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rambostudios
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Experiences with remembering trips from 8 years old
#23401713 - 07/01/16 04:54 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Lets be honest, as a little kid (0-14) years old I tripped too much (50+ times) I also tripped a lot from 17-18.
When I was 17 I got tons of memories of past trips with intrusive thoughts and smell/taste/feel hallucinations. I get these memories every day and wonder how to stop them. I also can communicate with these memories and say things to people. It is exactly how I remember the memory.
I got diagnosed with schizophrenia mainly because of these memories and I take invega sustenna (an anti psychotic).
Anyone get similar symptoms?
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Morel Guy
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Re: Experiences with remembering trips from 8 years old [Re: rambostudios]
#23401798 - 07/01/16 05:30 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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No. A lot of my frustrations were from wanting the perception that I have only had from psycadelics. You were damn young to trip that often. I only tripped a handful or so of times during high school. If I could trip every time by just meditating I'd be enlightened.
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LuzaW
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Re: Experiences with remembering trips from 8 years old [Re: Morel Guy]
#23401834 - 07/01/16 05:40 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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another troll thread
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rambostudios
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Re: Experiences with remembering trips from 8 years old [Re: LuzaW]
#23403470 - 07/02/16 08:51 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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This isnt a troll thread, im being serious
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Universe
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Re: Experiences with remembering trips from 8 years old [Re: rambostudios]
#23403650 - 07/02/16 10:11 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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I lived in the same house through my whole childhood. When I was around 17 I was tripping alone one night and I was having very reflective trip. I think my parents had broken out the old home movies and photos a couple days earlier, so that stuff was on my mind.
It was past midnight and everyone was asleep and I started to explore the house in the dark. I sat outside my bedroom, at the top of the stairs and I experience strong memories from my childhood sitting in the exact same spot. In my mind I could hear the sounds and voices from 10+years earlier. The sound of my parents with their friends talking in the living room. Sounds of them down by the front door. I went down and crawled around on the floor, like a toddler. I had vivid memories of uneventful days from my childhood. I was superimposing them onto empty, dark and quiet night of my trip. It was a very emotional experience, almost like time traveling. I was remembering little things that I would never think of normally. Sounds, smells, feelings I had. I crawled around the house for what seemed like hours, remembering my childhood.
My parents stayed in that house until I was like 48. Often when we'd go there to visit, I'd take a journey up the stairs to my old room and I'd be reminded of that trip and I'd think - I wish I could do that again. The house had not changed at all. I don't know how it would be possible, I couldn't just go to their house and say "Mom and Dad, I'm gonna trip here tonight". But it was fun to think about it.
Since then the house was sold and totally remodeled. Doesn't' even look like the same house. There's no way I ever would have entered it again, but it kinda saddens me to think that the place that held all those memories is pretty much gone.
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