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Suicidal Depression
#23388258 - 06/27/16 04:35 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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So Ive fallen back into a suicidal depression and have decided Im going to kill myself soon most likely unless some how my life takes a drastic turn for the better.
This place changed my life and I owe it a lot, if I do off myself im gonna miss yall.
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jerrylove
little bit further then I was



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Dude suicide I a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Think of all the people that love you how much that would affect their lives. Stay with us please'
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Trippedytrip
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Re: Suicidal Depression [Re: jerrylove]
#23388447 - 06/27/16 05:30 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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I would never in my life think of suicidal..
You just must think how many people may dealing wirh worse problems
Peace to you my friend and best wishes
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Da Wolphin
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I got a list of people to pluck off the face of the planet. Want to do a few chores first?
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beforethedawn
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THIS IS ALL SUPPOSED TO BE HERE
Suicide is the strangest, most consequential thing to do to yourself. There is an afterlife, but you will end up in a strange part of it, it will not be pleasant.
DO NOT GO THROUGH WITH IT.
Talk to psychologists, friends, family about what's bothering you.
Talk to us/me about your issues, in this thread or PM.
Come on, what's bothering you? We just need to say the right things. It's simple.
-------------------- Hostile humankind Can't you see you're fucking blind?
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Kush_Zombie
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i wish you luck in whatever you decide to do. I've been there, I know it's hard. I wouldn't say it's right or wrong, but really think about this. Are you done exploring all of life's mysteries? Are willing to give up the magic and mystery of the psychedelic experience? Because you can give it all up. You can lose it all just like that. It's in the moment of deciding whether or not to pull thy trigger that you realize you do have choices in this world. You can choose to go with it and see what else it has to offer, or you can let it all go. I know the smarter choice and you know the smarter choice but irrational thoughts can blind that very easily. You're not done exploring and learning and the universe has more to show you.
Just go with it my friend, your journey isn't over yet. As Terence McKenna said, "Take it easy dude...but take it."
Not everything needs a purpose or an explanation. Sometimes it's just fun and it feels right. There's more to life than money and girls, you have a whole universe between your ears and another universe outside of your ears to explore and learn from. Death is such a simple answer for such a complex world, but it holds no great rewards.
Take the pain my friend, fortunes and experiences beyond your wildest dreams are yours to take starting today. Change your mind, change your attitude, and change your life. You can see everything you've ever dreamed of but you need to start building yourself up.
Good vibes and best of luck in whatever you do.
-------------------- How to get started in bulk: Presto 23-Quart Pressure Cooker BOD's Simple as FUCK Still Air Box PastyWhyte's Easy Agar Tek Munchauzen's Cultivation Video Series How EvilMushroom666 Prepares His Grains (I use jars with Synthetic Filter Discs) What is G2G? (Grain-to-Grain) Damion5050's Coir Tek (I use 5.5 - 6 quarts of water instead of 4. Also ignore step 13 and ignore the monotub completely. The only purpose of this tek is to show you how to make a simple substrate. I also add gypsum to it but not necessary) Spitball's Monotub Tek (A liner isn't necessary but is useful) Use 6500k lights throughout the whole process. When you wake up, turn the light on. When you go to sleep turn the light off. It's as simple as that.
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Tripping2Adventure
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Quote:
Da Wolphin said: I got a list of people to pluck off the face of the planet. Want to do a few chores first?
But really, this guys got legit advice.
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Kush_Zombie said: i wish you luck in whatever you decide to do. I've been there, I know it's hard. I wouldn't say it's right or wrong, but really think about this. Are you done exploring all of life's mysteries? Are willing to give up the magic and mystery of the psychedelic experience? Because you can give it all up. You can lose it all just like that. It's in the moment of deciding whether or not to pull thy trigger that you realize you do have choices in this world. You can choose to go with it and see what else it has to offer, or you can let it all go. I know the smarter choice and you know the smarter choice but irrational thoughts can blind that very easily. You're not done exploring and learning and the universe has more to show you.
Just go with it my friend, your journey isn't over yet. As Terence McKenna said, "Take it easy dude...but take it."
Not everything needs a purpose or an explanation. Sometimes it's just fun and it feels right. There's more to life than money and girls, you have a whole universe between your ears and another universe outside of your ears to explore and learn from. Death is such a simple answer for such a complex world, but it holds no great rewards.
Take the pain my friend, fortunes and experiences beyond your wildest dreams are yours to take starting today. Change your mind, change your attitude, and change your life. You can see everything you've ever dreamed of but you need to start building yourself up.
Good vibes and best of luck in whatever you do.
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Anonymous #1
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Ive lost everything I cared about, all I do is hurt myself now.
I just sit around and mutilate myself, I dont want to live like this anymore.
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Da Wolphin
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I've always considered suicide a courageous act. But not an honorable one. If this forum is the only place you have to go for words... well. I've attempted and survived suicide. Twice. I'm going to PM you my phone number. We can be text buddies.
Edit - Just saw that you're posting anonymously...
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Edited by Da Wolphin (06/27/16 08:07 PM)
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Kush_Zombie
smug piece of shit



Registered: 10/22/14
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I know this sounds strange...but have you ever taken shrooms before? Because I was depressed and when I took shrooms I sort of saw it as self mutilation before I took it...meaning that I was willing to just throw my mind out there and see what I could fetch. After trying dmt, shrooms were my last hope at treating me after 8 long years of chronic depression (some of my older posts are during my depression stage). They were a way to just surrender my mind and let it all go (sort of like suicide but a much better alternative). When I threw my mind out there, I ended up with something beyond anything I could imagine. After 2 treatments with psilocybin, I've had much much more control over my emotions, even when I went months without it
And if you're going to kill yourself, why not just surrender it all on shrooms first JUST to make sure? Don't end it through impatience. Go do you a brf/pf grow and grow some mushrooms. I'm telling you man, I know it sounds like bullshit hearing it from some random on the internet but I have been there and I know what it feels like to think there's no escape and no point or purpose, and I know what it feels like to think you've gone too far and that there's no way out of this feeling. But dude, it really can get better. Just please give this a shot before you do anything else, I promise it's worth the try.
Pm me if you have any questions about growing or just want to talk.
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Anonymous #1
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Ive taken shrooms plenty
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Kush_Zombie
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Fair enough. Do what you need to do man, but think about it first. Nothing but love man, don't hesitate to message
-------------------- How to get started in bulk: Presto 23-Quart Pressure Cooker BOD's Simple as FUCK Still Air Box PastyWhyte's Easy Agar Tek Munchauzen's Cultivation Video Series How EvilMushroom666 Prepares His Grains (I use jars with Synthetic Filter Discs) What is G2G? (Grain-to-Grain) Damion5050's Coir Tek (I use 5.5 - 6 quarts of water instead of 4. Also ignore step 13 and ignore the monotub completely. The only purpose of this tek is to show you how to make a simple substrate. I also add gypsum to it but not necessary) Spitball's Monotub Tek (A liner isn't necessary but is useful) Use 6500k lights throughout the whole process. When you wake up, turn the light on. When you go to sleep turn the light off. It's as simple as that.
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Jokeshopbeard
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I hate to lay a guilt trip on you but what has stopped me from pursuing this option in life, as it has others I know, is how much it will hurt the people that care about you. Everyone has someone that would be hurt by this action.
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Edited by Anonymous (03/23/20 08:18 PM)
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Da Wolphin
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Dudes a troll. I talked to him over the phone.
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Kush_Zombie
smug piece of shit



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Re: Suicidal Depression [Re: Da Wolphin] 1
#23391103 - 06/28/16 01:15 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Even so, maybe someone really dealing with this saw the title and gained some benefit. Depression isn't uncommon in western culture, I wouldn't doubt it if someone did.
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beforethedawn
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Wait, so this thread is a troll?
That's not funny, that's really weird. Er...
Kids these days.
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Jokeshopbeard
Humble Student

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This isn't a troll. I don't know why Da Wolphin would say that, but it was out of line.
Please disregard his comment.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Kush_Zombie
smug piece of shit



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I thought that to be really odd too...but I see odd things in the Shroomery so I didn't question it too much.
Good vibes OP
-------------------- How to get started in bulk: Presto 23-Quart Pressure Cooker BOD's Simple as FUCK Still Air Box PastyWhyte's Easy Agar Tek Munchauzen's Cultivation Video Series How EvilMushroom666 Prepares His Grains (I use jars with Synthetic Filter Discs) What is G2G? (Grain-to-Grain) Damion5050's Coir Tek (I use 5.5 - 6 quarts of water instead of 4. Also ignore step 13 and ignore the monotub completely. The only purpose of this tek is to show you how to make a simple substrate. I also add gypsum to it but not necessary) Spitball's Monotub Tek (A liner isn't necessary but is useful) Use 6500k lights throughout the whole process. When you wake up, turn the light on. When you go to sleep turn the light off. It's as simple as that.
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Trippedytrip
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Life is too short to suicide.
I came to a point where i hated myself , just create a new being of yourself .
It takes long but it is possible.
Suicide would be the very very last option if my whole family dies and i am alone.
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