Just making this post to share my experience with this very powerful drug.
I managed to obtain some very potent clean cid. The experience I had with it was very eye opening and made me look at things in different perspectives. Just general things any person would think about. Life, society, history, and the spiritual realm outside of our physical boundaries.
It made me really think about how our society is carefully constructed. How everything is so particular and orderly. How symbolism controls and navigates the masses. Especially in this new day and age where it is exposed to us in many forms and facets.
On a sober mind I pay no attention to those minor details in those flashy, animated ads and movies. It's mere entertainment and fluff to me when I carry on a typical normal day without my brain being on drugs.
Anyways, I took acid and watched TV. I watched things I would usually watch on any other given day. Like south park, history, or what ever is on TV.
For obvious reasons it was much more different with an altered state of mind.
It made me see things for what they were. How these ads really creep into the subconscious mind. How they seep into the primal senses of us being living beings. Senses and instincts such as hunger, lust, and greed.
How they entice you with idols and fake images for you to soak in more of these materialistic things.
I get the point, it's marketing and its business. Ads make you want something. But let me explain a little more.
We chase these false idols and symbols such as the fancy cars on TV, the disgusting food they constantly promote to cripple our population just to find satisfaction within ourselves.
They know it pacifies us. Those 5 second glimpses constantly being absorbed by that ad on your smart phone, the audio coming out the radio, or the ads we generally see on TV play a role on the general population.
I remember getting off of work the next day. It was a long day at the bank. I was going to pick up a couple things from the store and was going home to call it a day. While I was at the store, I was just observing and thinking. Thinking more about that trip I had the night before, then I just started to look around.
The amount of obese and unhappy people I saw in the store was appalling. It was a sad sight to see. It was crazy to think that all those people, who probably work very hard, just like any of us. Are fueling the very evil machine that is killing us. Consuming all this garbage the government wants you to work for and die for.
It was like a light bulb moment in my head. It clicked.
At the moment I felt a very evil presence. It made me think how these symbols and images had such great influence over people that they may not be even slightly aware whats really happening.
Those jolly ads of all the shit you see on TV there is consequence to, the behind the curtains if you will.
Money is a man made ideology, one that is very powerful. People die over it everyday. It's masked by these facades that they throw out to the public on a daily basis.
So I was watching South Park (hilarious show) while on the trip. I paid particular interest into Kartman when I was watching and the words he was saying. I know hes just a cartoon character.
Then I thought some more, Kartman. Who the hell doesn't know Kartman, right?
Kartman is just a symbol. If kartman says, <insert something here> think about how many people would be influenced by that alone? I know it sounds silly, hes just a fictional cartoon character, but the principal still applies.
I remember Kartman since I was a young, and what kind of impact that particular character had on me. Then it made me realize how much "power" that fictional character really has.
Key things like that example of Kartman I provided are relevant everywhere in this new age world we live in.
Then I really thought about the youth of our society and how it really effects them, how they are even more exposed to this kind of "mind control" then any other generation.
It really scares me.
(then again maybe I should lay off the drugs lol)
I come to realize as well that you just got to cherish your life and your family and loved ones. We get so occupied chasing the bullshit on a stick "the man" throws at you that we truly forget whats really important.
Doing acid really made me establish a more personal relation ship with god, not to the point where I would go to church every Sunday, but to the angle that he does exist. Then it made me think about history more, how they mention these idols and false images in the old books, which I have a lot of respect for. People died for that, and I think to a certain degree that matters.
I would definitely not overlook history, but instead apply it to the age we are living in. I believe the battle of good and evil is an on going thing since the dawn of time. I just try to interpret it more in my own time frame from when I entered the matrix we call life.
Anyways guys I know its late and that was a lot but I down for discussion lol.
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It can be a rough ride to finally find out that culture is a lie, every bit of it. As McKenna said, culture is a boundry-defining-engine and psychedelics are a boundry-dissolving-substance, so you can see why these things clash, and you discover deep realizations about the truth of it all, and sometimes truth about yourself.
You've already made it further towards reality than most people on the planet, just keep going down your path, help who you can.
It was nice treading your report, I'm glad you didn't run and hide from it all.
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