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theyt
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Six months of horrifying trips on DMT to Mushrooms to Marijuana (and everything inbetween)
#23459503 - 07/20/16 12:23 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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I want to start off by apologizing for posting this here without any previous history on this forum. I have extensive experience with psychedelics and have for a long time not only taken them for personal growth but have introduced many other people to them for similar reasons.
For about six months every time I've taken a psychedelic drug I have experienced a terrifying near death trip, for a while I associated this with a fear of experiencing ego death however it isn't something I am new to and these trips have been distinctly different.
This began after accidentally insulating 80mg of 4-ACO-DMT (a psilocybin analogue.) I made an extremely careless error thinking I was taking a different substance but instead took an extremely large dose of this substance. Although I blacked out for most of the trip one of the very brief parts I could recall was being on the brink of death. I was laying on my bed and could physically feel my head being forced into it by "someone" who was very angry at me(I could go into more detail but I don't want this to turn into a book...)
This trip has recurred about 9 times since from taking DMT, DPT, 4-HO-MET, LSD, and Marijuana. Aside from Marijuana this horrifying near death (meaning I literally believed I was going to die for up to 48 hours after consuming the substance) trip has recurred every time I have taken those substances. It has gotten far more intense since the first experience, sometimes leaving my muscles physically sore for weeks due to resisting "someone" trying to kill me.
I haven't taken any psychedelic including marijuana in over a month due to fear of having to experience this again. Prior to this occurrence I have had some bad trips, and many good ones. My first psychedelic experience was with salvia, which I took almost two dozen times before countless trips with DMT, DPT, Psilocybin, 4-ACO-DMT, 4-HO-MET, 25C-NBOMe, LSD, 2C-I, and more...
I may have failed to describe the true intensity of this near-death feeling, but I have talked to people and searched on forums, but nothing has come close to my experiences.
I guess I'm asking if anyone has experienced anything similar or if I should attribute this to a psychological disorder and avoid psychedelics altogether.
Again I realize this is heavy for a first post and I am sorry for that but any insight is greatly appreciated. Thanks.
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Re: Six months of horrifying trips on DMT to Mushrooms to Marijuana (and everything inbetween) [Re: theyt] 1
#23459535 - 07/20/16 12:33 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Do some "house cleaning" in your life before you trip again. Something's bugging you. I have a feeling you know what it is but can't admit it to yourself. Figure it out, get your ducks in a row, and then trip again.
I have bad trips too. That's what I've found works.
Valerian root might help with anxiety too, but not without doing some ground work.
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Re: Six months of horrifying trips on DMT to Mushrooms to Marijuana (and everything inbetween) [Re: SkagitHunter]
#23459584 - 07/20/16 12:51 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Very good advice. I always make sure my friends are in a good headspace prior to any psychedelics.
That and avoid annoying people lol.
My 2 rules to a good trip.
Hopefully your accidental heroic dose didn't rewire something. Fairly common to hear about a massive knowledge breakthrough but also be 'banned' afterwards.
Knowledge isn't something to be given, it's to be found on your own and marinated on to gain understanding of the knowledge.
You may not remember it, but likely you overstepped your contract in this cycle
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Re: Six months of horrifying trips on DMT to Mushrooms to Marijuana (and everything inbetween) [Re: Snazz]
#23459682 - 07/20/16 01:31 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Thanks for the responses, I will definitely agree that I have a lot of house cleaning to do. I suppose the reason I only believe this to be part of the cause is that it has always been the case and really the sole reason I have ever taken psychedelics. I have never taken them simply for pleasure, never in social situations, and the vast majority of times completely alone.
As far as the blackouts being due to accessing too much knowledge I would definitely agree as well. These recent trips have similarities/links to my very first breakthrough on salvia and many pleasant breakthroughs on dmt, salvia, and others after that. The common theme, so to speak, behind the anger is that I have been given the knowledge and have done nothing with it. Prior to this I had been using psychedelics regularly to "learn" but I already knew and know what needs to be done, but knowing and doing are very different things.
I'll also add that I was diagnosed with early onset schizoaffective disorder years ago but never followed through because I have no interest in treating it through medication and do believe the diagnosis to be true, although I feel it's a very misunderstood disorder. I quit smoking marijuana, aside from at most a dozen times, for over a year prior to this shift due to paranoia and hallucinations. I didn't put any of this in the initial post because I did not want it to affect anyone's response.
Thank you, I do appreciate the insight. I suppose a large part of what bothers me is that my experiences have to an extent caused others to fear psychedelics or view them negatively as I've always been known as a strong advocate of them.
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Re: Six months of horrifying trips on DMT to Mushrooms to Marijuana (and everything inbetween) [Re: Snazz]
#23459684 - 07/20/16 01:31 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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If your muscles get sore affer then you should try yoga. I bet it will calm your trips down. I try to keep my muscles very loose while im tripping. Trust me having tense muscles gives me negitive emotions like anxiety. If yoga doesnt work then try drinking a beer or taking a hot shower.
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