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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn] 1
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn]
#23455833 - 07/19/16 11:05 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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(S)ad (U)nexplained (I)ncident (C)oncerning (I)ndividual (D)emise (E)tiquette
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry *DELETED* [Re: spirit_shadow]
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn]
#23455985 - 07/19/16 11:56 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Then its homicide suicide. Suihomicide?
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: spirit_shadow]
#23456009 - 07/19/16 12:06 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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I'll be on mushrooms
If I have the balls
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn]
#23456225 - 07/19/16 01:16 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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How about just eat mushrooms? See if you can od on them, at the very least you will be
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: spirit_shadow]
#23456256 - 07/19/16 01:24 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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dude forget the government I'M going to kill you with lazer beams pshhh XD
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: g00ru]
#23456331 - 07/19/16 01:52 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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One time i was writing suicidial poems because I was trying to write some emo stuff after listening to some emo songs etc on the radio and my parents found the poems and read them and started screaming at me about it. it sucked.
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn]
#23456404 - 07/19/16 02:18 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Foamy said: Yes. Maybe I should take someone with me at least to get on the news?
I'll have to pull someone off the bridge with me because I'm anti-gun
Reported, for being a suicidal try-hard. Try harder.
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: 1234go] 2
#23456424 - 07/19/16 02:23 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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First off ur poems aren't good and I doubt they'd attract chicks. Secondly don't do it
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: 1234go] 1
#23456430 - 07/19/16 02:26 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Who are you reporting me to?
I could have lost my arms in war fighting for this country and the dolphin in the fish tank next to me is channeling my thoughts into this forum because people like you know nothing of child slavery
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn]
#23456469 - 07/19/16 02:41 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Murder is a crime. If you wrote that same exact post on facebook Police officers would come to your house.
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: ShiVersblood] 1
#23456496 - 07/19/16 02:53 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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thats why i wrote it on the shroomery
i am not bringing anyone down with me... although when i am submerged deep beneath the river i will probably implode into a black hole and through the network of love drown everyone with me
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn]
#23456627 - 07/19/16 03:53 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Id like to treat you more delicately but my aunt hung herself and my brother shot himself when he was 24 . Both deaths have left a wake of human destruction and heartbreak in it's wake. And ruined lives that people used to love. Also there is always hope for you to be happy in the future,give that a try.
Honest to god I wish we could get people's IP address that threatens any life.
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn]
#23456645 - 07/19/16 04:02 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Foamy said: thats why i wrote it on the shroomery
i am not bringing anyone down with me... although when i am submerged deep beneath the river i will probably implode into a black hole and through the network of love drown everyone with me
if you're just being an attention seeking twat, kindly stop
if you're genuinely suicidal, I still don't see what posting this here is gonna do
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn]
#23456646 - 07/19/16 04:03 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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It's a little sad reading those, I'm not sure people would like such dark material. I like the fact you are using your emotion for the expression.
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Ezuma]
#23456754 - 07/19/16 04:33 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Attention seeking?
Am I not simply posting as you are?
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn]
#23456760 - 07/19/16 04:35 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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I seek freedom
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn] 2
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Foamy said: I seek freedom
the freedom to delete all of your posts at will?
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: SirShroomsAlott]
#23456811 - 07/19/16 04:55 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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That is part of my plan to freedom
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn]
#23456813 - 07/19/16 04:56 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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I fear if I die it is worse than ego death and I'll wake up as I am swim without the ability to post. I will be a ghost leading all souls to whatever I once believed in the memories of others
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn]
#23456866 - 07/19/16 05:12 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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You're not the only one
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry *DELETED* [Re: SirShroomsAlott]
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn]
#23456897 - 07/19/16 05:24 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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That's pretty insightful, you can try connecting your root chakra as well, that is very unused in most people.
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In Tibetan Buddhist tradition something happens when root and sacral become one. Perhaps from witnessing the creation of mud
But I destroyed myself.
I am a social outcast
Exiled to my mind
I've been vegan for about 3 years now but the suffering in seeing on the Internet is getting worse and worse
I think all I can do is survive and pass my genes on to a child but it seems too late now that I am 11 years past maturation at 24 years old
Sex doesn't seem innocent at this age like two wild bunnies
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn]
#23457148 - 07/19/16 06:28 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Yeah you should try to align your chakras , they can provide the beauty and happiness you seek. One session of alignment could help you fly to space or it may just make you physically exhilarated.
I think 24 is the perfect age for sex. Charge those chakras and get into a relationship. Perhaps feed your poetry more emotions then examine how you can change for the better.
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Electric Wizard21 said: Perhaps feed your poetry more emotions then examine how you can change for the better.
This is some amazing advice, I love the perspective of "feeding" poetry emotions. Thank you.
Also, op, i dunno if youre trolling or serious, but sex gets better and better, especially when you've got a parter into tantric practices.. Evolving beyond just fucking, into making love, and beyond even that into making love with intention..
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn]
#23459925 - 07/20/16 03:30 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Foamy said: Yes. Maybe I should take someone with me at least to get on the news?
I'll have to pull someone off the bridge with me because I'm anti-gun
If your anti gun then the least you could do is shoot a bunch of people up in a location with a large amount of armed citizens and then everybody in the nation would be fighting over it again.
Personally I'm pro 2nd amendment but let's not derail this thread into that whole thing.
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: LuSiD enthusiast]
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: BoomerMan420]
#23460421 - 07/20/16 07:27 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Burn burn burn the bread grown and eaten by the dead You mix the blood of the spud With the bodies starved to mud
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn]
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Foamy said: lazer
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn]
#23460450 - 07/20/16 07:35 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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They should really make writing poetry illegal unless you pass some kind of test. Very few people are actually good at it.
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry *DELETED* [Re: clock_of_omens]
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn]
#23460612 - 07/20/16 08:18 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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The ties that bind us to flesh and bone, suicide as a concept finds the mesh to weave us into the zone of encapsulating emulsification of logic and feeling.. Freeing, completely, or so it seems, complete liberation set in motion by total anhiliation
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