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xbloodwhipx

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I cant smoke weed without anxiety 1
#23438953 - 07/13/16 08:27 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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So, I've decided weed isnt for me.
Basically, I tried to enjoy it. The 2nd time I smoked (about 5 or 6 years ago) I got one of the best feelings I've ever felt from a non psychedelic drug (or semi psychedelic, I guess). The first time I smoked was cool, I took 3 or 4 bong hits, basically some dissicoation and brighting of colors.
Second time, like 1.5 grams in 2 mins. Power smoked a fat joint. Extreme euphoria, Slow motion, extreme heavyness over my body (I felt like I was made of wet sand, lol) my conciousness seemed to "center" and I really felt like I was in my own head, if that makes sense. Colors got brighter, like everything seemed to glow, I felt electric. I was, however, only 13 or 14 at the time (guess drugs do fuck up your memory pretty bad lol).
Never experienced such a thing from weed again. The third, and fourth, and basically everytime I smoked for the next year, just anxiety. No good feelings. I quit smoking awhile.
Well, at some point like when I was 17 I started smoking again. I had anxiety at first, but eventually I got to the point where I started really enjoying weed. I had severe depersonalization at this point, and weed intensified it, but it had other effects that I really enjoyed. I quit smoking until earlier this year.
Anyway, I turn 19 in 3 months. I thought as I got older, weed would mellow out. Since I quit using drugs, my depersonalization is almost non existant. I still dont feel 100 percent me, but I'm not living in a dream world anymore.
So, yesterday I took 1 hit of strong weed, and instantly I had a severe derealization attack that thankfully went away after a few hours. I'm never smoking again, I decided weed just isnt a fun drug for me.
Anyone else effected like this by weed?
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Re: I cant smoke weed without anxiety [Re: xbloodwhipx] 2
#23438963 - 07/13/16 08:30 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Nope, not at all. Been toking up for over 20 years now... pretty much every single day, no plans on stopping anytime soon or ever. Best medicine I have ever found for what ails me. But hey, it's not for everyone. That's pretty clear.. you certainly aren't alone. Everyone has different body chemistry/minds and whatnot.
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Re: I cant smoke weed without anxiety [Re: xbloodwhipx] 1
#23438967 - 07/13/16 08:30 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Interesting. I've felt depersonalization but I didn't realize there was a word for it and it wasn't caused from weed.
But come on now...1.5g in 2 minutes?
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Re: I cant smoke weed without anxiety [Re: xbloodwhipx] 4
#23438969 - 07/13/16 08:31 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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xbloodwhipx said: Anyway, I turn 19 in 3 months.
Yet another shroomerite who registered before they turned 18 huh.
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Re: I cant smoke weed without anxiety [Re: California] 2
#23438974 - 07/13/16 08:32 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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xbloodwhipx said: Anyway, I turn 19 in 3 months.
Yet another shroomerite who registered before they turned 18 huh.
It's almost as bad as when I told runescape I was 13......almost.
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Re: I cant smoke weed without anxiety [Re: Kush_Zombie]
#23438976 - 07/13/16 08:32 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Kush_Zombie said: Interesting. I've felt depersonalization but I didn't realize there was a word for it and it wasn't caused from weed.
But come on now...1.5g in 2 minutes? 
It was really quick. maybe 3 or 4 minutes, I was trying to get it down before anyone saw me
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Re: I cant smoke weed without anxiety [Re: California]
#23438979 - 07/13/16 08:32 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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I think I was 16 when I first registered. But so was Ythan, or 15..
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Re: I cant smoke weed without anxiety [Re: Shroomism] 1
#23438984 - 07/13/16 08:34 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Shroomism said: I think I was 16 when I first registered. But so was Ythan, or 15
Well of course the oldschoolers get a pass, but everyone else is being irresponsible and possibly putting the site at risk of some bullshit.
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Re: I cant smoke weed without anxiety [Re: Shroomism]
#23438987 - 07/13/16 08:34 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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I was actually 18 when I registered I had ordered everything for my first DMT extraction and wanted to confirm that I had everything I needed. Then I didn't get back on for like another year.
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Re: I cant smoke weed without anxiety [Re: California]
#23438991 - 07/13/16 08:35 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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California said:
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Shroomism said: I think I was 16 when I first registered. But so was Ythan, or 15
Well of course the oldschoolers get a pass, but everyone else is being irresponsible and possibly putting the site at risk of some bullshit.
If I could go back I'd probably have not registered until I was 18
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Re: I cant smoke weed without anxiety [Re: Kush_Zombie]
#23438992 - 07/13/16 08:35 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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I'm getting old and shit now.. gattamned whippersnappers GET OFF MAH LAWN!!!
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Re: I cant smoke weed without anxiety [Re: California] 1
#23438995 - 07/13/16 08:36 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Yeah, weed isnt fun for me anymore. the only benefit it has is that i enjoy music more, but the anxiety/existential despair kind of overwhelms the enjoyment.
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Re: I cant smoke weed without anxiety [Re: California]
#23439035 - 07/13/16 08:45 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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xbloodwhipx said: Anyway, I turn 19 in 3 months.
your so heady bro
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Re: I cant smoke weed without anxiety [Re: Cowb0yNeal00]
#23439087 - 07/13/16 08:59 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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what does that even mean
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Re: I cant smoke weed without anxiety [Re: xbloodwhipx] 1
#23439134 - 07/13/16 09:12 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Just smoke weed and start doing something, it will take your mind away from anxiety.
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Re: I cant smoke weed without anxiety [Re: California]
#23439159 - 07/13/16 09:23 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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California said:
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xbloodwhipx said: Anyway, I turn 19 in 3 months.
Yet another shroomerite who registered before they turned 18 huh.
Hey now...
Its a common thing
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Re: I cant smoke weed without anxiety [Re: qman]
#23439167 - 07/13/16 09:26 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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qman said: Just smoke weed and start doing something, it will take your mind away from anxiety.
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Re: I cant smoke weed without anxiety [Re: qman]
#23439179 - 07/13/16 09:29 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Damn OP you're a fuckin baby. You're younger than my lil bro. Anyway, weed makes me kinda anxious lately, but nothing crazy. It's been years since weed has triggered a full blown panic attack for me. I find it really easy not to let weed anxiety bother me these days.
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Re: I cant smoke weed without anxiety [Re: Adolin]
#23439239 - 07/13/16 09:45 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Gresh said: Yeah, weed isn't fun for me anymore. the only benefit it has is that i enjoy music more, but the anxiety/existential despair kind of overwhelms the enjoyment.
Dude, that feel. The people I know who do weed are a tad more creative, disconnected from the web of communication (phone/internet), but they start thinking about their lives & families and it just gets too weird.
Existential crises are a total downer.
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Re: I cant smoke weed without anxiety [Re: hex_enduction]
#23440367 - 07/14/16 09:43 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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hex_enduction said: Damn OP you're a fuckin baby. You're younger than my lil bro. Anyway, weed makes me kinda anxious lately, but nothing crazy. It's been years since weed has triggered a full blown panic attack for me. I find it really easy not to let weed anxiety bother me these days.
Probably around the same age as a lot of people on here. Wouldnt really classify myself as a "fuckin baby".
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