Background-college student just gone on summer break.
been seeing this girl for a little while now. We really hit it off when we went raving together, I was tripping and both on MDMA, so you can imagine the loved up cuddles that ensued.
Over the next few months we got pretty close, tripped together and even k holed together, as well as loads of typical things like meals and adventures in the city. I really like this girl at this point, and I think she likes me. Then she says she doesnt want anything serious, so I say Ok, but I can't see you the same way anymore. She says she changes her mind and says shes up for it. She then goes on holiday. One morning about 6am i get a phone call from her. Shes just finished a night out, and shes got with another guy in the club and shes phoning cause she 'feels so guilty' Apperently only a kiss that he initiated. But of course I will never know. I'm obviously hurt by this, but i feel i can put it behind me and this girl is worth it. I see her when she comes back for a day and we have a wonderful time. I really like this girl, but both have busy summers and she doesn't seem to want to commit any time for us seeing each other ( even though we live close (1hr 30min drive) ) Mainly because I don't think she wants to meet my parents.
There are several other cards on the table, but I am asking for advice on whether i should fuck these other cards. Or if I will bitterly regret it next year at college if I lose this wonderful girl. Thank you anyone who bothered to read my essay haha
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