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Re: Does this happen to anyone else? [Re: Eggtimer]
#23436757 - 07/13/16 01:07 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Yes and often in the same way as you describe, being way out there in an overly intense experience and I agree with rest of your post as well.
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Its not because i am scared, though. The knowledge i am told isnt threatning or scary...but for some reason i find myself not ready, when it comes time.
ill be able to handle it up to a point..then i feel like i am about to be told something that would make me think so hard to the point it would drive me mad.
Its like "the other" knows that i am not ready to know why it has been slowly revealing the fabric of space and time.
Its as if it can show me, but it wont explain itself to me for the same reason i dont explain myself to my friends and family. They are not ready.
i am not ready.
but i am ready to admit i am not ready which may mean i am ready.
time will tell
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Re: Does this happen to anyone else? [Re: Mike4aco]
#23436905 - 07/13/16 03:39 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Mike4aco said: I recently took 1.5 mg lsd. I saw the fabric of reality and experienced several thousands of layers to time and multiverse and the complete existence of all that is was will be.
I've had something that sounds similar on LSD+nitrous. I was shot out into what seemed like an infinite number of parallel universes and times, all in a fleetingly fast moment, but I'd experience them all back to back in a flash, the same thing happening in each one but on a different 'level' or 'layer', before finally coming back to my body and being shot back into this reality, where the thing I'd just witnessed happen countless times would happen again but actually in reality (for example my trip buddy in the room saying something)
Which really put into question the way we perceive time in a linear sense, if I'd just witnessed what was about to happen to some extent, before re-entering my body and witnessing it happen again for real.
There were so many more ineffable things I realised (or at least interpreted) from this experience, but it's so beyond words.
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Re: Does this happen to anyone else? [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#23436982 - 07/13/16 05:03 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Sounds like you are convinced you are not spiritually ready to be aware of such info.
A very humbling prospect Mr. Mushroom Jesus.
Maybe when u are old and wise, u will "know" you are ready to learn the great secrets of the Universe and The Source.
I have yet to have such an experience where i could choose to learn such sacred info. i hope someday i will be in that situation and be selfish to learn this info, despite not being spiritually ready yet.
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Re: Does this happen to anyone else? [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#23437033 - 07/13/16 06:05 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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I feel as though sometimes when I am reaching a point of revelation or getting a new perspective on a thought, that I have the choice to learn from it or not.
Almost like you're saying, when you tell the voice or thought to stop. I get the same thing except I'm not really communicating with anyone except for my contemplative mind. I can almost tell my mind to stop thinking about that so I don't have to face the reality of it but I rarely ever do. I suggest you try to do the same, only to figure out whether or not that voice inside your head is right
P.S... it is
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Re: Does this happen to anyone else? [Re: LogicaL Chaos]
#23437035 - 07/13/16 06:05 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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When i was on penis envy shrooms i felt like at any moment the spirits all around me could reveal themselves to me thus making all doubt/questions nonexistant
Or it would just be about to tell me why i am here and things like that
Then when i feel it really happening, ill pass it up and say im not ready..maybe because i dont feel worthy?
Something i noticed with myself is that i am more comfortable beating myself up and not being the besti can be.
I think i do this because i am afraid of success because with success comes responsibility.
I believe in the end, we fear what we are capable of and are given only what we can handle because of that
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Re: Does this happen to anyone else? [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#23437055 - 07/13/16 06:12 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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GoodStrong said: I feel as though sometimes when I am reaching a point of revelation or getting a new perspective on a thought, that I have the choice to learn from it or not.
Almost like you're saying, when you tell the voice or thought to stop. I get the same thing except I'm not really communicating with anyone except for my contemplative mind. I can almost tell my mind to stop thinking about that so I don't have to face the reality of it but I rarely ever do. I suggest you try to do the same, only to figure out whether or not that voice inside your head is right
P.S... it is 
I know it is right. That is why i refuse it.
I believe i will spoil the Nostalgia if i didnt refuse it
But its more of a "uh oh panic time im about to be annointed"
Then im just like "okk this too much please stop"
Then i get all pissed at the other for not telling me 
Think of it terms of basketball. Instead of shooting the game winning shot, i pass the ball up to get a better shot
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Re: Does this happen to anyone else? [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#23437074 - 07/13/16 06:22 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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It's almost like you're saving the knowledge for later so you'll have more to learn.
I wouldn't say afraid, but it's almost like you don't want to learn too much in fear that there will be nothing left to learn after you are annointed by this source of knowledge.
Fear isn't the word for it either... I'm not sure about all of this and that definitely doesn't help but I see that you have a positive outlook on the whole thing because you do feel as if there is something to be uncovered.
I think you should try tripping by the ocean, the constant waves and the push and pull of the water remind me that all thoughts come and go. Not the best analogy but hey, it made sense when my head was spinning.
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Re: Does this happen to anyone else? [Re: GoodStrong]
#23437078 - 07/13/16 06:24 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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GoodStrong said: It's almost like you're saving the knowledge for later so you'll have more to learn.
That's exactly it
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Re: Does this happen to anyone else? [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#23437084 - 07/13/16 06:28 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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And i legit live on the ocean. My front yard is the bay and down the street is the veach
I live in a small town Peninsula
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Re: Does this happen to anyone else? [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#23437117 - 07/13/16 06:45 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Bill_Oreilly said: My front yard is the bay
Harbor Walk is chill as a mofo. That's a great spot to live at
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Re: Does this happen to anyone else? [Re: GoodStrong]
#23437138 - 07/13/16 07:11 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Ahahs nah its not there
Small town right by quincy and hingham, if you know of those towns you can probably guess where i live
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Re: Does this happen to anyone else? [Re: GoodStrong]
#23437139 - 07/13/16 07:12 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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I remember distinctly, just after or during (the ego death kinda replays for me a few times within a trip) a huge ego death- I was curled in a ball feeling intense guilt and sadness for how I treat my mother ( we fight frequently due to my mental and physical disabilities and her Religious beliefs, death of father etc.) - My brain suddenly charged with warmth like a sparkler- the watchers told me that love was everything I was missing - and an orgasmic sense of warmth flooded my body, as I allowed that love to take over. With tears of pure euphoria streaming from my eyes, I lay there completely overtaken with what- to me- was everything I had ever been missing. (At this point in my life I was recovering from bulimia, self harm, all stemming from borderline personality disorder which causes intense fear of being abandoned, schizo thoughts, things like this) My brain or spoke up finally, after the euphoria began subsiding.. my brain grabbed for anything it could hold onto- pawing and clawing for the euphoria that seconds before crashed over my body like rivers of musical energy focused into my little body. The watchers told me that Love was the force with witch I would find my own meaning. A tool, to use against the hard surfaces of life- to chip away at the pysichal meaningless boundaries and to plummet into the unknown void of altruistic love. Now, as soon as I returned to my ego- I attempted to "power up" if you will- or call upon the amount of love I had previously felt for my mother- the person who really wasn't my mother for a big part of my life. My brain crashed to a hault- thoughts of betrayal and all the terrible things my mother and family had ever done to me ripped and tore at the very tool I was attempting to use to create something beautiful - acceptance and movement - I realized at that moment - I was the only thing standing in my way- and that the ego and memories I clutch so strongly to for my own survival- were the very thing drowning my ability to experience life to the fullest. To come to this realization is just another ego death yes- but is life itself not just a series of births and deaths resulting in an ever moving never ending circle of experiences and emotion. Something that we aren't supposed to control, something that we can't control, something that we have to simply give in to. I hope my experiences can shine some light on your un answered questions and misunderstandings. Every time I feel suicidal tendencies start to arise- a sliver of the euphoria I felt during that trip, wells up inside my belly and into my throat - like a roar or war cry. And I want nothing more than to stay and experience all the pain and joy of life after those moments.
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Re: Does this happen to anyone else? [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#23437157 - 07/13/16 07:23 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Bill_Oreilly said: Ahahs nah its not there
Small town right by quincy and hingham, if you know of those towns you can probably guess where i live
Gotcha pinpointed now
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Re: Does this happen to anyone else? [Re: GoodStrong]
#23437159 - 07/13/16 07:25 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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