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JustForToday
New Life, New Beginnings


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Hello all i'm back
#23463307 - 07/21/16 05:20 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Maybe not what everyone wanted to see. But anyhow, my life has spiraled out of control. I recently relapsed but I have a week sober. Almost died from an infected wisdom tooth some weeks back. Since my nerves were shocked from that i'm battling severe stomach issues hopefully these meds they gave me at the hospital work for me. Been thinking about buying some pain pills when I get paid tomorrow but that may make my life so much more worse.. I couldn't imagine.
Been missing work. Honestly I just fucking said to hell with women right now I am a mess cannot worry about that shit right now haven't even been posting in my journals just feel like death 24/7.
The world is going to end soon and if it does i'm fucked because i'm in bad health and if that does happen i'll just start shooting heroine until they round me up for a fema camp. I will not go through this sober I refuse.
-------------------- Hey Shae, Are you still doing that hand thing? I heard you was doing that hand thing today. Oh God what is that?!
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billy jowl
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Can't ya call your sponser or something? I just got deja'vu...
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Adden

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Re: Hello all i'm back [Re: billy jowl] 1
#23463348 - 07/21/16 05:30 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Yeah. Wouldn't this be better to tell a counselor? They're free through social services. I hope you get better dude but I found staying away from here during my lowest of lows really helped me.
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bass head
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Re: Hello all i'm back [Re: Adden]
#23463357 - 07/21/16 05:33 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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welcome back. but apparently you have yet to discover the thread where broly uncovers an inconvenient truth. so lay off the self-incriminating informational posts until we as a community can get this matter resolved and under control
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Sophistic Radiance
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Re: Hello all i'm back [Re: bass head]
#23463406 - 07/21/16 05:47 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Welcome back JFT, I actually do enjoy having you around, it's never a dull moment.
-------------------- Enlil said: You really are the worst kind of person.
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Adden

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Please don't blow your check on pain meds. Save it for mental health medicine that's not on a state formulary. Your insurance packet takes less than a week to get processed and they squeeze in emergency patients the best they can. Opiates aren't the answer with your history of poly drug abuse. Please don't take this the wrong way, but I've noticed over the years that you kind of make things harder on yourself and delay them until things hit the fan. Regardless, please seek professional help. If you feel you're a danger to yourself or others check yourself into the ER, please.
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JustForToday
New Life, New Beginnings


Registered: 09/08/14
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Re: Hello all i'm back [Re: Adden]
#23463444 - 07/21/16 05:57 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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It's not my mental shit anymore it's my stomach.. so bad idk what imma do... That wisdom was black to the roots you shoulda seen the x ray even the dentist was nervous looking at it..
-------------------- Hey Shae, Are you still doing that hand thing? I heard you was doing that hand thing today. Oh God what is that?!
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