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Trippedytrip
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Spiritual Awakening/Ego Death/Crossing the boundaries
#23449822 - 07/17/16 12:56 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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So guys wanted to open this post to see different opinions on how you see it and to many of you who had an Psychedelic Enlightment.
To start , my DP(Depersonalisation led to Spiritual Awakening and lots of meditation with weed.
I came to the point of hovering around and not being more attached to pacha mama.
I crossed the boundaries of my past ego , got enlightened by gaining my new stronger one wich i am slowly developing. My world has turned 360• with this process.
I am in a state where i am slowly progressing , going forward with a innerly felt peace and confidence as never before. All my derealisation/dp symptoms have gone until the foggy head still remains , maybe from the chemichal imbalance from all this time and it needs to restructure(4-5months) All my symptoms have gone (anxiety,stress factors etc) The foggy head still remains. I can feel that i am in my body but not in true control of my head , i cant feel it really.
It was a painfull journey with lots of grief and sorrow. Knowledge about myself teached me that and opened new doors from past wich i had to resolve and had always torn apart from me as my old ego.
My unconscious is so developed due to this process and i now need to find balance.to put it on practice in conscious world.
Has someone had such experience? How do you go on after that? I am trusting my heart,gut feeling and going with da flow. I am very happy to have experienced it although it was hard for so long and i have taken it to the extremes but it has given the pleasure afterwards.
So that is all , if you have questions all welcome 
Peace
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Re: Spiritual Awakening/Ego Death/Crossing the boundaries [Re: Trippedytrip]
#23449877 - 07/17/16 01:16 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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can you elaborate on what you personally define a spiritual awakening as? to me, it sounds like you're associating this 'foggy head' as some sort of byproduct of enlightenment, which i don't think is correct. i can't seem to get a firm understanding as to anything you're saying in this post, really..
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Trippedytrip
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Re: Spiritual Awakening/Ego Death/Crossing the boundaries [Re: theshrumnub]
#23449902 - 07/17/16 01:30 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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I have been meditating one year , smoking MJ a long time also. I had all symptoms of awakening but i was consciouss about it some time later. It was my mind showing past things to my ego and purifyng myself from it. It was a painfull experience. I crossed all the barriers from my past ego.
For myself the awakening has been the process to show up my true soul in life wich i know my before ego was fake in some aspects of past life and false beliefs about myself. Foggy head is a symptom because you are guided from higher spirits mainly from you heart and right brain hemisphere. I feel that to that i arent so accesable to my left one. I also had these depersonalisation symptoms wich led also to losing this old ego and fastening the awakening process.
I say you i was in 4-5 months not conscious about it happening in a way. As start it was a good experience but later on it was very painfull and as i mentioned i crossed the boundaries from my old ego where i found relief and inner peace.
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Re: Spiritual Awakening/Ego Death/Crossing the boundaries [Re: Trippedytrip]
#23450236 - 07/17/16 03:15 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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i don't think you fully understand what you're trying to say.. not trying to discredit your experiences, but do you honestly believe that higher spirits are connected to your heart and right brain hemisphere..? and if so, why not your left?
i think you're confusing depersonalization and loss of connectivity to yourself as some sort of shedding of ego and pseudo enlightenment. your motives and the mere fact that you posted this proves this furthermore. feel free to prove me wrong, but i think you don't really know what you're trying to say or achieve.
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Trippedytrip
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Re: Spiritual Awakening/Ego Death/Crossing the boundaries [Re: theshrumnub]
#23450318 - 07/17/16 03:45 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Oh men , i have also had therapist classes and she know about it better.
I have had an conscious awakening. It leftsover foggyness on your left brain hemisphere sorry .
I have feeled this whole process and did research and in fact i have had one. I have crossed the boundaries from my old ego and now being reborn following onw wich my aknowledgements won and beliefs . I was stuck to much in babylon 
So you should understand it if you have experienced it .
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Re: Spiritual Awakening/Ego Death/Crossing the boundaries [Re: Trippedytrip]
#23450352 - 07/17/16 04:01 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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alright man if you say so. good luck with your right brain spirits.
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Re: Spiritual Awakening/Ego Death/Crossing the boundaries [Re: theshrumnub]
#23450373 - 07/17/16 04:06 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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yes i think i understand what youre saying, i have been through similar and also suffer the foggy brain.
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Re: Spiritual Awakening/Ego Death/Crossing the boundaries [Re: Peyote Road]
#23450456 - 07/17/16 04:34 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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mental forms that converge give a sense of rightness and goodness, but this is not enlightement, merely the coming together of streams of ideation, the crossing of interests:
when this happens it is good to try to analyse which of your interests are converging so you can pursue them in in constructive ways deliberately.
if you do treat your good interests as important then they will generally re-introduce themselves into future times when you are strange, and the great sense of enlightenment will recurr again, though differently. this perpective on enlightements or on "satori" as it is called in Zen is really important so that you don't end up with your head up your butt thinking you are more enlightened that is actually the case.
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Trippedytrip
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Re: Spiritual Awakening/Ego Death/Crossing the boundaries [Re: redgreenvines]
#23451714 - 07/18/16 01:35 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Taht also happened to me with enlightment. It awakened my hobbies i have left a part but used to have since young. I can amazingly draw now and my music style has. also changed quite.
Did the foggy head persist on you bro? I am now with this feeling since 4-5 months ago. I am back in my body thats good i can feel the head but not the heavyness of the brain or neither the pineal gland. I think with time passing by that will aslo fade away
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Re: Spiritual Awakening/Ego Death/Crossing the boundaries [Re: Trippedytrip]
#23451745 - 07/18/16 02:06 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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There's tons of people on this forum who talk about becoming enlightened and everyone is on about different things. A healthy step forward would be to accurately define your terms or find accurate and less subjective terms we can all understand so we have more effective communication.
If the current trend continues we're all gonna keep bitching about what enlightenment is and isn't, and I think that has nothing to do with the good vibes we generally want to communicate after a heavy trip.
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Trippedytrip
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Re: Spiritual Awakening/Ego Death/Crossing the boundaries [Re: JForce]
#23451763 - 07/18/16 02:29 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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It hasnt been a trip , it has been a 4-5 months process mate I have experienced it as a enlightment to my true soul wich i had tricked with my ego before in the past with unresolved problems or just putting things a part.
I have found my inner peace , self-worth and being one with all . That is my experience , everybody feels it different but i am sure i had an enlightment in wich i crossed my old ego over all and i am now on the step creating my true soul i have met.
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Re: Spiritual Awakening/Ego Death/Crossing the boundaries [Re: Trippedytrip]
#23453412 - 07/18/16 03:58 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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We always think we're at the top til we find the next veil. God mind is the highest. We can not be one until we see the true being behind the mask of all humans and realize that we're the same person, and can telepathically communicate with animals and each other and likely aliens as well. we have to lose our old self, let go of emotions and recognize what it is that makes us laugh and how it divides our consciousness. Also, there is a great power in the word "we".
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