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OfflineFert Nitty
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Re: Opiate addicts support group (moved) [Re: T-Rex]
    #23355683 - 06/17/16 06:45 PM (7 years, 7 months ago)

I know my local needle xchanges hand them out, at least they did a few years ago.


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Re: Opiate addicts support group (moved) [Re: Fert Nitty]
    #23355821 - 06/17/16 07:37 PM (7 years, 7 months ago)

5 weeks clean (minus a dose of kratom).


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Re: Opiate addicts support group (moved) [Re: olson]
    #23355825 - 06/17/16 07:38 PM (7 years, 7 months ago)

Congrats homie, that's not an easy feat. How are ya feeling?


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Re: Opiate addicts support group (moved) [Re: Fert Nitty]
    #23355868 - 06/17/16 07:51 PM (7 years, 7 months ago)

Thanks! I was only into codeine and tramadol which is mild compared to what others here are dealing with. Things do start looking up by the start of the second month though.The yawns and the fatigue really do lessen.


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Re: Opiate addicts support group (moved) [Re: olson]
    #23356010 - 06/17/16 08:38 PM (7 years, 7 months ago)

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5 weeks clean (minus a dose of kratom).




keep up the good work brother!


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Re: Opiate addicts support group (moved) [Re: Connoisseur]
    #23356094 - 06/17/16 09:12 PM (7 years, 7 months ago)

the fatigue is devastating omg. I kicked a couple weeks ago, and made it 8 days. The fatigue was crazy, I cant believe it I could hardly walk my dog and when she pulled there was nothing i could do.


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Re: Opiate addicts support group (moved) [Re: olson]
    #23356388 - 06/18/16 12:06 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

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Fert Nitty said:
the fatigue is devastating omg.





Yeah, that was always the worst part for me, that and arm cramps and depression, but just being out in the sunshine and walking around really helped.

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5 weeks clean (minus a dose of kratom).





Congrats.


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Re: Opiate addicts support group [Re: Connoisseur]
    #23356495 - 06/18/16 01:12 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

Never kick a habit. Torturing yourself is totally unnecessary . Slow down and supplement with alternate drugs. It may be frustrating that the solution to a drug problem is more drugs. Just roll with it and slowly transition.

The depression after an overdose is unreal. You've got to keep reminding yourself that it's only temporary and the thoughts you're experiencing because of it are false. They will not have any influence over you. You will not make any life changing decisions while the demons got you by the balls.


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Re: Opiate addicts support group [Re: Love_spirit]
    #23359923 - 06/19/16 05:27 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

Well, 10 days clean and I woke up today NOT feeling like utter shit. The bed also not completely soaked with sweat. 70% acute withdrawal over me thinks.
The cravings have been bad. I keep getting thoughts of trying to use poppy seeds (over 30kg... yes kilograms) I have from using the pods.... "Man, you should try soaking these seeds to see if it works. Just this one time".

I WILL NOT GIVE IN :kingcrankey:


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Re: Opiate addicts support group [Re: Connoisseur] * 1
    #23378145 - 06/24/16 05:07 PM (7 years, 7 months ago)

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A lot of us have been struggling with opiate addiction/relapse recently and I know a lot of us want to put down junk and turn our lives around.

I think it would be best for all of us in this boat to support eachother and ban together to get junk out of our lives.

Today I did what I hope to be my final bag of junk for a while and used my final needle which I threw away after using it. Some other memebers here have told me they are in the middle of kicking or planning to kick very soon.

If your struggling please share what's going on and how your doing. Share your detox plan and record your progress. Also this thread can serve as a place for members who have previously suffered from opiate addiction to show support to members still struggling.

I believe if we support eachother we can turn our lives around and break free from the chains of junk.




I understand that none of you will stop getting high just because I posted this, but still, I'll tells you how I stopped getting high

I went to an awesome sub dr, took sub for as many days that I could as often as I could, and eventually the amount of times per week that I got high diminished as did the "appreciation" for that lifestyle

I eventually got really involved iny career/work, and started taking xanax or drinking beers when I'd really wanna get high

Eventually those desires diminished as well and I stopped the xanax and the weed altogether

Now I have one or two beers after work to wind down but it's been about two years since I used a needle and my life is awesome again

Don't go to those stupid meetings or any of that other crazy shit but I don't do drugs and I pass two drug tests a week and I love my job

For what it's worth good luck


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Re: Opiate addicts support group [Re: stzacrack]
    #23378158 - 06/24/16 05:14 PM (7 years, 7 months ago)

Im still on .25 mg  of sub. I will be done with my taper next weekend.
Subs saved my life. They are a great tool if used the right way.


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Re: Opiate addicts support group [Re: T-Rex]
    #23380410 - 06/25/16 10:52 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

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Im still on .25 mg  of sub. I will be done with my taper next weekend.
Subs saved my life. They are a great tool if used the right way.




are you planning on jumping off at .25 mg?


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Re: Opiate addicts support group [Re: Fert Nitty]
    #23380571 - 06/25/16 11:50 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

I may drop .25mg down 50% and then jump from there. Not sure yet. I want to minimize my withdrawals as much as possible.


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Re: Opiate addicts support group [Re: T-Rex]
    #23410060 - 07/04/16 11:30 AM (7 years, 6 months ago)

Bupe is a fucker yes, the high i get from bupe is more nice than most full agonists for me, PERSONALLY. It gives me that body euphoria, motivation, energy and productiveness that most opiates/opioids do not.

I have relapsed since I last wrote in this thread... I'm trying to kick again now and so far 3 days have elapsed. I relapsed at a psychedelic festival gathering lol, it gives me super much energy that I can dance nonstop... Instead of harming myself with uppers.

Did some ketamine also... that seemed to help with the tolerance. Been a while since the festival, I got a 4mg bupe from a friend for free so another "relapse" imo. Definitely felt the effect as my tolerance was lower.

Meh, atm im so depressed... Atleast the kratom helps with the bodily effects... But I am crazy depressive atm, life literally sucks... I guess I gotta start working out more and doing some cardio everyday

Awhhh... Atleast I got some shrooms in the freezer, those little life-savers, time for a revisit as soon as I got the courage. Not as high of a dosage like I did on my first heroic voyage :eek:. 2,5 grams of cubensis mckenaii, first time trying cubes too. I usually eat liberty caps that I pick myself outside in the wild, potent little bastards :laugh:

Anyone have experience with detoxing the body from opi-addiction with the help of NMDA-antagonists?

Stay hell away from buprenorphine, not worth it.

FML atm.


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Re: Opiate addicts support group [Re: M1NDW4R]
    #23412691 - 07/05/16 05:48 AM (7 years, 6 months ago)

Nearly 4 weeks clean, except some tianeptine.
Back when I was an addict wanting to get high, my doses of tianeptine were 250mg+ each dose and 1 gram would not even last a day.
I was only taking 40 to 50mg this time though. 1 gram lasted me 4 days. No opioid high or noticeable effects, just moderate relief of psychological symptoms.

On the bright side, I got a bunch of weed for the insomnia  :awehigh:


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Re: Opiate addicts support group [Re: daz01]
    #23413365 - 07/05/16 10:49 AM (7 years, 6 months ago)

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Bupe is a fucker yes, the high i get from bupe is more nice than most full agonists for me, PERSONALLY. It gives me that body euphoria, motivation, energy and productiveness that most opiates/opioids do not.






I have known people to take bupe just as a drug all its own, even seen those people get faded on it, and get nausea then vomit, just like they took some legit opies.

Shit had no effect on me though, just made me feel normal.

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Nearly 4 weeks clean, except some tianeptine.





Congrats.:thumbup:


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Re: Opiate addicts support group [Re: Connoisseur]
    #23413848 - 07/05/16 01:44 PM (7 years, 6 months ago)

Good idea for a thread man, since going through trauma around the Christmas period my heroin usage has increased tremendously. I want to get clean for a while to be able to go out more and be more active.

I have been clean for three days but had enough of aching and feeling like shit so I had to get a bag. I'll probably use it all tonight and hope that I can make it longer next time, I don't even get severe withdrawal but the pain in my knees and lower back stops me from being able to sit still and sleep for longer than a hour or so at a time. Diazepam helps but I've stopped taking that, and cannabis doesn't seem to help. I always tell myself that I'll just use enough to alleviate the symptoms, however once it's there I always just keep going until I'm out.


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Re: Opiate addicts support group [Re: Sketch Turner]
    #23414337 - 07/05/16 04:44 PM (7 years, 6 months ago)

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however once it's there I always just keep going until I'm out.



Oh such is the cycle. We are surely masters at convincing ourselves why we should do 'this' or 'that'. There's always a bloody reason. I'm hardly a prolific H addict but I've been there. Several times. It's only when I've accepted that there is simply no reason to buy another bag that doesn't involve me essentially shitting on my own life that I've managed to break the chains and push through WD.


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Re: Opiate addicts support group [Re: M1NDW4R]
    #23415078 - 07/05/16 08:40 PM (7 years, 6 months ago)

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Anyone have experience with detoxing the body from opi-addiction with the help of NMDA-antagonists?

FML atm.



I do.
I've tried with PCP, MXE and Ketamine. DXM may work well to.
The  withdrawal effects are greatly reduced to non existent with NMDA drugs
but withdrawal effects set right in as the drug effect wears off.
It would take consistent doses. Not practical outside a medical facility. IMO


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Re: Opiate addicts support group [Re: Connoisseur] * 1
    #23415456 - 07/05/16 10:59 PM (7 years, 6 months ago)

I'm not going to get too far into it, but I just want to say a thing or two.

As active opiate addicts we are very sick people, it's a literal disease, but your brain will continually try and trick you into thinking you're not sick, that you're normal.

I could not comprehend that in active opiate addiction.

I have two weeks completely clean from all drugs and I feel pretty damn great most of the time.

I started using drugs about twelve years ago, when I was eleven, and I used them in increasing frequency and strength until I quit.


I had no significant clean time since I picked up, and not more than a day or two in the past few years.

I thought how I was living was normal, I fucking literally didn't understand what was wrong with people that didn't use heroin.

I could not fathom why every last person didn't use. I would see people doing everyday tasks, walking, playing with their kids, etc... and I could not understand why they were doing that bullshit instead of trying to get some heroin, because in my sick mind heroin was the most important thing, hell, it was basically the only thing, I didn't make many moves if they weren't moving me closer to heroin.

It wasn't until I got clean that I see how sick my thinking actually was, I thought people that didn't use heroin were the ones with the problem. What the fuck.

Idek where I'm going with this, but I just wanted to share a bit of personal experience, because I wish I would've read something like that when I was in active addiction, maybe it would made me realize sooner that I have a true disease, I may've just glossed over it because heroin really brings out my "I don't give a fuck", but it may've helped.


I didn't think I could be happy or have a good time sober, but I was so fucking wrong.


I don't ever want to be in active heroin addiction again.

Get help, please.


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