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SirShroomsAlott
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn] 2
#23456805 - 07/19/16 04:51 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Foamy said: I seek freedom
the freedom to delete all of your posts at will?
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Buckthorn
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: SirShroomsAlott]
#23456811 - 07/19/16 04:55 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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That is part of my plan to freedom
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn]
#23456813 - 07/19/16 04:56 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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I fear if I die it is worse than ego death and I'll wake up as I am swim without the ability to post. I will be a ghost leading all souls to whatever I once believed in the memories of others
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn]
#23456866 - 07/19/16 05:12 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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You're not the only one
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry *DELETED* [Re: SirShroomsAlott]
#23456877 - 07/19/16 05:16 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn]
#23456897 - 07/19/16 05:24 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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That's pretty insightful, you can try connecting your root chakra as well, that is very unused in most people.
-------------------- I'm sick of all you hypocrites Holding me at bay And I don't need your sympathy To get me through the day Seasons change and so can I Hold on boy, no time to cry Untie these strings, I'm climbing down I won't let them push me away
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Buckthorn
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In Tibetan Buddhist tradition something happens when root and sacral become one. Perhaps from witnessing the creation of mud
But I destroyed myself.
I am a social outcast
Exiled to my mind
I've been vegan for about 3 years now but the suffering in seeing on the Internet is getting worse and worse
I think all I can do is survive and pass my genes on to a child but it seems too late now that I am 11 years past maturation at 24 years old
Sex doesn't seem innocent at this age like two wild bunnies
Edited by Buckthorn (11/11/18 01:40 PM)
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn]
#23457148 - 07/19/16 06:28 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Yeah you should try to align your chakras , they can provide the beauty and happiness you seek. One session of alignment could help you fly to space or it may just make you physically exhilarated.
I think 24 is the perfect age for sex. Charge those chakras and get into a relationship. Perhaps feed your poetry more emotions then examine how you can change for the better.
-------------------- I'm sick of all you hypocrites Holding me at bay And I don't need your sympathy To get me through the day Seasons change and so can I Hold on boy, no time to cry Untie these strings, I'm climbing down I won't let them push me away
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Electric Wizard21 said: Perhaps feed your poetry more emotions then examine how you can change for the better.
This is some amazing advice, I love the perspective of "feeding" poetry emotions. Thank you.
Also, op, i dunno if youre trolling or serious, but sex gets better and better, especially when you've got a parter into tantric practices.. Evolving beyond just fucking, into making love, and beyond even that into making love with intention..
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn]
#23459925 - 07/20/16 03:30 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Foamy said: Yes. Maybe I should take someone with me at least to get on the news?
I'll have to pull someone off the bridge with me because I'm anti-gun
If your anti gun then the least you could do is shoot a bunch of people up in a location with a large amount of armed citizens and then everybody in the nation would be fighting over it again.
Personally I'm pro 2nd amendment but let's not derail this thread into that whole thing.
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: LuSiD enthusiast]
#23459942 - 07/20/16 03:36 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: BoomerMan420]
#23460421 - 07/20/16 07:27 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Burn burn burn the bread grown and eaten by the dead You mix the blood of the spud With the bodies starved to mud
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn]
#23460427 - 07/20/16 07:30 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Foamy said: lazer
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn]
#23460450 - 07/20/16 07:35 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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They should really make writing poetry illegal unless you pass some kind of test. Very few people are actually good at it.
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Re: Suicidal ideation is the source of my poetry [Re: Buckthorn]
#23460612 - 07/20/16 08:18 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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The ties that bind us to flesh and bone, suicide as a concept finds the mesh to weave us into the zone of encapsulating emulsification of logic and feeling.. Freeing, completely, or so it seems, complete liberation set in motion by total anhiliation
-------------------- Disclaimer: All posts created by the user "Bomb Diggity" are entirely fictitious and are created solely for entertainment purposes to cope with his severe social anxiety.
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