Now last night I ended up obtaining a q of cubes for half off as the connect decided to give me what ever he had left. My original plan was to eat about 2.5 grams to further learn more about myself. As I was ingesting the mushrooms I figured that the fact that I had all these shrooms on me was a sign that I need to go deeper and see what truly lied inside me. To go and observe what drove me to insanity on the night of my last trip. I ate about a handful of shrooms.
Within 45 minuets I did not get the average mushroom high. I felt a strong vibration. It felt as if I had smoked a few hits of DMT. My vision was shaking, patterns began to grow, my tapestry became animated and it didn't feel good. Immediately hyperspace was projected into my consciousness vivid visions of my last trip were shown to me. I began floating through the inner workings of my mind and soon enough I came to the point that I had previously reached. I needed to be reminded of the last trip.
On my last trip a series of things set me off things set me off, most of which had to do with my complete understanding and rejection of "the real world", because of the madness of the night I forgot what it was that I was shown. This trip reminded me, it was an extension of the same trip and it took me deeper. I went to a land where human suffering was non existent it was taken as a joke, there were gross things to see, graphic and dark imagery. I felt the pain of the world but it was all being exchanged through this empty void. The whole time I was there I had no fear though. I wasn't happy but I kept my cool and let the drug show me what it wanted and there were points where I wanted the experience to be done with so I can get some sleep but the mushroom insisted on showing me more. After a while I began to think about my family and how to make life the best for them and myself, so they wouldn't have to face the darkness that exists out there. I was shown what was right and what was wrong. I was shown that my job is filled with shams, and that there is now a lack of connection in the world. I was shown that people no longer want to have their hearts touched by another and I was told that if I can do it then I would be achieving something great.
I went to hell and back. I faced my mind. I've learned what choices to make and now I'm ready for the rest of my life. I no longer feel the urge to do psychedelics, regardless of the fact that it's only been one day. I still have more shrooms that i'll be saving for my birthday if all is well around that time. I feel better overall. I want to improve my health, connect to people more, touch the hearts of others, and I want everyone to know that their presence is a blessing. This trip felt like it took years off my life, it was hard, it was nasty, it was scary, but it was not bad. Guess mushrooms do give you the trip you need. Haven't felt this straightened out in a while..
-------------------- Step 1: Stare at this for 30 seconds
Step 2: Look at this after following step one
Step 3: Enjoy the mini trip
Edited by LiquidVisions (07/21/16 12:01 AM)
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