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Kundalini42
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Life after forced drugging... Will there be one? (anti-psychotic recovery)
#23425635 - 07/09/16 04:23 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Hey guys,
Fuck, where to start...
I s'pose asking for your forgiveness for I am currently a full-blown retard - excuse the way I communicate or if it's hard to read/not making sense... I have been fucked by the Government in ways I never thought possible. And I am desperate for help of any kind.
I'll keep the story to a minimum; around April 2015 I was caught by the police for having a petty fight with my brother - my family, who admittedly aren't the brightest people going, thinking they were acting in my best interests, got me landed in a "mental health" hospital following the fight. Basically I was drugged at maximum possible doses of an "anti-psychotic" called Abilify. Injections.
The shit has ruined me, taken away absolutely everything we all come to take for granted: the ability to think, the ability to have emotions, the desire to do things, to move, to live....
I cannot even begin to express how bad I feel in comparison to the person I was prior to my drugging. They forced all this on me. If it weren't for video games (World of Warcraft) to consume my time as a lowly peasant, vegetable, pathetic waste of a person; I'd have hung myself.
It's been 2 months since I was last shot up with this poison. And if anything, I've only gotten worse. I long for a day where I feel healthy enough to at least smoke some weed; meditate, do yoga... fucking anything, really.
I guess I'm just crying out for others' opinions. Has anyone actually been on an anti-psychotic before? Is it possible to recover? If so, how? No matter how much weed I smoke, I don't get high. I took 5 tabs and had serotonin syndrome for a few hours. I don't trust medicine; I know enough to know the shit's no good. What's Kratom? Would Iboga be a safe way at kick-starting my dopamine neurotransmitters?
Don't mean to rant. But genuinely would appreciate any input at all on the topic of anti-psychotic drug recovery.
PS: I don't believe in "mental illness" & do not have a diagnosis/label. If anything, it's just a marketing method to push drugs onto humanity to numb, drug and zombify us into apathy and pointless existence.
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Trippedytrip
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Re: Life after forced drugging... Will there be one? (anti-psychotic recovery) [Re: Kundalini42]
#23426323 - 07/09/16 11:35 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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The only thing you lack off is the will power my friend.
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5150
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Re: Life after forced drugging... Will there be one? (anti-psychotic recovery) [Re: Trippedytrip]
#23430656 - 07/10/16 10:07 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Should wear off eventually,in one thread the guy was totally out of it for like 6months after doing like a gram of mda and some doses,some times it takes a while to get back to normalcy
-------------------- "the way of the warrior is the resolute acceptance of death" Miyamoto Musashi
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Murzelpfrumpft
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Re: Life after forced drugging... Will there be one? (anti-psychotic recovery) [Re: 5150]
#23435441 - 07/12/16 04:47 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Don't worry, take your time, don't do drugs until you feel better.
I have been on anti-psychotics for a few months and I can tell you that it took me about half a year to get back to normal again.
Work out, try to go out and talk to anyone and limit your time playing WoW.
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Re: Life after forced drugging... Will there be one? (anti-psychotic recovery) [Re: Murzelpfrumpft]
#23435473 - 07/12/16 04:58 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Abilify has no Fluoride in its structure. dont take any more, start feeding your brain with some Fruits, Cereals, and Almond milk .. You'll get better.
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Eywa_devotee
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Re: Life after forced drugging... Will there be one? (anti-psychotic recovery) [Re: Anonymous #1]
#23473999 - 07/24/16 10:57 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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I got some psychiatric issues that unfortunately most drugs will not treat well and after a while they tried Abilify. The good: IME it is a REALLY good single use psychotic crisis intervention drug which is unusual for these kind of anti-psychotics in general. It will stop a bad episode in it's tracks in about an hour on an empty stomach. Also handy for quickly ending a bad trip as well.
The bad: They put me on 30mg of the stuff a day and it at first seemed to work well, but later basically made me feel empty and numb. Like you, I got really depressed and suicidal. Then as fate would have it, I almost got my wish. It caused the onset of diabetes, and made me go to the hospital with 900+ blood sugar. The doctors were freaking out and wondering how i could be awake and talking to them. Got hospitalized over it. Truly fucked.
Anyway, i quit the drug and the symptoms returned. After a lot of trial and error it seems that a combination of MJ and syrian rue seems to keep the demons at bay. The MJ isn't a lot, maybe a few hits at bedtime daily, and syrian rue is taken a couple times a month. Seems to be working for me. Problem is the diabetes is still there and still haven't found anything that works well for it which sucks.
If you are taking it as an injection, that is probably part of the problem. The injections are mainly for people who have severe schizophrenia so bad that cannot or will not take their meds. You are getting 400mg of the stuff in one go. It's supposed to be a delayed release, but realistically your getting the equivalent of 60 to 80mg on day one and 5mg by day 30. That will truly fuck up your system if you aren't so SEVERELY schizophrenic that you cannot even take your meds.
What it sounds like is you are suffering from is really bad depression with psychotic features more so than pure frank schizophrenia. I'd give syrian rue a try if you aren't currently on any meds as it's really cheap and quite effective for depression at the least.
Start at 2 to 3 grams of seed ground and steeped as a tea or simply crush with a 1000mg vitamin C tablet and nuke in the microwave. It works gradually, but noticeable improvement will likely occur 1 to 2 days after. If it doesn't improve by day three, up the dosage by a gram and repeat every three days until you find the sweet spot. Do not take anymore than 7 grams in one go though. If 7 grams doesn't improve your depression, you might be one of the few who actually need something stronger.
Unlike the big pharma drugs, you only need to take it up to four times a month for maintenance. Be forewarned it is pretty horrible tasting and will probably cause nausea. You can dry and gel cap it and it's much easier to stomach that way. Hope you feel better.
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Re: Life after forced drugging... Will there be one? (anti-psychotic recovery) [Re: Eywa_devotee]
#23474661 - 07/25/16 07:34 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Where do you live?
Yeah anti-psychotics, all of them, will be detrimental to your life, unless you are overwhelmed by voices and compulsions to attack people.
Schizophrenia in many cases may be an attempt to deal with early life experiences, and also an insane status quo. I mean no one knows what reality is but this current paradigm has us slaughtering each other in regular mass movements.
I think the world is literally crazy, especially the 'normal' people.
Only open-minded people are treatable.
And only the shamans and gods are sane.
Anyway,
If you're on a treatment order you can appeal.
Good luck.
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Re: Life after forced drugging... Will there be one? (anti-psychotic recovery) [Re: Kundalini42] 1
#23476657 - 07/25/16 07:31 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Studies have shown that the use of Abilify has caused increased compulsivity in some people like compulsive eating and gambling.
http://www.fda.gov/Drugs/DrugSafety/ucm498662.htm
A doctor wanted to prescribe Abilify for me once. I remembered that my Aunt who was in the throes of Alzheimer's was on it and it scared the shit out of me. I never got the script filled and I never saw that bitch after that appointment.
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