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Ex Od'd on H this morning.
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She called me freaking out hoping to find some way to avoid doing it, I was asleep after work and had no answer for her. The same shit doesn't work, I can't offer her anything.
I lost a lot of respect and friends overall when I was dating this girl years ago, invested a lot of my heart into something to inevitably have it broken.
We are still friends, but I think watching her fall now is even more painful then we we were intimate. It's like I have no choice but to just walk away and let her die. She got busted with dope last year, and she's been on probation for it, and just failed a piss test last week for it and had to restart her probation.
I am not a fan of the shit at all. I dunno what to even do.
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: vandago]
#23428116 - 07/10/16 12:30 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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follow your gut. Imo you've already made the right decision walking away.
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: T-Rex]
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Well she walked away from me, she was quite the promiscuous one. I can't deal with a monogamous relationship that turns into lying and behind the back unprotected sex and needles.
Her and I have great chats when she isn't high on dope, but thats far and few between.
She called me at 9:11 pm and let me know she relapsed again and busted her head and wrecked her car.
Like I can't stand hearing about how hard these cravings are, how much shes "trying, how hard it is bla bla bla.
She lives in a fuckin mansion with 5 acres and literally gets everything she wants whenever she wants. Beautiful, funny, close with her family, doesn't even have to work if she doesnt want to, and always goes on about how hard her life is.
I dunno, I guess talking to her is a huge reminder of how incredibly naive and lonely I am. There's something about people on heroin that suck the life out of me, and I kinda feel addicted to wasting my time trying to help.
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: vandago]
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She's got you spun. That's the manipulation of a heroin addict. I've been through the hell she's going through. And I learned many times that relationships do not last when heroin is involved for the most part. It becomes your lover. She's using you as an emotional crutch when it conveniences her. From what I gather from your post she doesn't care about creating turmoil in your life. She walked out on you bc she can't stay faithful. She gets pinched by cops for possession. On probation. Fails piss test. Has the wealth/family to get help chooses not to. Calls you after relapsing and crashing her car. RUN. Far away.
From someone who doesn't have an emotional interest in this relationship, you should think about you future not hers.
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: T-Rex]
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I suppose you are right. I gotta quit being a tool.
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: vandago]
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Your not a tool. Your human. You were once romantically intimate with this woman. Its not easy to watch someone you love go through this. But first and foremost is yourself brother.
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At least shes alive
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: T-Rex]
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Ya but she was never romantically intimate with me.
One time she was so high on dope and I didn't even notice it til I went down on her and she nodded off, farted in my mouth, and called me her ex fiance's name.
I got pretty pissed and let her sleep, when she woke up ( late ) I had to take her to work cause she was too high to drive, we got pulled over for speeding, she has a bag of dope in her pocket she tells me about. Luckily we didn't get searched then.
It was always shit like that. Her fiance left her because of her dope habit after they were together and she used me as a relapse tool, just a crutch. After about 6 months she was with 4 other guys and fucking her fiance at the same time.
It was like sober her was awesome, but was a fraction of time. I dunno why I let it get passed a couple weeks. She was stealing from me too.
Hell one time she called me crying because her dog had cancer. I rushed over and took it to the vet with her to get euthanized. We go in there and she isn't even upset anymore, and I had never put a dog down before. So I am in the vets office crying, shes like meh, and the vet sticks the dog and the dog dies in my arms......I take her back to her huge ass house and shes like "ok I had plans with my fiance already today, thanks for taking my dog to get killed" and leaves me there with her mom.
There's no other word for that accept tool bag. Most of our time together when we were sexual was when I was a huge drunk. I just went to bars alone and drank alone and didn't talk to anyone. She invited me out one night and I thought it was just a friend thing....I guess I had been so damn lonely for so long I took the bait without a second thought.....but I had never dealt with a heroin addict before like that.
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: Connoisseur]
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Connoisseur said: At least shes alive
For now. It's been getting worse and worse. She's od'd several times before this, but today was the closest she came to dying.
Her mom actually keeps shots of narcan in the house.
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: vandago]
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Yeah she's certified trash. Fuck that slut vandago. Move on. So many more chicks to play Captain Save A Ho with.
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: T-Rex]
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Oh and I would of been out at the mouth fart, fucking gross.
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: T-Rex]
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Ya I dunno why I even bother talking to her anymore. It's always bad news.
She's pretty much sucked my ability to love or trust a female ever again I think. It's been years and I still can't fathom honesty.
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: vandago]
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vandago said:
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Connoisseur said: At least shes alive
For now. It's been getting worse and worse. She's od'd several times before this, but today was the closest she came to dying.
Her mom actually keeps shots of narcan in the house.
So does mine
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: Connoisseur]
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seems like you are addicted to her drama, stop letting her drag you through shit
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: xzylocybin]
#23428328 - 07/10/16 02:51 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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I just answer the phone.
I hardly ever call her, nor do we even see eachother.
She just calls out of the blue either to stay in touch and things are fine, or a week later in panic because she fucked up again.
I'm in the most desolate time in my life right now. I am more alone than I have ever been before. It's nice to hear a voice.
I'd much rather it be a positive one that I didn't fret over though.
When we were seeing each other I had no clue how much baggage was coming with her, and it left me pretty wrecked. It also ruined a lot of friendships I had having her around and I'm one to not notice a lot of stuff until it's place in hindsight.
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Come man, stop wallowing in self-pity
Whats stopping you from walking away and starting fresh? Be in charge man, own the world
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: Tripsurfer]
#23428347 - 07/10/16 03:13 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Meh, there's a lot more going on than her demise that's negatively impacting my life.
It's just a venting thread mainly.
There's a lot stopping me from moving on to a happier place. A lot of shit I can't control.
It's been a steady decline now way before her.
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: vandago]
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some times u have to go through hard times but they come and go good luck bud
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I should probably just stick ice in her ass and her pussy and call it a day.
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: vandago]
#23428382 - 07/10/16 04:18 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Sucks to hear about your friend...and how shitty you're feeling.
I had to walk away from someone like that once. It's not easy, but sticking around hurts more.
I gave you the key when the door wasn't open, just admit it See I gave you faith turned your doubt in to hoping, can't deny it Now I'm all alone and my joys turned to moping Tell me here, where are you now that I need you? Where are you now? Where are you now that I need ya? Couldn't find you anywhere When you broke down I didn't leave ya I was by your side So where are you now that I need ya? Where are you now that I need ya?
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: vandago]
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vandago said: She's pretty much sucked my ability to love or trust a female ever again I think. It's been years and I still can't fathom honesty.
GTFO brother. Seriously.
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Ya I pretty much needed a few more "Drop her". I dunno why.
I guess the good thing that came from her was she helped purge some of my "friends" who were doing the same thing she was doing. There when I was up, obsolete when I am down.
I hung around some people I swear had an inner voice that told them when my bank account was on 0 or doing good. If I picked up the tab they were always around, then suddenly I would have to use my money for things that didn't benefit them and every time I've ever been an asshole suddenly got thrown in my face when I couldn't let them borrow or have money or drugs anymore.
Things have to eventually either get better, or at the very least come to a point of acceptance and a bit calmer. I have been growing much calmer over the years but I am far from my expectations of calm.
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: vandago]
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Quit picking up the tab. That's something you should do like once a year, at Christmas time or something.
Kinda sounds like you're a really friendly fella and vultures are circling you waiting for some generosity to show.
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: vandago]
#23428869 - 07/10/16 09:55 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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My personal rule is to stay away from problematic people altogether.
If they ask me for help by themselves, I'll try to help. I they don't ask me, I stay away
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: Patlal]
#23428911 - 07/10/16 10:16 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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addicts are good at being victims it makes justifying hardcore drug usage and the destruction that follows with it easier
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: vandago]
#23429093 - 07/10/16 11:38 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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vandago said: Ya but she was never romantically intimate with me.
One time she was so high on dope and I didn't even notice it til I went down on her and she nodded off, farted in my mouth, and called me her ex finances name
Dude! YES!!

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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: stzacrack]
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i forgive instantly
I wear my heart n my sleeve.
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: vandago]
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My uncle is going to jail for at least a few years due to his crazy dope fiend girlfriend... They are both addicts but she is a nut.
Anyways the point is don't get used by someone like that, she is literally the reason he is going to jail yet he still lets her mooch off him...
Simply becouse he is too co dependent to let her go even though he can see how terrible she is for him, she even tried to lie about being prego awhile back
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yea dude seriously why are you still talking to her? having a garbage person in your life turns you into a garbage person. My cousin was fucking with an H whore who he would talk shit about all the time too and now she's got his baby in her so he is stuck with her, don't let her get her evil dirty claws in you
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: xzylocybin]
#23429378 - 07/10/16 01:41 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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ya dummy
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: vandago]
#23429836 - 07/10/16 04:56 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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The ones with biggest hearts suffer the most

hope shes alright but I LOL"d at the farted in my face .. lol variables
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: aysen]
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One of the most painful realizations, especially when it concerns someone you care about, is that you can't help them if they won't help themselves.
I have been there before, man. It sucks - eventually you realize that it's up to them to change, otherwise you'll both get dragged down.
"Sad little boy, I know you get confused But everyone goes through these trials of self-truth and self-abuse When you're selfless you're so hard not to adore When you're selfish, I just love you even more I want to help you, but you've got to say the words: 'I want to be cured.'"
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: vandago]
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I have not read this whole thread, so don't know if someone has mentioned this yet, but in many states you can get naloxone OTC, tell her dumb butt to procure some for future OD's.
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thanks for that song, good stuff.
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you're very welcome
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That sucks & you deserve better.
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: Lucis]
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Fennario said: I have not read this whole thread, so don't know if someone has mentioned this yet, but in many states you can get naloxone OTC, tell her dumb butt to procure some for future OD's.
or just don't heroin. that shit is garbage. fuck heroin.
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: vandago]
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dude you're a chump.
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Fennario said: I have not read this whole thread, so don't know if someone has mentioned this yet, but in many states you can get naloxone OTC, tell her dumb butt to procure some for future OD's.
or just don't heroin. that shit is garbage. fuck heroin.
Wow great point.
Everyone knows that the good old 'Don't Do Drugs' mantra always works - especially with addicts!
op, have you tried telling her not to do heroin, maybe?
on another less stupid note - fenarrio has a great point - I've never done heroin and idk how realistic it is for someone to be able to administer it themselves in the event of an od, but if she can get ahold of it or you can get ahold of it for her - might be worth it to have on hand.
On the other hand an addict might be less cautious knowing they have it on hand, but it's still something to consider.
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thank you. not doing heroin works wonders.
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: vandago]
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Get the fuck away from that!
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: Shroomism]
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I wish I had known about that not doing heroin trick when I was doing heroin, it would have saved me a lot of time lol
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: xzylocybin]
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didn't your momma tell you that shit was bad from day one? boy... you should've listened to yo momma...
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Fennario said: I have not read this whole thread, so don't know if someone has mentioned this yet, but in many states you can get naloxone OTC, tell her dumb butt to procure some for future OD's.
or just don't heroin. that shit is garbage. fuck heroin.
Thanks for the sage advice brahma, but once someone gets addicted try telling them that. So if you care about other human beings, then you realize we're imperfect, and prone to mistakes, and addicts aren't going to listen to someone when they say quit, they're going to beat their head against the wall until they realize they have to quit or die.
So, until the addicts people know hit that point, might as well at least try to save a few lives along the way.
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xzylocybin said: I wish I had known about that not doing heroin trick when I was doing heroin, it would have saved me a lot of time lol
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Fennario said: I have not read this whole thread, so don't know if someone has mentioned this yet, but in many states you can get naloxone OTC, tell her dumb butt to procure some for future OD's.
or just don't heroin. that shit is garbage. fuck heroin.
Dude, you should become a therapist or drug counselor. Seriously open a rehab facility and you could single handedly save the world from addiction. Maybe make a podcast and distribute you saying this for free and turn the world around. I can see the clickbait now.
This one weird trick has junkies turning there lives around with no effort at all.
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: Lucis]
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lol you called him Brahma
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your welcome. hopefully you follow my advice. since the dawn of time, it's been a well known fact that heroin is bad (a big "no-no") for you and one of the worst (if not thee worst) drugs out there. to avoid trying heroin is as easy as not picking up a piece of shit and eating it. you wouldn't eat shit... would you..? that's why I have little pity for someone who gets addicted to a drug like heroin.
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: xzylocybin]
#23430810 - 07/10/16 11:10 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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call me THE Brahmin.
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idk if eating shit made me feel like my entire body was ejaculating in a bathtub full of fuzzy puppies I might just try some shit
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xzylocybin
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: xzylocybin]
#23430826 - 07/10/16 11:16 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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but yea I don't have much pity for them either, been there done that, didn't go too deep. I guess some people are more susceptible to it, for a variety of reasons,psychological and physical
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Bigfeely123
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: xzylocybin]
#23430836 - 07/10/16 11:19 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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no no no, you weren't jizzing in puppies until you took your very first bite of shit. GO BACK GO BACK, REWIND! Why did you take a bite of shit in the first place when you knew that shit would taste like shit?
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xzylocybin
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: Bigfeely123]
#23430853 - 07/10/16 11:29 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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probably because I tried those marijuanas back in junior high, if only I had listened to my priest and kept jizzing in him instead, there would be one less bathtub full of puppies with jizz in them.
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Re: Ex Od'd on H this morning. [Re: xzylocybin]
#23431005 - 07/11/16 01:00 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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xzylocybin said: idk if eating shit made me feel like my entire body was ejaculating in a bathtub full of fuzzy puppies I might just try some shit
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Repertoire89
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An old acquaintance begged me to get him some heroin for years (he being an introvert), I always refused. Eventually he found a "friend" with less scruples. Later he went and got his younger brother into that shit (not that the younger is less responsible for partaking).
These guys have really addictive personalities and very little discipline overall, I'm curious if they've been able to stay clean since the last time I saw them. Don't care enough to check though.
Anyways, I can empathize with someone who tries it as a teenager, dumb mistake. In this case, trying it at 30 years old after having it withheld for like 7 years. No.
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I'd recommend the Health Recovery Center www.healthrecovery.com. They use "orthomolecular" medicine and get a 70% success rate -- compared to 25% for AA. They have an in-patient program but also have their protocols at their website.
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