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Methodzx860
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To trip or not to trip.
#23403485 - 07/02/16 08:56 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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At home. Bored with the girlfriend. Got some decent strength tabs that ive taken a few times. Thinking bout tripping but im hesitant lol. I think its just because of the duration. Anyone else dropping today or tripping already ? Any words of encouragement? Maybe i should smoke some enhanced leaf insted.
Edited by Methodzx860 (07/02/16 08:57 AM)
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LORD_HELMET
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Not today but plan to tomorrow at a paint festival
-------------------- There he goes. One of God's own prototypes. A high-powered mutant of some kind never even considered for mass production. Too weird to live, and too rare to die.
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Jokeshopbeard
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If I wasn't on call for work, I'd be dosing soon and getting ready for a night sitting round my fire in my garden enjoying myself.
Can't empathise with feeling bored though, tripping or not I almost never feel that emotion.
Although I do trip quite a lot.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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LORD_HELMET
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lol work booooooooo! Please let us know if and when you do take another trip so I can live vicariously through you! So antsy lately about it just too much crazy shit going on in my life but slowly evening out
-------------------- There he goes. One of God's own prototypes. A high-powered mutant of some kind never even considered for mass production. Too weird to live, and too rare to die.
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Methodzx860
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Paint festival sounds dope!
Lol yea i mean theres not much to do where i live and at the moment i am carless . Its a 3 day weekend and theres nothing i have to do soooo i might just drop 100ug. Listen to music etc.
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Jokeshopbeard
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LOL. That's real sweet of you to say man. I was just sharing this story of my recent life with the other mods:
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Jokeshopbeard said: I've decided to make a complete 180 degree turn in my life after the dream I was creating here fell apart on me 10 months ago. I was moved from Leicester -> Sydney -> Rotterdam -> Leicester -> London in my youth, so when I finally met the love of my life at 27 (the 1+1 = 3 equation Asante mentioned, with 3 being god for me), and we just tumbled through the process of moving in together, getting married, getting a dog, and getting ready to buy our dream house (which we were already renting) in a state of total bliss over the next 4 years, I thought that was it; life was really gonna work out now, after all of the drama and pain of my youth that turned me into the aggressive monster I once was.
I guess I should've known better...
About 4 months after we got married, my wife's dog died, her best friend lost her battle with cancer, another great mutual friend killed herself, my wife fell into a deep depression (clinical IMO; she went through a lot of childhood abuse and was prone to mental illness), she lost her job, then started drinking. I literally watched my whole life crumble about my ears over the next year, after she went on complete self destruct ending with several suicide attempts and an infidelity (which was the one thing I said I'd never stand for), and like any responsible drug user, I fell into heroin addiction for a time to deal (or rather, NOT) deal with it.
She's been in rehab for the last 10 months now, and I have no idea if I'll even ever see her again. But seeing as I discovered, for the first time in my life after she left it, unconditional love, inspired by her impact on my life, I have been able to set her free and in doing so, set myself free to start my new life.
I mean really, it's incredible how much I have lost. My wife, my dog, my dream house I was less than a month from buying, my gym of seven years and all my friends there, and all faith in my job/career (I support an FX platform for many major banks) after a corporate takeover. My depression and destructive drug abuse has bounced up and down more times in the last year than in the dozen before that. Pain I could never have imagined, following from happiness I could never have imagined.
But, sometimes, I guess we need all that. I feel almost infinitely changed as a person. Dreams that have lived deep in my somewhere since childhood have started floating back up to the surface.
So yeah, suffice to say, I know what you mean 'crazy shit going on in my life'.
I don't really do trip reports, although I tripped on most things one can trip on, just been hanging round TPE a bit lately to try and help others and distract me from this house moving shit I got going on.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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LORD_HELMET
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You are one hell of a human being! I can't imagine half of if but I can the other half divorce, opiates, dog died and lost two family members but that sad as it is does not hit close to home like what you have shared and that's why I say what I say in the beginning of this response. And I hear you never liked to kiss and tell myself lol but it's water under a bridge, will I ever again I'm sure how soon or when can't say. Till then I'm here I'm clear and I'm like yourself just trying to contribute something positive so cheers to that pal! Still getting the hang of this forum but I've seen a few of your posts and hope to see more chief
-------------------- There he goes. One of God's own prototypes. A high-powered mutant of some kind never even considered for mass production. Too weird to live, and too rare to die.
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Jokeshopbeard
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Jokeshopbeard said: It's like the more I focus on love, the more synchronicities abound. I feel like love is somehow the language of the universe.. and seeing as I've decided recently that I will never again do what most of us do as humans; as in go 'looking' for love/a person and instead decided to focus all the love I have to spare on me, synchronicities have come back to my life in abundance after a long hiatus during the darkest (but most growing) time of my life.
This is the state I feel I need to dedicate the rest of my life to living in:
Only if one knows the truth of love, which is the real nature of Self, will the strong entangled knot of life be untied. Only if one attains the height of love will liberation be attained.
Such is the heart of all religions. The experience of Self is only love, which is seeing only love, hearing only love, feeling only love, tasting only love and smelling only love, which is bliss. --Ramana Maharshi
Straight up on the positivity brother. Your dialect sounds English. You from the UK?
Feel free to shout/PM if I can help you get settled in here, this place is like my home away from home.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Jokeshopbeard
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P.S. That's an absolutely beautiful dog you got there. Here's mine (she's living a great life with friends now):
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Methodzx860
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Not that i mind... but this is not how i expected this post to unroll. Regardless the best to ya bud.
Edited by Methodzx860 (07/02/16 03:32 PM)
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Jokeshopbeard
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I hear ya man, I'm not intentionally derailing or anything, just sharing a pleasant convo with a member here. Of course if you have more questions pertinent to your OP, I'll be happy as larry to try and help you out with them.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Methodzx860
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Its ok brother ! No worries. What do u think about tripping out of boredom or just because u feel like it ? Im debating wether to drop 100 ug but its getting late.. so now im thinking about the pros and cons vs day & night tripping. Would love to hear some input !
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a_stoned_sloth
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I've been on the fence about this myself all day today. Decided, for some reason, not to trip. Maybe its because i have tripped every weekend for a month and a half, and I want to get my tolerance back to zero. Nothing more then that. So instead I'm going to Chuckee Cheese's with the girlfriend and her son.
-------------------- "As the garden grows, so does the gardener."
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Methodzx860
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Thats funny Sloth me too. I think ill smoke some enhanced leaf (DMT) and save the LSD , thinkin bout dosing before sunrise ! I did that once before. Awesome morning:D
Edited by Methodzx860 (07/02/16 05:10 PM)
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Jokeshopbeard
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Well like I said I earlier I never really feel bored so I don't trip out of boredom. I trip cause it'll enhance whatever I'm already planning on doing. Some trips invariably start in the day cause of their duration. Mescaline, for example, is my all time favourite drug, but it needs about 12 hours to return to baseline so I generally drop in the afternoon.
Either of when it comes to day/night. I have many, many, many great times regardless of time.
I probably couldn't sleep within 7 hours of dropping acid. So I'll only dose late if I know I don't to be up early/have stuff to do the next day.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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LORD_HELMET
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Beautiful! I am thinking about getting a Belgian Malinoise (Shepard) but I have to see, hey method broski sorry for hacking this thread as joke said just got caught in the moment lol. I did originally write like half a page with my first response but it cut most of it off and I just let it go. Going to life in color paint party today. Wish you all the best (:
-------------------- There he goes. One of God's own prototypes. A high-powered mutant of some kind never even considered for mass production. Too weird to live, and too rare to die.
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