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#23435862 - 07/12/16 07:26 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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I just stabilized and left the hospital. I had a really bad infected wisdom tooth. I got it extracted at 4pm. And when the pain shot wore off I went into shock and almost died...
That was so close. I thought my time had come... The doctor gave me tylenol for fever, oxy, and penicillin.
I mean fucking.. I was shaking in so much pain, my fever was 103 blood pressure was 180 over something. I thought I was fucking dead.. The fucking ambulance carted me off in my boxers I was so fucked...
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: JustForToday]
#23435921 - 07/12/16 07:48 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Holy shit. How does it feel to be alive?
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: JustForToday]
#23435943 - 07/12/16 07:57 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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sucks man hope you can recuperate without any negative effects.
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: JustForToday]
#23436110 - 07/12/16 08:59 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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sorry to hear - hope you feel better!
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SirSippertonScrim said: Holy shit. How does it feel to be alive?
Feel like I got hit by a tractor i'm very weak it's ridiculous just laying down right now.
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: JustForToday]
#23437385 - 07/13/16 09:09 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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I had a bad tooth a few weeks ago, I had something similar happen, but I didn't go to the hospital, just toughed it out. I took so many OTC pain relievers (ibuprofen/tylenol) over the course of a few weeks, that I think I started to get an ulcer because I was having horrible stomach pains, I had a whole bottle of antibiotics left over from the last time I went to the dentist, so was taking those too, which I think really helped.
But I can relate, I had a 103 degree fever, horrible chills/cramps, man I was sick as a dog. I was reading about life expectancy in the old world the other night, and how people would die in their 20's/30's from ailments involving their teeth, you know infection spreading through the bloodstream to other parts of their body, shits wild man.
Anyway, at least you're alive, congrats.
Tooth issues suck, my back teeth are shot from using dope and smoking for many years, my front teeth are fine and I always get compliments on them looking nice, but my back teeth are no good.
I really need to get to a dentist soon.
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: JustForToday]
#23438080 - 07/13/16 03:12 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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JustForToday said: I just stabilized and left the hospital. I had a really bad infected wisdom tooth. I got it extracted at 4pm. And when the pain shot wore off I went into shock and almost died...
That was so close. I thought my time had come... The doctor gave me tylenol for fever, oxy, and penicillin.
I mean fucking.. I was shaking in so much pain, my fever was 103 blood pressure was 180 over something. I thought I was fucking dead.. The fucking ambulance carted me off in my boxers I was so fucked...
How old are you? I need to have my wisdom tooth extracted needed to take amoxicillin to stop infection, impacted directly into my molar shits scary.
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: JustForToday]
#23438167 - 07/13/16 03:54 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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JustForToday said: I just stabilized and left the hospital. I had a really bad infected wisdom tooth. I got it extracted at 4pm. And when the pain shot wore off I went into shock and almost died...
That was so close. I thought my time had come... The doctor gave me tylenol for fever, oxy, and penicillin.
I mean fucking.. I was shaking in so much pain, my fever was 103 blood pressure was 180 over something. I thought I was fucking dead.. The fucking ambulance carted me off in my boxers I was so fucked...
You know, infected teeth can cause some serious mental ailments that people don't realize. I improved so much after I got all my teeth proper.
Pain and infection can really screw with you as a whole.
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: BoomerMan420] 1
#23438297 - 07/13/16 04:38 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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BoomerMan420 said:
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JustForToday said: I just stabilized and left the hospital. I had a really bad infected wisdom tooth. I got it extracted at 4pm. And when the pain shot wore off I went into shock and almost died...
That was so close. I thought my time had come... The doctor gave me tylenol for fever, oxy, and penicillin.
I mean fucking.. I was shaking in so much pain, my fever was 103 blood pressure was 180 over something. I thought I was fucking dead.. The fucking ambulance carted me off in my boxers I was so fucked...
How old are you? I need to have my wisdom tooth extracted needed to take amoxicillin to stop infection, impacted directly into my molar shits scary.
I'm 27. I honestly didn't know what the fuck was happening I thought I was dead. I was screaming in the hospital for doctors to help me. The pain through my body was too much almost felt like getting run over by a freight train.
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: JustForToday]
#23442591 - 07/15/16 12:14 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Holy shit i need to start brushing my teeth!
I had 4 wisdoms taken out when i was 8. I was fine
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: Rainman13]
#23445719 - 07/16/16 01:22 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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How had you even had all your baby teeth fall out by age 8, let alone have your wisdoms removed?
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: vandago]
#23445744 - 07/16/16 01:40 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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maybe i was a little older. 8 was a guess. I might have been more 8 - 11? It was a long time ago lol
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: Rainman13] 1
#23453308 - 07/18/16 03:26 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Damn i'm still sore and feeling really bad. Been leaving work early every day. I just looked in my mouth and it doesn't look too good should I go back to the ER?!
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: vandago]
#23453363 - 07/18/16 03:47 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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JustForToday said: Damn i'm still sore and feeling really bad. Been leaving work early every day. I just looked in my mouth and it doesn't look too good should I go back to the ER?!
if you would like to survive [without permanent damage] then yes
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vandago said: You know, infected teeth can cause some serious mental ailments that people don't realize. I improved so much after I got all my teeth proper.
Pain and infection can really screw with you as a whole.
mental illness, heart disease, septicemia
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: demiu5] 1
#23453534 - 07/18/16 04:29 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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I'm going tomorrow first thing. Hope I can make it through the night i'm scared...
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: JustForToday]
#23459088 - 07/20/16 10:06 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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My thoughts go out to you. Hang in there!
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I need to be in a hospital I keep gag burping almost throwing up it's really pain ful the ppi's aren't helping nor is peptobismal I'm going to die from this.. I got to keep working.
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: JustForToday]
#23472971 - 07/24/16 05:42 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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did you go to the doctor?
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I am about to go back to the ER
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: JustForToday]
#23474515 - 07/25/16 06:01 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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You shouldn't have any infection left if you've been taking the penicillin. Maybe you have a dry socket. Are you staying hydrated?
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: koods] 1
#23475283 - 07/25/16 11:43 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Just got back from the ER. They don't know what the problem is. They told me to see a GI doctor. I just called to make an appointment and it's 310 for an office visit without insurance.
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: JustForToday] 1
#23475286 - 07/25/16 11:44 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Anyone know what I should do? Was about tempted to pay a homeless stranger 50 dollars earlier to throw me in front of a car I can't take this no more..
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: JustForToday]
#23475309 - 07/25/16 11:52 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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get on some type of pain relief would be my first recommendation.. when I had mine removed I just waited it out, drank/ate liquidish food and the pain/swell went away a couple days later
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: MMG] 1
#23475338 - 07/25/16 12:06 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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No it's not even my tooth anymore my stomach is the issue alot of gagging, burping and vomiting.
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: JustForToday]
#23475353 - 07/25/16 12:11 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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hmm, well eat some banana or similar fibrous food, the fiber in it will help stabilize your gut a bit might want to drink/eat some aloe vera, that shit generates the intestinal flora like no other~
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: MMG]
#23475378 - 07/25/16 12:21 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Eat some yogurt, the antibiotics may have thrown your GI flora out of whack
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: koods]
#23475385 - 07/25/16 12:23 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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What exactly are you putting into your body on a daily basis now JFT?
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: koods] 1
#23475387 - 07/25/16 12:24 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Holy fuck you're probably right it didn't start until I started taking that shit... the pain pills I just took gave me instant relief of this hell.. I almost wonder how I can stay sober now if I feel immensely better on this stuff.
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: JustForToday]
#23475397 - 07/25/16 12:30 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Do you drink milk? Or consume dairy products? Antibiotics can induce lactose intolerance. Pain and burping are symptoms. If you can correlate dairy product consumption with the pain, then don't eat yogurt.
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: koods] 1
#23475432 - 07/25/16 12:46 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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koods said: Do you drink milk? Or consume dairy products? Antibiotics can induce lactose intolerance. Pain and burping are symptoms. If you can correlate dairy product consumption with the pain, then don't eat yogurt.
Milk makes it worse...
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Thayendanegea said: What exactly are you putting into your body on a daily basis now JFT?
Baclofen, Clonidine, Geodon, Trazadone, melatonin, ibuprofen for pain and benadryl.
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: JustForToday]
#23476630 - 07/25/16 07:22 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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What antibiotics have they given you? Are they penicillin based? Those tend to be a lot rougher on the stomach than sulfonamides.
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: JustForToday]
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JustForToday said:
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Thayendanegea said: What exactly are you putting into your body on a daily basis now JFT?
Baclofen, Clonidine, Geodon, Trazadone, melatonin, ibuprofen for pain and benadryl.
stop taking ibuprofen
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: JustForToday]
#23479110 - 07/26/16 03:17 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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JustForToday said:
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Thayendanegea said: What exactly are you putting into your body on a daily basis now JFT?
Baclofen, Clonidine, Geodon, Trazadone, melatonin, ibuprofen for pain and benadryl.
Can you break down what each is taken for and which ones you are abusing?
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I just take them all as prescribed. I seen in my paperwork ibuprofen might be making my stomach worse.
I was taking penicillin.
I take 160mg of geodon, 40mg baclofen, .2 mg of clonidine, 10 mg melatonin, 125mg of trazadone, 800 mg of ibuprofen, and 50mg of benadryl. Most of it is for sleep.. Except the baclofen which I take throughout the day.
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: JustForToday]
#23481582 - 07/27/16 08:23 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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800mg ibuprofen is quite a bit, if doing that daily for an extended period of time. get off that shit
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: JustForToday]
#23481617 - 07/27/16 08:36 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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I didn't see any hydro's or oxy's in that list.
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Oh hydros and oxy. Not too much though the baclofen potentiates it.
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: JustForToday]
#23493245 - 07/30/16 05:47 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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How are you now?
Everyones given you good advice here.. I think you should just trust the doctors. Do what they tell you.. only thing that's a bit annoying is that sometimes you wish that you had asked a few important questions to the doctor but you couldn't think of it at that time but you should also keep in mind that after such a horrible experience it would be very normal for you to have panic anxiety so just trust what the doctors have told you and keep in mind that you could be imagining any bad feelings such as an ill stomach and cold shivers and fever.. the best sign of anxiety is that you feel like you have a fever but when you check the temperature then you don't have a fever.
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: Anonymous #1]
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Anonymous said: How are you now?
Everyones given you good advice here.. I think you should just trust the doctors. Do what they tell you.. only thing that's a bit annoying is that sometimes you wish that you had asked a few important questions to the doctor but you couldn't think of it at that time but you should also keep in mind that after such a horrible experience it would be very normal for you to have panic anxiety so just trust what the doctors have told you and keep in mind that you could be imagining any bad feelings such as an ill stomach and cold shivers and fever.. the best sign of anxiety is that you feel like you have a fever but when you check the temperature then you don't have a fever.
I know I run into this problem all the fucking time. My mind goes blank when I see a doctor.. I am actively using again. I just can't seem to stop but it helps my stomach condition. No symptoms at all. Plus a major state of relaxation. I have health insurance now i'm just waiting for the card to arrive.
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: sprinkles]
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Thanks for sharing that Sprinkles......took a lot to come out and tell us about your experience. That sounds really scary. I, for one think this world is much more interesting with you in it. Prayer does work...the answers may not be what you want all the time, but there is something bigger than us that really does give a shit. I'm really glad you're still around
People take near death encounters differently. I once sponsored a girl that had been brought back to life by paramedics using narcan....they took her to the hospital and reminded her that she should be grateful because they brought her back from death. Her reply was "Fuck you....you should have let me die assholes".
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I dont get that but at the same time I do get it.
Her quality of life is so low she doesnt give a shit if she lives or dies. Drug addiction is living in bondage, it a form of suffering and it steals a persons joy. It is a genetic brain disease. The diseased organ is the brain. The malfunctioning brain wants to keep doing something that is killing/destroying it, where a normal persons brain does not.
if she makes it through her addiction and gets past the anger she will realize life is a gift that can be taken from us at any moment. Here today, gone the next. It can happen to anyone.
people who are lucky enough to live after OD go into immediate withdrawl after narcan. they are angry, they dont appreciate the fact they still have conscious awareness of what anger feels like. It is better to feel & experience anger than it is to never feel or experience anything. ever. again.
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: sprinkles]
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Any advice for me sprinkles? Getting high helps me..
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im not perfect, but im trying. Harm reduction, harm minimization.
Id like you to know that you dont have to keep doing bad things to yourself. you can quit punishing yourself and maybe in the process start to love yourself and see the value you have and the potential to turn whatever into something beneficial, not only for yourself but for others as well.
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You have opioid receptors in your stomach too, you know...
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sprinkles said: I dont get that but at the same time I do get it.
Her quality of life is so low she doesnt give a shit if she lives or dies. Drug addiction is living in bondage, it a form of suffering and it steals a persons joy. It is a genetic brain disease. The diseased organ is the brain. The malfunctioning brain wants to keep doing something that is killing/destroying it, where a normal persons brain does not.
if she makes it through her addiction and gets past the anger she will realize life is a gift that can be taken from us at any moment. Here today, gone the next. It can happen to anyone.
people who are lucky enough to live after OD go into immediate withdrawl after narcan. they are angry, they dont appreciate the fact they still have conscious awareness of what anger feels like. It is better to feel & experience anger than it is to never feel or experience anything. ever. again.
Yeah....she's deep in. Her brother, who was the only real family she loved, OD'd and died...she now has a son that is being raised by the fathers family. Very sad..she did have some long periods of sobriety but always went back out...she gets violent and usually winds up in lock up...a stripper by trade, doesn't help her one bit. I had to cut ties with her a few years ago because she was bringing others down around her and seemed to enjoy doing it. Funny thing....talk about "God" moments. I used to take her to recovery meetings with me to tell her story to others at a treatment center when she was sober for a few months. Both times I took her there my check engine light came on in my jeep. The light had never come on before that nor after...the jeep has almost 200,000 miles on it. I still scratch my head about that. I can't figure whether that was a good thing or bad....maybe just a sign that she was a special case...IDK.
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the antibiotics have fucked you up royally quickly get some probiotics heavy dosage ones 15billion. Or if you want to be sure of it,look into FMTs
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