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sanchothestoner
Satan's Grandson



Registered: 12/06/11
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Dark_Star said: I was consumed by depression & anxiety before too. Now I'm not. These things can be worked through, but it takes work.
yeah.... i know. i was agreeing with you. i'm not nearly as depressed or anxious anymore, but it still consumes me. as long as i'm not off trying to kill myself, i can handle it.
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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OhMrJohnson
Ashes Against The Grain

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Ahh I see, so it goes pretty deep
That sucks man, sometimes life deals you a shitty hand but like Dark Star said, it's up to you to make things better.. If you don't try then they won't, it's that simple
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sanchothestoner
Satan's Grandson



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yeah you guys aren't telling me anything new here.
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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Apostle
Philanthropist



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OhMrJohnson
Ashes Against The Grain

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Our words fall on deaf ears indeed
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sanchothestoner
Satan's Grandson



Registered: 12/06/11
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OhMrJohnson said: Our words fall on deaf ears indeed
what? if you think i'm not listening to the advice, you're wrong.
i'm actively bettering my life circumstances. i'm 2 months off daily iv heroin use, getting a place in 2 weeks, things are great with my wifey.
but as you said, it goes down deep....
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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pachoo
Witchakookoo



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I forgot to tell you too that another Englishman was messing with me telling me he's onto me bc he thinks I'm sabotaging with cappuccino or something. Haha
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OhMrJohnson
Ashes Against The Grain

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You don't need to explain yourself to me man
Glad to hear you're 2 months dope-free, that's no easy feat
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Dark_Star
train driver pervading a desktop


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Keep at it. Deep as it goes, healing is possible. Takes a while & a lot of hard work though. You're already walking that path. Just gotta keep going.
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Jokeshopbeard
Humble Student

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Re: mdc/mdc [Re: pachoo] 1
#23457132 - 07/19/16 06:25 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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pachoo said: I forgot to tell you too that another Englishman was messing with me telling me he's onto me bc he thinks I'm sabotaging with cappuccino or something. Haha
Sounds like terrorism to me...
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sanchothestoner
Satan's Grandson



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OhMrJohnson said: You don't need to explain yourself to me man
Glad to hear you're 2 months dope-free, that's no easy feat
i thought you were attacking me
sorry
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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sanchothestoner
Satan's Grandson



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Dark_Star said: Keep at it. Deep as it goes, healing is possible. Takes a while & a lot of hard work though. You're already walking that path. Just gotta keep going.
oh i know. honestly, the shroomery helps me. especially you and burke. you guys have always stood out to me as teachers.
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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PatrickKn



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#23457149 - 07/19/16 06:28 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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pachoo said: I forgot to tell you too that another Englishman was messing with me telling me he's onto me bc he thinks I'm sabotaging with cappuccino or something. Haha
That's perfectly normal. All Englishmen are inherently suspicious of anything or anyone involved in coffee.
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OhMrJohnson
Ashes Against The Grain

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I'm about to eat Chow Mein
Then I'm gonna take some more tinc and read for a while before I go pay the Sandman a visit
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pachoo
Witchakookoo



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Heehee are you an Englishman too, Patrick?
Joke - he's already 'Mericanized!!! He's been indulging in caramel frapps!
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Jokeshopbeard
Humble Student

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Re: mdc/mdc [Re: pachoo]
#23457317 - 07/19/16 07:29 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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How much would it cost me to have you slap him across the face with a fresh mackerel?
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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MommaSmurf



Registered: 07/18/12
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Loc: South Florida
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Dark_Star said: I was consumed by depression & anxiety before too. Now I'm not. These things can be worked through, but it takes work.
Would you mind sharing what worked best to help you cope with anxiety? I've have horrible panic attack disorder since i was 16, i am now 23 and prescribed benzos. I dont want to keep taking them, its a temporary solution for a permanent problem
Any help would be appreciated.
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sanchothestoner
Satan's Grandson



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MommaSmurf said:
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Dark_Star said: I was consumed by depression & anxiety before too. Now I'm not. These things can be worked through, but it takes work.
Would you mind sharing what worked best to help you cope with anxiety? I've have horrible panic attack disorder since i was 16, i am now 23 and prescribed benzos. I dont want to keep taking them, its a temporary solution for a permanent problem
Any help would be appreciated.
lsd
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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MommaSmurf



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Lsd hasn't really helped with my daily anxiety.
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California
A E S T H E T I C S A T A N


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Do you take it daily?(jokes)
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