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sprinkles
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: JustForToday]
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: sprinkles]
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: sprinkles]
#23506057 - 08/03/16 02:57 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Thanks for sharing that Sprinkles......took a lot to come out and tell us about your experience. That sounds really scary. I, for one think this world is much more interesting with you in it. Prayer does work...the answers may not be what you want all the time, but there is something bigger than us that really does give a shit. I'm really glad you're still around
People take near death encounters differently. I once sponsored a girl that had been brought back to life by paramedics using narcan....they took her to the hospital and reminded her that she should be grateful because they brought her back from death. Her reply was "Fuck you....you should have let me die assholes".
-------------------- Look Deep Into Nature,and Then You Will Understand Everything Better. Albert Einstein
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sprinkles
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I dont get that but at the same time I do get it.
Her quality of life is so low she doesnt give a shit if she lives or dies. Drug addiction is living in bondage, it a form of suffering and it steals a persons joy. It is a genetic brain disease. The diseased organ is the brain. The malfunctioning brain wants to keep doing something that is killing/destroying it, where a normal persons brain does not.
if she makes it through her addiction and gets past the anger she will realize life is a gift that can be taken from us at any moment. Here today, gone the next. It can happen to anyone.
people who are lucky enough to live after OD go into immediate withdrawl after narcan. they are angry, they dont appreciate the fact they still have conscious awareness of what anger feels like. It is better to feel & experience anger than it is to never feel or experience anything. ever. again.
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: sprinkles]
#23506220 - 08/03/16 03:47 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Any advice for me sprinkles? Getting high helps me..
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: JustForToday]
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im not perfect, but im trying. Harm reduction, harm minimization.
Id like you to know that you dont have to keep doing bad things to yourself. you can quit punishing yourself and maybe in the process start to love yourself and see the value you have and the potential to turn whatever into something beneficial, not only for yourself but for others as well.
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: sprinkles]
#23507660 - 08/03/16 10:03 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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It always brightened my day a little when I would log on and see the flashing. For what it's worth...
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: Anonymous #2]
#23508350 - 08/04/16 04:43 AM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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You have opioid receptors in your stomach too, you know...
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Re: I just almost died tonight.. [Re: sprinkles]
#23508610 - 08/04/16 07:59 AM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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sprinkles said: I dont get that but at the same time I do get it.
Her quality of life is so low she doesnt give a shit if she lives or dies. Drug addiction is living in bondage, it a form of suffering and it steals a persons joy. It is a genetic brain disease. The diseased organ is the brain. The malfunctioning brain wants to keep doing something that is killing/destroying it, where a normal persons brain does not.
if she makes it through her addiction and gets past the anger she will realize life is a gift that can be taken from us at any moment. Here today, gone the next. It can happen to anyone.
people who are lucky enough to live after OD go into immediate withdrawl after narcan. they are angry, they dont appreciate the fact they still have conscious awareness of what anger feels like. It is better to feel & experience anger than it is to never feel or experience anything. ever. again.
Yeah....she's deep in. Her brother, who was the only real family she loved, OD'd and died...she now has a son that is being raised by the fathers family. Very sad..she did have some long periods of sobriety but always went back out...she gets violent and usually winds up in lock up...a stripper by trade, doesn't help her one bit. I had to cut ties with her a few years ago because she was bringing others down around her and seemed to enjoy doing it. Funny thing....talk about "God" moments. I used to take her to recovery meetings with me to tell her story to others at a treatment center when she was sober for a few months. Both times I took her there my check engine light came on in my jeep. The light had never come on before that nor after...the jeep has almost 200,000 miles on it. I still scratch my head about that. I can't figure whether that was a good thing or bad....maybe just a sign that she was a special case...IDK.
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the antibiotics have fucked you up royally quickly get some probiotics heavy dosage ones 15billion. Or if you want to be sure of it,look into FMTs
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