Last Friday I purchased an eighth of some Thai cubes to hopefully split with a buddy that eventful night.
-I arrived at my buddy's pad after a hards day at work showed up with the mushys and sure enough two of my buddy's had purchased an half Zip an came through to split it with all the heads that were there chillin it but it was only 4 out of 9 of is that were down to get faced. So we order a pizza and add our extra toppings to em, I only ate a good bit over half the eighth out of a bit of anxiety but soon enough that'll change.
After we' were all done grubbing an smokin up, the idea of getting some oranges to make some good Oj to enjoy we packed in the subi and drove into town to get some ingredients It's probably been 40 minutes since we ate them and I was defiantly settling in once we got back in the car. I remember my legs felt super light and wiggly and mad pleasent rushes of euphoria thought my body. We started cruisin back to he homies pad and By the time we got there I was steady grillin I couldn't stop smiling and had mad giggles. My best friend from forever ago who we lost touch because of stupid drama, was back in my life came through after I invited him earlier that week and told him I was planning on tripping and he said he'd come keep an eye on me  He showed up and we chatted it was really nice and peaceful we sat out front by ourselves smoked a cig and caught up from after having beef for well over a year He showed me pictures of his new little sister and I remember I started to tear up because she was practically my little sister since how far back we went. Everything was perfect that night and It was apparent. He asks me how I'm feeling and I remember just thinking how grounded I am in the present moment and how this was as if how life really was that I have never felt more in tune and my self than I have ever been and I had such a deeper view on everything from the littlest things to the main factors in my life.
I told him he should dose aswell after I explained my current state and he said he was super tempted and that all that was beautiful but felt way too anxious from smoking so much flower to trip I understood an we went back inside to the chillers, finished the rest of my eighth and mellowed out to figure out the next move. We had originally planned on hitting one of the bonfires that usually is hoppin on weekends but that idea flamed out after people just kept showing up and we had our own little kick back. I was coming up fast and I could feel it, every time someone would ask if I ate the mushrooms I would get this weird feeling of confusion of why everyone was so fascinated and how they asked ;like yeah? What's the big deal? This is life, lol
Hop ahead an hour or two my buddy's were eating more cause they wanted to go deeper and they randomly gave me a handful of dust and a good amount of full shrooms and without a second thought I munched em all down and sipped some Oj we squeezed. And sure enough once that all kicked in I was tripping balls with a fat ass grin stuck on my face lol. This is where things get foggy I was blacking out cause I i vaguely remember eating three more handfuls of shrooms and the last one was a glob of dust that was the last of the half ounce, LOL.
One of my buddy's asked if k was hungry and said sure I could go for a bite, even though I was even hungry o figured I'd just go for the ride while they go pick themselves out some grub And once we parked I was defiantly peaking I felt myself get struck with an overwhelming sense of anxiety because I was being flooded with this idea I knew everything We walk inside and I instantly make eye contact with what seemed to be everyone I walked by and I could tell they knew I was in something haha.
We get into the chip isle and its all just colors and all the chip bags are morphing together and everything is just so over whelming I was still tripping on the idea I knew all the truths in the world and whatever question. I had about myself or life I knew the counter answer to and it was uneasy an it felt wrong because it was all shown to me from these drugs so I seriously had no appetite and when my friends asked what I wanted I said I'm good. They get all, what? We came here to get you food And there was another layer of feeling uneasy because I felt stupid for coming just for the ride.. So it was a bit awkward everyone got themselves something and we left.
We get back to the house an I go straight to the smoking room an flop on the bed and black out. I came to acouple times and I remember looking up at my friend asking him if he could hear me because the time dilation was so deep I was starting to feel as if I didn't exist Every time I came to I would ask this to him and there seriously would be someone new sitting on the bed wth me I would occasionally hear people talking asking if I'm alright and the reassurance of yeah he's just tripping haha. There was a moment when I woke up and nobody was in the room but I could hear them in the living room And at that moment literally only the room I was in the bathroom and the living room existed It was a super far it thought now I think about it but to me those were the universe and in my thought of existence
The final time I come to I couldn't get up I was stuck and there appeared to be milk shake all of the wall My buddy comes in an checks on me and now that I remember he did this a good amount of times. I ask him why was there milk shake on the wall and I guess he gave me it to try an I just threw t next to me and we both just busted up at the randomness of that act and he went back out the living room where the party was. My sense of realty was that of a dream l, it felt like I was dreaming but awake at the same time. I laid there for what felt like an eternity and thought I would aswell because I couldn't pull myself to get up and had settled with this fact that this bed was my universe And proceeded to black out an come to Once the peak was over I was pretty shook up and anxiety filled from how deep I went One of the new heads chillin on the couch in the room just happened to have some ladders so I ate one to relax and gave him a slab of some live resin I forgot I had all night. Once the xannax kicked in I was pretty much baseline but with a mellow afterglow.
I appreciate the chance to share this experience because My complete perception on life was completely changed night night. I gained such a deeper understanding on everything I thought I once knew. It got kinda tough to write the end since I was blacking out so much I'll have to come back and rewrite it a bit as I continue to re examine that night because as I was typing I would remember bits and pieces.
Edited by ViZionZ (06/30/16 11:27 PM)
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