, then let him use my bathroom, which has digital locks, and we talked for hours about the underlying reason he got so high on meth. He's now three years into an electrical engineering degree and we still meet up once a week to talk about his problem and keep him on the right track.
I don't think what I did was wrong, since I don't know you IRL I would love to talk over the phone sometime and help you out with this, I don't want to see you end back up in jail.
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Rhizohunter
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Rhizohunter said: Nah, the government won't give me a gun. Sorry about your girlfriend though.
The point wasn't the gun, the point was meth at your dosages will end badly. I duct taped my good friend to a temperpedic mattress for a day, gave him fluids orally until he sobered up from his first meth use, then let him use my bathroom, which has digital locks, and we talked for hours about the underlying reason he got so high on meth. He's now three years into an electrical engineering degree and we still meet up once a week to talk about his problem and keep him on the right track.
I don't think what I did was wrong, since I don't know you IRL I would love to talk over the phone sometime and help you out with this, I don't want to see you end back up in jail.
Meh, I ended up in jail because of bullshit. Wasn't even linked to meth, but I understand your concern. I plan on doing meth and isolating from the world for a while. A lot of it has to do with my story, I need a good ending.
Trust me, it is all for a good cause. I have people watching over me and such. Just gotta get my mind back to a place where I see reality in a different light.
I can do it without any drugs, but that is no fun.
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Bodhi of Ankou
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Hes that high functioning schizo guy whos hallucinations are actually positive. Should be a dece meltdown
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Rhizohunter said: Plus I am unmedicated, you all may see a meltdown within the next few months, but my meltdowns are very interesting.
So they let you post from jail? That actually sounds fun.
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Re: outta jail [Re: Apostle]
#23469755 - 07/23/16 03:53 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Time for daily meth use

It wouldn't be this way if they didn't put me in jail.
Blaming others for your actions is the path to prison.
I know from experience.
That's why the penitentiary is packed with the blacks
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Apostle
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I'm not touching that with a ten-foot penis.
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