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LiquidVisions
Consumes Psychoactive Material



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I have my intention, I just need the sacrament.
#23454304 - 07/18/16 09:21 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Hey everyone. So tomorrow is the night I will be going back. I appreciate all that responded to my last post, even those that discouraged me, but I feel like I have unfinished business with the mushroom. I felt this way as soon as the last trip wore off. I want to understand why my life has taken that turn. I wan't to learn what I have to do for my family to make things right. I feel like the mushroom forced these actions out of me, these events occurred for a reason.
I remember on the last trip before I went off the rails I was thinking of how much I want to open up with my family about who I am because they don't make any actual effort to understand me or any one for that matter. They are quick to create negative opinions which i despise. My efforts to connect and build something with them have failed many times and I grab on to all I can when they try to connect with me. Perhaps I'm not the issue and that trip wasn't for me to learn, but rather my family. Huh.. I hate thinking this way cause it releases me from all responsibility and after all these are my actions that i'm talking about. Something about my last trip seemed strange. The chain of events that occurred through the trip and how I had a very cushioned experience even with all the madness just seemed like it was supposed to happen.
Idk but tomorrow night I want to look into the events that followed me during and after the trip. I want to learn what I should do on my part to improve not only my circumstances but my entire family. I wan't to take what I've learned and figure out a way to work with and bring life to the people I feel that need it back. I wan't to make things right. Now where are the shrooms?
EDIT: Yesterday I actually talked with the EMT who took care of me that night. He shouted at me in the street, remembered my name and all. I apologized for my shenanigans to him and he laughed and said "Don't worry about it man! Listen you gave me a good laugh that night. Just stay safe." and he smiled and drove off. I took it as an "Everything is gonna be good."
-------------------- Step 1: Stare at this for 30 seconds
Step 2: Look at this after following step one
Step 3: Enjoy the mini trip
Edited by LiquidVisions (07/18/16 09:25 PM)
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ShadeOfDeepPurple


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Re: I have my intention, I just need the sacrament. [Re: LiquidVisions]
#23454411 - 07/18/16 09:49 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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You gonna use a sitter or are you confident you won't go freak again? Maybe if you can't find the shrooms it's a sign to wait, or try something new.
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LiquidVisions
Consumes Psychoactive Material



Registered: 01/20/15
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I'm lowering the dosage and I'm confident I won't freak out now. I'll be forced to lay in bed the whole experience. I'm gonna be focusing on only my breath. I want to fully let go on this one, which I've done before. I think what drove me off the rail the last time was knowing that I would be forced to talk to someone while still tripping making me get up and act busy leading to confusion and bad actions. Tripping in bed at night has always been easy especially while fully letting go. I think I can do it. If I don't get the shrooms tomorrow then that's it. I won't be doing them until they come my way.
-------------------- Step 1: Stare at this for 30 seconds
Step 2: Look at this after following step one
Step 3: Enjoy the mini trip
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LiquidVisions
Consumes Psychoactive Material



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Re: I have my intention, I just need the sacrament. [Re: LiquidVisions] 1
#23457920 - 07/19/16 10:29 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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The sacrament has been obtained, will be ingesting within an hours time. Wish me luck everyone.
-------------------- Step 1: Stare at this for 30 seconds
Step 2: Look at this after following step one
Step 3: Enjoy the mini trip
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Mike4aco
Soy el pinche guey



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Re: I have my intention, I just need the sacrament. [Re: LiquidVisions]
#23457929 - 07/19/16 10:33 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Good. Vibes your way bro have fun!
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skuareqnot


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Re: I have my intention, I just need the sacrament. [Re: Mike4aco]
#23458195 - 07/20/16 12:47 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Enjoy it man I'll be wanting to read a trip report about it after! Everything's gonna be good
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pineninja
Dream Weaver



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Re: I have my intention, I just need the sacrament. [Re: skuareqnot]
#23458206 - 07/20/16 12:55 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Confident and calm good vibes.
-------------------- Just a fool on the hill.
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LiquidVisions
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Re: I have my intention, I just need the sacrament. [Re: pineninja]
#23458248 - 07/20/16 01:21 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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I think its time we question everything
-------------------- Step 1: Stare at this for 30 seconds
Step 2: Look at this after following step one
Step 3: Enjoy the mini trip
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Zaluman
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Re: I have my intention, I just need the sacrament. [Re: LiquidVisions] 1
#23458620 - 07/20/16 06:53 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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I would recommend you seek out the medicine, San Pedro, the cactus.
It will let you work with the things you are feeling towards your family and yourself. It will remove what you think you know or what you tell yourselves about your self and your family. Write what you are feeling, not what you think you are feeling. But just what you truly deep down inside your heart feel.
San Pedro is a very caring spirit and a master of healing both the body and the soul.
Mushrooms are great for journeys across the minds eye, but even if they can be used for healing. That is not their true purpose. They are more a substance you use for wandering your mind.
So i would really recommend you try to find San Pedro for the healing that needs to be done in your life. You won't regret it. And the cactus is not so out of control as the mushrooms can be. Peace.
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Thayendanegea
quiet walker



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Re: I have my intention, I just need the sacrament. [Re: Zaluman]
#23458729 - 07/20/16 07:56 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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fingers crossed.
-------------------- Look Deep Into Nature,and Then You Will Understand Everything Better. Albert Einstein
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ShadeOfDeepPurple


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Re: I have my intention, I just need the sacrament. [Re: Zaluman]
#23458919 - 07/20/16 09:06 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Quote:
Zaluman said: I would recommend you seek out the medicine, San Pedro, the cactus.
It will let you work with the things you are feeling towards your family and yourself. It will remove what you think you know or what you tell yourselves about your self and your family. Write what you are feeling, not what you think you are feeling. But just what you truly deep down inside your heart feel.
San Pedro is a very caring spirit and a master of healing both the body and the soul.
Mushrooms are great for journeys across the minds eye, but even if they can be used for healing. That is not their true purpose. They are more a substance you use for wandering your mind.
So i would really recommend you try to find San Pedro for the healing that needs to be done in your life. You won't regret it. And the cactus is not so out of control as the mushrooms can be. Peace.
I recommend phenethylamines to.
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a_stoned_sloth
Gummy Bear Connoisseur

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Hope you enjoy your journey friend!
-------------------- "As the garden grows, so does the gardener."
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