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suicide band wangon
#23409188 - 07/04/16 02:44 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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There is an old saying that if cant live without them then keep a them and cast away everyone else. I keep finding im not useful to anyone or anything that i couldn't be replaced in mins. I take up to many resources to live. I'm thinking death is the best opinion to solve the problem of me. I think the best way is for me to leave and go starve to death in nature park somewhere. No clean up for people just animals picking my bones for food. You guys on here are the best, ill miss three the most. Madseason, tump' Rr
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Anonymous said: There is an old saying that if cant live without them then keep a them and cast away everyone else. I keep finding im not useful to anyone or anything that i couldn't be replaced in mins. I take up to many resources to live. I'm thinking death is the best opinion to solve the problem of me. I think the best way is for me to leave and go starve to death in nature park somewhere. No clean up for people just animals picking my bones for food. You guys on here are the best, ill miss three the most. Madseason, tump' Rr
Harness your pain and anger into positive motion. Use the complete despair to drive you to do anything you want. You were shown and given choices how your life was to play out now is the time for action.
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Brian Jones
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Anonymous said: There is an old saying that if cant live without them then keep a them and cast away everyone else. I keep finding im not useful to anyone or anything that i couldn't be replaced in mins. I take up to many resources to live. I'm thinking death is the best opinion to solve the problem of me. I think the best way is for me to leave and go starve to death in nature park somewhere. No clean up for people just animals picking my bones for food. You guys on here are the best, ill miss three the most. Madseason, tump' Rr
How old are you? If you felt this way for 30 years maybe, although I would seek some help first. If you are young, maybe the people around you are selfish assholes, or maybe you are just in a temporary downstreak that new job, new friends or new school could turn around everything. Maybe you need a little help; I don't mean a shrink to give you hard drugs, but a counselor or psychologist to give you some life advice or strategies. Don't kill yourself.
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goldcaphunter
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I wonder how op doing. Hope they pull through
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Anonymous #2
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Yea life is hard sometimes.
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bigdoodie
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God is the answer. Not a superior being, but God, the state of mind of one's true self. Of course nobody needs us, we are not important. We are insignificant and no more superior than the grasss that we walk on. It is not us that desires death but it is the ego within us that our true self (God) is trying to kill in order for our true consciousness to surface. There is no logic behind self destruction. when we are verbally or physically attacked, it is not because of our actions, for we only have ourselvs to blame. We are attacked because of ones desire to make other people feel the pain that they feel. The answer to ridding ourselves of misery is through understanding. We fear what we do not understand and naturally choose to kill or run from the things we fear. to embrace one's true self, the ego must be destroyed. An ego manifests itself through the 7 sins- greed, pride, gluttony, lust, envy, sloth, and wrath. These concepts can only manifest if we are dependent of others, and all of us are capabale of independence.
We often fear hitting rock bottom because we desire stability, but God is the rock at the bottom. The God mind is often referred to as "the desire for human connection" and it is completely false. God is strength and acceptance, and has nothing to do with love and happiness, as they are illusions. We sre surrounded by representations of beings equivalent to cartoon characters. When someone laughs, it is a mockery of something that is believed to be less significant than they are, and when we smile it is a result of pride or an act put on to maintain a stable relationship If we we're to find ourselves the last people on earth, we would not laugh, play, over indulge, have desires, fear running out of time, get angry, view animals differently, or even talk. We would only agknowledge the necessities to survival. That world is no different from this one. most of the people around us are the walking dead- egobrains who have yet to wake up. It is our choice to walk with the dead or embrace the truth and stand strong with God. Becoming self reliant is not as difficult as it is made to seem like, it is as easy as it is to breathe. God lies within us all.
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Othyem



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Re: suicide band wangon [Re: bigdoodie]
#23431269 - 07/11/16 05:08 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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I feel you op. Although for far different reasons. Still debating if it is all still worth the effort.
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bigdoodie
it does not matter


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Re: suicide band wangon [Re: Othyem]
#23431812 - 07/11/16 11:25 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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There is nothing difficult about life. we have been programmed to be feel like we are not self reliant. We have become dependent of other people only for the purpose of fueling are ego with empowerment through superiority. when we lack our true state of beingc empowerment is the only thing that makes us feel alive, and when we feel like we are less superior than the majority, we feel as though we hav failed. Superiority is an illusion and we do not need people to survive. we must rid ourselves from the ego that controls us, it is the only barrier between us and the true state of being- the God mind, or God. God is the rock that is at the bottom. To embrace God, we must become self reliant, and rid ourselves of the 7 sins- greed, pride, lust, wrath, envy, sloth, and gluttony(over indulgence). These only fuel our ego, and the ego is the true definition of what a demon is, they control us, make us lash out at the true word of God(truth), and divide the consciousness from the spirit. if we do not embrace God, we will not have a will to survive, we will not be aware of danger, and we will be divided by a world of illusions.
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