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plasma
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MDC - wewt wewt
#23417250 - 07/06/16 03:00 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Afternoon gents
I'm on break at work. 3 more hours of this shit until I head to the gym to blow off the rest of my steam
What you noobs doing
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Re: MDC - wewt wewt [Re: plasma] 2
#23417259 - 07/06/16 03:04 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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I just got back home.
Just opened a beer and going through a garbage bag full of trim a homie dropped off lol.
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Re: MDC - wewt wewt [Re: plasma]
#23417270 - 07/06/16 03:08 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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'Sup, y'all?
My girl's been staying over, that's been cool. We did way too much of some fire cocaine last night. I underestimated it and wound up sick. My stomachs just now calm enough to get some kratom.
I bought some K for us last night. Idk when we're gonna do it. This'll be my first time with it.
Should be cool
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hex_enduction
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K is good stuff, enjoy man. Know you like PCP, I'd be surprised if you didn't enjoy the fuck out of ketamine.
Sup y'all. I just got off work. Think I'm about to brew up the rest of my poppy seeds into tea then go back to avoiding opiates until the end of the year or later. Was a fun binge but not worth continuing 
Probably play some fallout 4 in a few
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plasma
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Ketamine was a weird experience. That body load is whack. And it's weird too because when I dosed light I felt as light as a feather. When I dosed heavy it's the exact opposite effect
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Re: MDC - wewt wewt [Re: plasma]
#23417300 - 07/06/16 03:18 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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what up homies
yo plasma that whole album is dope af, i crank that shit all the timeee
my favorite is 'out of time'

Is ketamine a dissociative?
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plasma
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Re: MDC - wewt wewt [Re: Crixalis] 1
#23417468 - 07/06/16 03:59 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Yeah excision gets my dick hard
K is a dissociative
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OhMrJohnson
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Quote:
ThatKidWithTheFace said: 'Sup, y'all?
My girl's been staying over, that's been cool. We did way too much of some fire cocaine last night. I underestimated it and wound up sick. My stomachs just now calm enough to get some kratom.
I bought some K for us last night. Idk when we're gonna do it. This'll be my first time with it.
Should be cool
Careful with K, it can easily catch you off-guard your first time doing it, if you do too much at once you will likely find it very difficult to move or think coherently
It ain't no daisy
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Thanks for the tips, y'all! And poppy tea sounds fucking awesome, Hex
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plasma
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Re: MDC - wewt wewt [Re: plasma]
#23418009 - 07/06/16 06:45 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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just got back from the dentist... bleh
now i'm high listening to a live performance of floating points. this shit is psychedelic.
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Well guys, once again I have fucked up and relapsed on crystal meth and now I once again find myself in for another sleepless night of agonizing apathy and endless self-loathing
It's kinda funny in a sadistic kind of way, I always feel this very deep-seated guilt in the back of my mind right after I rail another line, and yet for some other reason I just keep fucking letting myself do it anyway, like some helpless mouse in a bleak and tiny cage who just can't keep himself from drinking the sugary flavored soda instead of the pure untainted water that he knows he really needs
I hope that comparison makes sense to some of you, I'm pretty spun out but that's kinda how I feel, like a damned helpless mouse in a cold, dingy cage made of crystal meth
Anyways, main rant over, the purpose of this post is to proclaim tomorrow as "Day 1" and once again start back up on the road to recovery like I should've been doing for fucking months now
It's gonna suck shit, I haven't slept in 2 days and I have to go back to work in 4 hours, I wanna call off because I know it's gonna be hellish, but I really need the money and I brought this all on myself like I always do so in turn I feel obligated to suck it up and deal with the misery like I've done soo many times before.. And I know I've said I'm getting clean about a zillion fucking times already, but this time it feels different.. this time it kinda feels like I'm teetering on the edge of losing control and that scares me a whole lot so fuck it all, tomorrow will be Day 1 meth-free and I'm gonna take it one day at a time so I don't get overwhelmed
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aww shiieeet
you are one of my favorite posters brah, take care of yourself
don't self loathe too much, you already made your decisions today let them ride out...
like you said tomorrow is a new day to try again brother 
you know I can be silly at times but if you want someone to talk too you know where I'm at
since ur already really high you should jam out on ur guitar I bet you would shred rn
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Quote:
OhMrJohnson said: Well guys, once again I have fucked up and relapsed on crystal meth and now I once again find myself in for another sleepless night of agonizing apathy and endless self-loathing
It's kinda funny in a sadistic kind of way, I always feel this very deep-seated guilt in the back of my mind right after I rail another line, and yet for some other reason I just keep fucking letting myself do it anyway, like some helpless mouse in a bleak and tiny cage who just can't keep himself from drinking the sugary flavored soda instead of the pure untainted water that he knows he really needs

I felt the same exact way, except my issue was coke. My darkest days of my life, and I've had a lot of them -- were nights where I found myself solo snorting lines of coke for hours on end. And sometimes hours turned into days. Days in which, like yourself, I pulled all-nighters and had to force myself into a nightmarish & hellish work day that followed right behind it.
Dude, I hope for your sake that you can figure that shit out like I eventually did and put these types of days/nights behind you.
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Re: MDC - wewt wewt [Re: Niffla] 2
#23418445 - 07/06/16 09:18 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Keep your head up OMJ
I sincerely hope things get better for you. You at least recognize your issue and know what you really need to do.
I hope your travels are still in place so you can get away from it and onto a new chapter of your life in a different part of the country.
pm me if you ever need to talk or vent.
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Re: MDC - wewt wewt [Re: Niffla]
#23418446 - 07/06/16 09:19 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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I'm gonna try to get 4 hours of sleep tonight, hopefully that'll be enough
Maybe I'll just sleep through the alarm and end up being late which actually wouldn't be that big of a deal, they would make fun of me tho
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Quote:
OhMrJohnson said: I'm gonna try to get 4 hours of sleep tonight, hopefully that'll be enough
Maybe I'll just sleep through the alarm and end up being late which actually wouldn't be that big of a deal, they would make fun of me tho
Yeah man get some sleep if you can. Some sleep is better than no sleep (obviously). I'm pulling for ya, man.
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Re: MDC - wewt wewt [Re: Niffla]
#23418453 - 07/06/16 09:21 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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That's the nature of meff,u always feel horrible after a 2 day binge,at least your not locked up or worse,just drink a lot water,a six pack of session beer and force some food down
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Re: MDC - wewt wewt [Re: Big Worm]
#23418454 - 07/06/16 09:21 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Big Worm said: Keep your head up OMJ
I sincerely hope things get better for you. You at least recognize your issue and know what you really need to do.
I hope your travels are still in place so you can get away from it and onto a new chapter of your life in a different part of the country.
pm me if you ever need to talk or vent.

Thanks man
I'll be in touch
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